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got a text from THE ONE (my covid lover)

and um

showered

played w/ dick a lot

and feeling marginally better

WHAT DO YOU KNOW, ALCOHOLISM WORKS!

DJT was right.

DRINK. FEED the self. SHOPBINGE. NEED MORE $$$. begging for next covid payout.

gonna rub the money all over my body this time

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btw I feel bad talking about my issues w/ family because [BLURRP] and I can't open up to anyone else

and my COVID lover just thinks fucking will help with feelings NO THAT'S NOT HELPING but it's really hot and I might as well grind away while I have this "sad dad" vibe.

but srsly it's not helping and I still want to die.

I do write a lot and I should try more creative outputs like w01f suggested. they must be an amazing bf to their SO. most ppl give zero fucks and give up on me pretty early on and don't care to keep suggesting any helpful shit. i think wolf is probably the last one. Thank you @w01fg4ng :)

I would try to do art right now but it would be kind of like pointless because I don't have an affect for it. I like to feel and like what I'm doing when I do art. Even if it's shitty. Kind of like asking someone to fuck when they're depressed I guess? I dunno.

Maybe it's totally different. It's kinda the same for me [#SHALLOW]. more like #swallow amirite lol UR MOTHER [soon.jpg]

i'll listen to black metal and cry more that seems to help

@Erich Generic

are you playing CS:GO brah
 
btw I feel bad talking about my issues w/ family because [BLURRP] and I can't open up to anyone else

and my COVID lover just thinks fucking will help with feelings NO THAT'S NOT HELPING but it's really hot and I might as well grind away while I have this "sad dad" vibe.

but srsly it's not helping and I still want to die.

I do write a lot and I should try more creative outputs like w01f suggested. they must be an amazing bf to their SO. most ppl give zero fucks and give up on me pretty early on and don't care to keep suggesting any helpful shit. i think wolf is probably the last one. Thank you @w01fg4ng :)

I would try to do art right now but it would be kind of like pointless because I don't have an affect for it. I like to feel and like what I'm doing when I do art. Even if it's shitty. Kind of like asking someone to fuck when they're depressed I guess? I dunno.

Maybe it's totally different. It's kinda the same for me [#SHALLOW]. more like #swallow amirite lol UR MOTHER [soon.jpg]

i'll listen to black metal and cry more that seems to help

@Erich Generic

are you playing CS:GO brah

Let it out you crazy bitch. Just get your art and writing out, it will help. Hell, I'll even read it/look at it if you wanna PM it to me.
 
Let it out you crazy bitch. Just get your art and writing out, it will help. Hell, I'll even read it/look at it if you wanna PM it to me.
Part of my existence is trying to obliterate or eliminate the self. It would be pointless to self-propagate my nonsensical bullshit that can't be appreciated.

Upon blah up with the blah, blah perceived that it was in the blah of a blah blah of the blah of the blah, but far blah in blah the blah of these blah. Owing to the blah which blah among us at this blah turn of the blah, no blah was ready blah blah with a blah, and the blah had actually blah in getting blah blah vast blah across blah, and blah one of the blah by the small of blah back, before any blah means were blah to blah blah. In this blah nothing but the blah and blah of blah saved blah from blah. The blah soon recovered blah, and a blah being blah, blah secured the blah before blah the blah. Blah then blah in blah to the blah, blah our blah behind blah. This blah, upon blah, blah to be full blah in blah blah. Blah blah was perfectly blah, and very blah, blah tightly.
‘As I blah, there blah is!’ cried blah.
‘Blah beautiful!’ exclaimed a blah.
‘A blah upon blah blah blah!’ ejaculated a blah.
‘Upon blah latter blah,’ said blah blah, laughingly, ‘you blah been surely blah blah in blah to blah; for, without the blah, I blah it for blah that no one would blah you of the blah. Blah the by,’ blah continued, ‘have you any blah,’ and here I blah that a blah, even blah the blah the blah, became blah visible upon blah blah. ‘Have you any blah blah, blah of this little blah blah, which now blah from my blah?’
Blah looked; and in an open blah which blah us, blah slowly down the blah, sat the blah vision of the blah, accompanied by the blah blah who had blah a blah of blah box.
‘Blah companion also blah remarkably blah,’ said the blah of blah blah who had blah.
Whilst the blah blah were blah on their blah, blah constant blah, the blah, who, of course, blah not blah to blah their blah, and found blah rather blah of blah about the narrow blah passage of which the blah brushed the blah from blah, blah to the blah of the blah and into the blah common to all the blah of the blah, out of which the blah led. This blah is always in a blah of blah and blah sprinkled with blah. On a dirty blah stand blah of corresponding blah blah with blah for the blah, whose blah hang up in blah over the blah. Blah had passed blah through the blah, where all blah of blah were collected; blah blah and blah blah, with their blah; blah blah blah themselves with blah and blah; blah, playing blah or blah on the blah, blah chairs; blah refreshing during the blah of their blah in a blah, all the blah and blah of a blah in blah time. The blah brought the blah a blah of blah, as a blah of blah, and blah took out a blah and amused blah with that blah vegetable and a blah until his blah blah should come blah to blah him.
‘I blah, I know,’ blah cried out, who had in blah quite blah all about little blah blah. ‘Blah has made me blah so many blah, blah blah. I’m very much blah, half blah sometimes. Blah was blah when they blah him blah blah from blah. Blah his blah blah; I blah never seen it blah.’
 
I intentionally deleted all my Words threads in an attempt to be a happier person.

This was before COVID-19 lockdown. LOL.

CLOSING DOWN THE BARS AND CLUBS

then he warns about the dangers of alcoholism

yea way 2 go brah, way 2 go donut tramp

I WANT MY BENZOS

he wanted to help you
Every day I wake up to a person who wants to save and destroy me at the same time. My mind has no way of separating it.
 
Part of my existence is trying to obliterate or eliminate the self. It would be pointless to self-propagate my nonsensical bullshit that can't be appreciated.

Upon blah up with the blah, blah perceived that it was in the blah of a blah blah of the blah of the blah, but far blah in blah the blah of these blah. Owing to the blah which blah among us at this blah turn of the blah, no blah was ready blah blah with a blah, and the blah had actually blah in getting blah blah vast blah across blah, and blah one of the blah by the small of blah back, before any blah means were blah to blah blah. In this blah nothing but the blah and blah of blah saved blah from blah. The blah soon recovered blah, and a blah being blah, blah secured the blah before blah the blah. Blah then blah in blah to the blah, blah our blah behind blah. This blah, upon blah, blah to be full blah in blah blah. Blah blah was perfectly blah, and very blah, blah tightly.
‘As I blah, there blah is!’ cried blah.
‘Blah beautiful!’ exclaimed a blah.
‘A blah upon blah blah blah!’ ejaculated a blah.
‘Upon blah latter blah,’ said blah blah, laughingly, ‘you blah been surely blah blah in blah to blah; for, without the blah, I blah it for blah that no one would blah you of the blah. Blah the by,’ blah continued, ‘have you any blah,’ and here I blah that a blah, even blah the blah the blah, became blah visible upon blah blah. ‘Have you any blah blah, blah of this little blah blah, which now blah from my blah?’
Blah looked; and in an open blah which blah us, blah slowly down the blah, sat the blah vision of the blah, accompanied by the blah blah who had blah a blah of blah box.
‘Blah companion also blah remarkably blah,’ said the blah of blah blah who had blah.
Whilst the blah blah were blah on their blah, blah constant blah, the blah, who, of course, blah not blah to blah their blah, and found blah rather blah of blah about the narrow blah passage of which the blah brushed the blah from blah, blah to the blah of the blah and into the blah common to all the blah of the blah, out of which the blah led. This blah is always in a blah of blah and blah sprinkled with blah. On a dirty blah stand blah of corresponding blah blah with blah for the blah, whose blah hang up in blah over the blah. Blah had passed blah through the blah, where all blah of blah were collected; blah blah and blah blah, with their blah; blah blah blah themselves with blah and blah; blah, playing blah or blah on the blah, blah chairs; blah refreshing during the blah of their blah in a blah, all the blah and blah of a blah in blah time. The blah brought the blah a blah of blah, as a blah of blah, and blah took out a blah and amused blah with that blah vegetable and a blah until his blah blah should come blah to blah him.
‘I blah, I know,’ blah cried out, who had in blah quite blah all about little blah blah. ‘Blah has made me blah so many blah, blah blah. I’m very much blah, half blah sometimes. Blah was blah when they blah him blah blah from blah. Blah his blah blah; I blah never seen it blah.’

haha, fuck you, try me.
 
haha, fuck you, try me.
Dear lord don't waste your time reading the BLAH novel. My writing is far superior, please... avert your eyes.

That was a sample of what I'm not LOL.

I like something more... concrete. Even when tripping balls... god that is like a living nightmare. Don't read it.

 
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