I started under a different username in 04', then created this account which I've had ever since.
I'm 30 this year and fist signed up at 14 lol
I'm sure that blue-light saved my life through the knowledge it has empowered me with. I have so much to thank BL for and will forever show gratitude. A relationship which lasted awhile ever came out of BL in 06 or 07. Lots of great new experiences and that guy is still active on BL. I also unfortunately have 2 great friends who succumbed to addiction and passed away, both whom I met in person after speaking on BL, both guys that I became great friends with. Then there are the countless other living friends I've made on here.
I am on maintenance. I use Heroin pretty often, ice occasionally and benzos whenever I can get them at a decent price or prescribed valium. Haven't done a ton of coke but a bit.
I'm also a conesseur of psychedelics and trip, use ket/nitrous and whatever other stuff I come across at the doof when I go, sometimes MD, but less these days. But I absolutely love psychs, also as plant medicine Huachuma/Ayahuasca.
When I came on here daily years ago between 07-13 I had a bad IV Oxy/Morphine Habit along with lots of Xanax and IV meth/speed or Ritalin. Then heroin came along and strong crystal meth, Xanax became S8 and I got $90 000 which I quickly blew on H/cans/ice/weed for me and my friends. I'm convinced that I'm different after that binge. I've mostly healed now but I was very mentally unwell for very long. This is when I stopped coming on here but I'm healthy and I'm back now. Older and wiser and ready to mingle.
Glad to see so many people still here!