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Blowmonkey said:
Let me take another one to be sure. 😄
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A man/woman after my own heart. One time I was crossing the border from Laos to Thailand, but I literally don't remember anything besides catching a motor-rickshaw to the border control and then.... I was in my bed in my apt in Thailand. God knows how I made it through. With a shitload of Valium, a quarter ounce of grass and the same of Opium to boot. Jesus, sometime I wonder about how I'm not locked up in some 3rd world hell hole haha
 
A couple of tablespoons of ground kava in a drink. Some caffeine.

Nightraver said:
My usual morning dose 2400mg gabapentin and 140mg oxycontin but no weed yet. Not that I don't have any in fact iv just packed up the mighty vape and will puff on it when I'm walking the dog cos my gf cracks up when I wakenbake so have to keep the weed on the quiet but it's some very potent stardawg so will probably get caught out. Fuck it
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You know if you take that much gabapentin all at once, you only absorb a little bit of it, right? You can only absorb 300-600mg every 30-45 minutes (depends on individual chemistry) because it's absorbed via an amino acid transporter in the small intestine that is rate-limited. If you stagger your doses, you can get just as high from a much smaller amount.
 
Xorkoth said:
A couple of tablespoons of ground kava in a drink. Some caffeine.



You know if you take that much gabapentin all at once, you only absorb a little bit of it, right? You can only absorb 300-600mg every 30-45 minutes (depends on individual chemistry) because it's absorbed via an amino acid transporter in the small intestine that is rate-limited. If you stagger your doses, you can get just as high from a much smaller amount.
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kava is good shit
 
Xorkoth said:
It's alright, honestly I've never gotten much from it, I find it very subtle. But I have some and it's something.
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I threw my kava in the trash when we moved. I tried to get something out of it a number of times and never felt squat :rolleyes:
 
Xorkoth said:
A couple of tablespoons of ground kava in a drink. Some caffeine.



You know if you take that much gabapentin all at once, you only absorb a little bit of it, right? You can only absorb 300-600mg every 30-45 minutes (depends on individual chemistry) because it's absorbed via an amino acid transporter in the small intestine that is rate-limited. If you stagger your doses, you can get just as high from a much smaller amount.
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Yeah I get up at six and start my prescribed 1200 which I'm supposed to be taking four times day for nerve damage which is actually a bit more than usual in Great Britain but I don't do well on the pre gab as its far too moreish
 
well
no
maybe not yet.
more dabbing ♡♡♡
excessive sugar dosage
broken 😎
 
devilsgospel said:
Leave some drugs for the rest of the world

Long time no see man how you been?
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Notice that I no longer receive 120 mg methadone daily? I have a normal physician, a pain specialist and a abuse doctor. Against the advice of the pain speciel - who otherwise ranks here out by A LOT - the abuse reduced my methadone with 10 mg every third day (!!!!) till I reached zero. But even the pain specialist out ranks the abuse doctor, the Danish system is structured in a way where I the patient have to submit a complaint and then some council of 5 doctors needs to look at one paper, see the pain special out ranks the other doctor and sign the document. And back again I am on methadone. But I have waited three months so far and my complaint have still not reached the council. If they bother to make a system where doctors out rank each other, what the hell is the purpose then for this council? And why do I have to go through withdrawals just because I have to wait for a council to sign a document? Luckily my pain specialst just prescribed me more fentanyl and hydromorphone and only pain specialists are allowed to prescribe and council patients about these two drugs, so really I just changed some medication around.

But I actually consider not starting on methadone again. The withdrawals was bad EVEN with all those other opioids I get. So maybe I should just stay away from it. The other half of the time I consider putting a document together with scientific backing that it is really hard for people who have received methadone for as many years as I have to stop taking them succesfully.

Today I got the same as the post above:
20 mg Clonazepam
10 mg Alprazolam
320 mg OxyContin and 40 mg OxyNorm (both oxycodone, the first extended-release the second instant-release)
64 mg Hydromorphone
400 mg Tramadol
600 mg Pregabalin
3600 mg Gabapentin
40 mg Methylphenidate
150 mg Quetiapine
75 mg Promathezin

Except I took 10xKetogan resulting in a total of
50 mg Ketobemidon and 250 mg Dimethylaminodiphenylbuten (ketogan is a combination compound one pill containing 5 mg Ketobemidone a and 25 mg Dimethylaminodiphenylbuten (at least the oral ones do - you can get some that is to be taken anally, they contain more pr tablet).

But I have had a hard year. Last spring I was in a coma due to getting an epileptic seizure and hitting my head badly as I passed out thus receiving to little oxygen to my brain and not long ago I was attacked and stabbed several fatal places. But that I survirved too. But some year. 2020 can only be better :P

How are you doing?
 
Nightraver said:
Can you snort those oxynorm like oxycodone if you follow the same steps my doctors told me il be getting switched to them soon sand was wondering why
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OxyNorm are capsules that you can take apart in two pieces and then they contain a white powder which is oxycodone mixed with hydrochloride so you can snort they right out of the capsule. But I actually think that the bioavailability of oral oxycodone is higher than that of nasally oxycodone. The only (small) advantage might be that the onset hits a few minutes before if taken nasally. But sometimes I take some nasally. Sometimes you just have a need to snort some powder :D
 
Ignio said:
Notice that I no longer receive 120 mg methadone daily? I have a normal physician, a pain specialist and a abuse doctor. Against the advice of the pain speciel - who otherwise ranks here out by A LOT - the abuse reduced my methadone with 10 mg every third day (!!!!) till I reached zero. But even the pain specialist out ranks the abuse doctor, the Danish system is structured in a way where I the patient have to submit a complaint and then some council of 5 doctors needs to look at one paper, see the pain special out ranks the other doctor and sign the document. And back again I am on methadone. But I have waited three months so far and my complaint have still not reached the council. If they bother to make a system where doctors out rank each other, what the hell is the purpose then for this council? And why do I have to go through withdrawals just because I have to wait for a council to sign a document? Luckily my pain specialst just prescribed me more fentanyl and hydromorphone and only pain specialists are allowed to prescribe and council patients about these two drugs, so really I just changed some medication around.

But I actually consider not starting on methadone again. The withdrawals was bad EVEN with all those other opioids I get. So maybe I should just stay away from it. The other half of the time I consider putting a document together with scientific backing that it is really hard for people who have received methadone for as many years as I have to stop taking them succesfully.

Today I got the same as the post above:
20 mg Clonazepam
10 mg Alprazolam
320 mg OxyContin and 40 mg OxyNorm (both oxycodone, the first extended-release the second instant-release)
64 mg Hydromorphone
400 mg Tramadol
600 mg Pregabalin
3600 mg Gabapentin
40 mg Methylphenidate
150 mg Quetiapine
75 mg Promathezin

Except I took 10xKetogan resulting in a total of
50 mg Ketobemidon and 250 mg Dimethylaminodiphenylbuten (ketogan is a combination compound one pill containing 5 mg Ketobemidone a and 25 mg Dimethylaminodiphenylbuten (at least the oral ones do - you can get some that is to be taken anally, they contain more pr tablet).

But I have had a hard year. Last spring I was in a coma due to getting an epileptic seizure and hitting my head badly as I passed out thus receiving to little oxygen to my brain and not long ago I was attacked and stabbed several fatal places. But that I survirved too. But some year. 2020 can only be better :p

How are you doing?
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Damn dude you've been through it huh! I'm glad that you're doing better. I guess with all that happening to you it can only improve from here. Really glad to hear from you, I was worried. Lot of people disappearing from BL in the past year. Hopefully your methadone situation gets sorted out. I'd kill for your doctors though holy shit.

I've been doing okay, could be better but I'm hangin in there. Probation is a bitch and it brings a great deal of anxiety to my everyday life especially since I'm still using here and there. Looking forward to this being over. Moved house again for the 3rd time in 3 years and it was stressful. Like I said though I'm sure shit can only get better for us from here.

OT about 50mg O-desmethyltramadol and 300mg pregabalin. Told myself I wouldn't do either today, but here we are.
 
^2020 will be our year guys! Maybe not the world's year... but ours! We've been kicked around and trod upon long enough! I say we MAKE it our year. Fuck the epidemic, fuck the rich. CG? and DG and Ignio are gonna have a great 2020 I say!

OT: 1.5mg etizolam after some subway. They stopped carrying spicy mustard for some reason so I was a little butt hurt lol but what can ya do? Not feeling buzzed at all, just trying to keep stress/GI pain to a minimum.
 
^ Subway as in, Subway branded sandwiches? They pretty much always give me GI issues haha, much as I do like them and consider them one of the better choices as far as fast food... :p In my country they've all closed due to the COVID situation though.

OT: 60mg amphetamine.... caffeine... and nothing else! Oh, actually - 200mg modafinil earlier after which I actually fell asleep for a few hours and woke up soaked in sweat after some whacky dreams.

Felt truly shite all day after skipping a night of sleep the night before last electing to binge on a little cocaine. Really is borrowing from yourself in the future these impromptu stim binges... maybe also getting negative aftereffects from that RGPU-95 which surprisingly feels a lot less benign than it's racetam cousins (is actually another name for a phenylpiracetam analogue, thought it was Cebaracetam for a while but apparently this was not correct). Finally managed to do one or 2 things to pull the day back from a day of sitting on my arse watching TV shows after this amphet kicked in.

My therapist gave me a technique which I have been really enjoying doing the last week or so, I share it for the benefit of anyone else, which was to write a list at the end of every day, "What DID I do today?", really helped me as someone who stresses a lot about wasting my life, being lazy, yadda yadda. Doesn't matter what you put on it or how many things you put on it, but for me really helps to focus on the positives rather than endlessly stressing about everything I'm not doing.
 
Vastness said:
^ Subway as in, Subway branded sandwiches? They pretty much always give me GI issues haha, much as I do like them and consider them one of the better choices as far as fast food... :p In my country they've all closed due to the COVID situation though.

OT: 60mg amphetamine.... caffeine... and nothing else! Oh, actually - 200mg modafinil earlier after which I actually fell asleep for a few hours and woke up soaked in sweat after some whacky dreams.

Felt truly shite all day after skipping a night of sleep the night before last electing to binge on a little cocaine. Really is borrowing from yourself in the future these impromptu stim binges... maybe also getting negative aftereffects from that RGPU-95 which surprisingly feels a lot less benign than it's racetam cousins (is actually another name for a phenylpiracetam analogue, thought it was Cebaracetam for a while but apparently this was not correct). Finally managed to do one or 2 things to pull the day back from a day of sitting on my arse watching TV shows after this amphet kicked in.

My therapist gave me a technique which I have been really enjoying doing the last week or so, I share it for the benefit of anyone else, which was to write a list at the end of every day, "What DID I do today?", really helped me as someone who stresses a lot about wasting my life, being lazy, yadda yadda. Doesn't matter what you put on it or how many things you put on it, but for me really helps to focus on the positives rather than endlessly stressing about everything I'm not doing.
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I'm gonna look into nootropics again in an effort to stop using real shit which could possibly get me thrown back in jail. Which do you like the most? I'm mainly looking for more productive stuff and might give tianeptine a try again. I tried phenylpiracetam a long time ago but I was also on other shit so I couldn't really tell what it did.
 
Vastness said:
^ Subway as in, Subway branded sandwiches? They pretty much always give me GI issues haha, much as I do like them and consider them one of the better choices as far as fast food... :p In my country they've all closed due to the COVID situation though.
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Yeah hahah, the sandwich place. Was feeling lazy and I'm a five minute walk from one. They only had wheat or white bread which sucked too. It fucked my gut up temporarily as always but a combo of 1.5mg etiz + .125mg hyoscyamine had my gut back to normal pretty quick, surprisingly. I think the myorelaxant properties of benzos are what give me relief from my GI distress. I've noticed opioids work too but no doc would ever write me a script for that.

Almost every restaurant is open here; you can't sit down and eat, they have tape on the floor to tell you how far apart 6 feet is, but otherwise it's business as normal. No surprise... American exceptionalism at its finest.

Sure did taste good though.
 
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