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devilsgospel said:
Leave some drugs for the rest of the world

Long time no see man how you been?
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Notice that I no longer receive 120 mg methadone daily? I have a normal physician, a pain specialist and a abuse doctor. Against the advice of the pain speciel - who otherwise ranks here out by A LOT - the abuse reduced my methadone with 10 mg every third day (!!!!) till I reached zero. But even the pain specialist out ranks the abuse doctor, the Danish system is structured in a way where I the patient have to submit a complaint and then some council of 5 doctors needs to look at one paper, see the pain special out ranks the other doctor and sign the document. And back again I am on methadone. But I have waited three months so far and my complaint have still not reached the council. If they bother to make a system where doctors out rank each other, what the hell is the purpose then for this council? And why do I have to go through withdrawals just because I have to wait for a council to sign a document? Luckily my pain specialst just prescribed me more fentanyl and hydromorphone and only pain specialists are allowed to prescribe and council patients about these two drugs, so really I just changed some medication around.

But I actually consider not starting on methadone again. The withdrawals was bad EVEN with all those other opioids I get. So maybe I should just stay away from it. The other half of the time I consider putting a document together with scientific backing that it is really hard for people who have received methadone for as many years as I have to stop taking them succesfully.

Today I got the same as the post above:
20 mg Clonazepam
10 mg Alprazolam
320 mg OxyContin and 40 mg OxyNorm (both oxycodone, the first extended-release the second instant-release)
64 mg Hydromorphone
400 mg Tramadol
600 mg Pregabalin
3600 mg Gabapentin
40 mg Methylphenidate
150 mg Quetiapine
75 mg Promathezin

Except I took 10xKetogan resulting in a total of
50 mg Ketobemidon and 250 mg Dimethylaminodiphenylbuten (ketogan is a combination compound one pill containing 5 mg Ketobemidone a and 25 mg Dimethylaminodiphenylbuten (at least the oral ones do - you can get some that is to be taken anally, they contain more pr tablet).

But I have had a hard year. Last spring I was in a coma due to getting an epileptic seizure and hitting my head badly as I passed out thus receiving to little oxygen to my brain and not long ago I was attacked and stabbed several fatal places. But that I survirved too. But some year. 2020 can only be better :p

How are you doing?
 
Nightraver said:
Can you snort those oxynorm like oxycodone if you follow the same steps my doctors told me il be getting switched to them soon sand was wondering why
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OxyNorm are capsules that you can take apart in two pieces and then they contain a white powder which is oxycodone mixed with hydrochloride so you can snort they right out of the capsule. But I actually think that the bioavailability of oral oxycodone is higher than that of nasally oxycodone. The only (small) advantage might be that the onset hits a few minutes before if taken nasally. But sometimes I take some nasally. Sometimes you just have a need to snort some powder :D
 
Ignio said:
Notice that I no longer receive 120 mg methadone daily? I have a normal physician, a pain specialist and a abuse doctor. Against the advice of the pain speciel - who otherwise ranks here out by A LOT - the abuse reduced my methadone with 10 mg every third day (!!!!) till I reached zero. But even the pain specialist out ranks the abuse doctor, the Danish system is structured in a way where I the patient have to submit a complaint and then some council of 5 doctors needs to look at one paper, see the pain special out ranks the other doctor and sign the document. And back again I am on methadone. But I have waited three months so far and my complaint have still not reached the council. If they bother to make a system where doctors out rank each other, what the hell is the purpose then for this council? And why do I have to go through withdrawals just because I have to wait for a council to sign a document? Luckily my pain specialst just prescribed me more fentanyl and hydromorphone and only pain specialists are allowed to prescribe and council patients about these two drugs, so really I just changed some medication around.

But I actually consider not starting on methadone again. The withdrawals was bad EVEN with all those other opioids I get. So maybe I should just stay away from it. The other half of the time I consider putting a document together with scientific backing that it is really hard for people who have received methadone for as many years as I have to stop taking them succesfully.

Today I got the same as the post above:
20 mg Clonazepam
10 mg Alprazolam
320 mg OxyContin and 40 mg OxyNorm (both oxycodone, the first extended-release the second instant-release)
64 mg Hydromorphone
400 mg Tramadol
600 mg Pregabalin
3600 mg Gabapentin
40 mg Methylphenidate
150 mg Quetiapine
75 mg Promathezin

Except I took 10xKetogan resulting in a total of
50 mg Ketobemidon and 250 mg Dimethylaminodiphenylbuten (ketogan is a combination compound one pill containing 5 mg Ketobemidone a and 25 mg Dimethylaminodiphenylbuten (at least the oral ones do - you can get some that is to be taken anally, they contain more pr tablet).

But I have had a hard year. Last spring I was in a coma due to getting an epileptic seizure and hitting my head badly as I passed out thus receiving to little oxygen to my brain and not long ago I was attacked and stabbed several fatal places. But that I survirved too. But some year. 2020 can only be better :p

How are you doing?
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Damn dude you've been through it huh! I'm glad that you're doing better. I guess with all that happening to you it can only improve from here. Really glad to hear from you, I was worried. Lot of people disappearing from BL in the past year. Hopefully your methadone situation gets sorted out. I'd kill for your doctors though holy shit.

I've been doing okay, could be better but I'm hangin in there. Probation is a bitch and it brings a great deal of anxiety to my everyday life especially since I'm still using here and there. Looking forward to this being over. Moved house again for the 3rd time in 3 years and it was stressful. Like I said though I'm sure shit can only get better for us from here.

OT about 50mg O-desmethyltramadol and 300mg pregabalin. Told myself I wouldn't do either today, but here we are.
 
^2020 will be our year guys! Maybe not the world's year... but ours! We've been kicked around and trod upon long enough! I say we MAKE it our year. Fuck the epidemic, fuck the rich. CG? and DG and Ignio are gonna have a great 2020 I say!

OT: 1.5mg etizolam after some subway. They stopped carrying spicy mustard for some reason so I was a little butt hurt lol but what can ya do? Not feeling buzzed at all, just trying to keep stress/GI pain to a minimum.
 
^ Subway as in, Subway branded sandwiches? They pretty much always give me GI issues haha, much as I do like them and consider them one of the better choices as far as fast food... :p In my country they've all closed due to the COVID situation though.

OT: 60mg amphetamine.... caffeine... and nothing else! Oh, actually - 200mg modafinil earlier after which I actually fell asleep for a few hours and woke up soaked in sweat after some whacky dreams.

Felt truly shite all day after skipping a night of sleep the night before last electing to binge on a little cocaine. Really is borrowing from yourself in the future these impromptu stim binges... maybe also getting negative aftereffects from that RGPU-95 which surprisingly feels a lot less benign than it's racetam cousins (is actually another name for a phenylpiracetam analogue, thought it was Cebaracetam for a while but apparently this was not correct). Finally managed to do one or 2 things to pull the day back from a day of sitting on my arse watching TV shows after this amphet kicked in.

My therapist gave me a technique which I have been really enjoying doing the last week or so, I share it for the benefit of anyone else, which was to write a list at the end of every day, "What DID I do today?", really helped me as someone who stresses a lot about wasting my life, being lazy, yadda yadda. Doesn't matter what you put on it or how many things you put on it, but for me really helps to focus on the positives rather than endlessly stressing about everything I'm not doing.
 
Vastness said:
^ Subway as in, Subway branded sandwiches? They pretty much always give me GI issues haha, much as I do like them and consider them one of the better choices as far as fast food... :p In my country they've all closed due to the COVID situation though.

OT: 60mg amphetamine.... caffeine... and nothing else! Oh, actually - 200mg modafinil earlier after which I actually fell asleep for a few hours and woke up soaked in sweat after some whacky dreams.

Felt truly shite all day after skipping a night of sleep the night before last electing to binge on a little cocaine. Really is borrowing from yourself in the future these impromptu stim binges... maybe also getting negative aftereffects from that RGPU-95 which surprisingly feels a lot less benign than it's racetam cousins (is actually another name for a phenylpiracetam analogue, thought it was Cebaracetam for a while but apparently this was not correct). Finally managed to do one or 2 things to pull the day back from a day of sitting on my arse watching TV shows after this amphet kicked in.

My therapist gave me a technique which I have been really enjoying doing the last week or so, I share it for the benefit of anyone else, which was to write a list at the end of every day, "What DID I do today?", really helped me as someone who stresses a lot about wasting my life, being lazy, yadda yadda. Doesn't matter what you put on it or how many things you put on it, but for me really helps to focus on the positives rather than endlessly stressing about everything I'm not doing.
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I'm gonna look into nootropics again in an effort to stop using real shit which could possibly get me thrown back in jail. Which do you like the most? I'm mainly looking for more productive stuff and might give tianeptine a try again. I tried phenylpiracetam a long time ago but I was also on other shit so I couldn't really tell what it did.
 
Vastness said:
^ Subway as in, Subway branded sandwiches? They pretty much always give me GI issues haha, much as I do like them and consider them one of the better choices as far as fast food... :p In my country they've all closed due to the COVID situation though.
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Yeah hahah, the sandwich place. Was feeling lazy and I'm a five minute walk from one. They only had wheat or white bread which sucked too. It fucked my gut up temporarily as always but a combo of 1.5mg etiz + .125mg hyoscyamine had my gut back to normal pretty quick, surprisingly. I think the myorelaxant properties of benzos are what give me relief from my GI distress. I've noticed opioids work too but no doc would ever write me a script for that.

Almost every restaurant is open here; you can't sit down and eat, they have tape on the floor to tell you how far apart 6 feet is, but otherwise it's business as normal. No surprise... American exceptionalism at its finest.

Sure did taste good though.
 
I added 900mg of gabapentin in 3 installments... I'm feeling absolutely lovely and silly. Went for the daily nature walk with my girl, and noticed I am in way better shape than I was 3 weeks ago. Our road and driveway are quite steep and about 1/3 of a mile long, so the ending stretch is a beast. Today we power walked up it and I was less tired than I was walking slowly the first few walks. About to make dinner (Pad thai) and then call my mom and talk to her for a while. Then read my awesome book. It's been a good day, though it started out pretty anxious.

I only have 300mg of gabapentin left, which sucks. Oh well.
 
Ignio said:
OxyNorm are capsules that you can take apart in two pieces and then they contain a white powder which is oxycodone mixed with hydrochloride so you can snort they right out of the capsule. But I actually think that the bioavailability of oral oxycodone is higher than that of nasally oxycodone. The only (small) advantage might be that the onset hits a few minutes before if taken nasally. But sometimes I take some nasally. Sometimes you just have a need to snort some powder :D
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The oxynorm they have put me on is sixty mg er and twenty mg ones but wasn't sure if it was still ok to rail them like the oxycontin ones I was
Ignio said:
OxyNorm are capsules that you can take apart in two pieces and then they contain a white powder which is oxycodone mixed with hydrochloride so you can snort they right out of the capsule. But I actually think that the bioavailability of oral oxycodone is higher than that of nasally oxycodone. The only (small) advantage might be that the onset hits a few minutes before if taken nasally. But sometimes I take some nasally. Sometimes you just have a need to snort some powder :D
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Yeah I was on oxycontin er a sixty mg and two twentys but now they have put me on the oxynorm er and I was just wondering if I could crush and insulfated as normal or if they had changed me to tamper proof ones as I'd never heard of oxynorm or oxypro.
Thanks for the reply
 
Morning blue world

Fuuuuuck don't know how you guys do it. The stims did a number on me. We all know I'm a downer person myself. Fuuuçk, feels like in swallowed a vibrator. Only way to describe this inner rattling feeling. Had 1mg xanax and a joint an hour ago and still no desire to sleep. I just wanna pass out.

Props and respect to you guys we go days without sleeping that's stim induced.
 
Coming down from 100ug of some premium quality LSD and 30mg adderall, a combination I have recently discovered and is definitely a new favorite, although not for everyone and can definitely put you at risk for psychosis if not done carefully and correctly. It’s really a wonderful creative tool! Just dosed 1mg clonazepam and drank about 7-8g of Green Bali Kratom, smoking spliffs and bong hits as well, making music, enjoying all the free time I have to create, still worried about my current financial position given that I’ve been in food service my whole life and now the whole industry is wasted, but... drugs and synthesizers! And time to forage for mushrooms (and write this book I’m writing on foraging)! I found some Psilocybe Ovoidiocystidiata and a few morels today while tripping, grateful that I’ve been able to really dive into my passions in this time!
 
Tryptamino said:
Coming down from 100ug of some premium quality LSD and 30mg adderall, a combination I have recently discovered and is definitely a new favorite, although not for everyone and can definitely put you at risk for psychosis if not done carefully and correctly. It’s really a wonderful creative tool! Just dosed 1mg clonazepam and drank about 7-8g of Green Bali Kratom, smoking spliffs and bong hits as well, making music, enjoying all the free time I have to create, still worried about my current financial position given that I’ve been in food service my whole life and now the whole industry is wasted, but... drugs and synthesizers! And time to forage for mushrooms (and write this book I’m writing on foraging)! I found some Psilocybe Ovoidiocystidiata and a few morels today while tripping, grateful that I’ve been able to really dive into my passions in this time!
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Would like to read it. 2 years back when I was staying in the transkei, we use to forage early hour mornings for Transkei cubensis and we use to get plenty.
 
Awesome! I’ve never found cubes in the wild before, always been afraid of breaking into a farmers property, only cyans, azures, and ovoids for me. I found a solid amount recently, the ovoids weighed out to 7g total dried, and they have the potency of azures IME, so that’s 7 trips, 2, maybe 3 blastoffs. I’d definitely love to connect you with a copy once it’s done. It’s primarily focused on edible plants and fungi, but I will likely be writing a guide specifically on medicinal plants & fungi after this ones done! These will be focused on foraging for survival through food and other useful plants. in an event where money or food isn’t unavailable, I want people to have an easy to understand, accurate guide to help them figure out how to become entirely self sufficient without spending money on food, eating what you can eat off the land to survive, and how to live without supporting the government, corporations, and various other entities that rule our society. Radical self-sufficiency, radical self-reliance!
*ps, mods if that counts as plugging* I’m really sorry, I’s not something I’m doing with the intention of profit, I’m just trying to help people feed themselves! But take it down if you need, it’s been a while since I’ve been one here so I’m not sure what’s changed.
 
Tryptamino said:
Awesome! I’ve never found cubes in the wild before, always been afraid of breaking into a farmers property, only cyans, azures, and ovoids for me. I found a solid amount recently, the ovoids weighed out to 7g total dried, and they have the potency of azures IME, so that’s 7 trips, 2, maybe 3 blastoffs. I’d definitely love to connect you with a copy once it’s done. It’s primarily focused on edible plants and fungi, but I will likely be writing a guide specifically on medicinal plants & fungi after this ones done! These will be focused on foraging for survival through food and other useful plants. in an event where money or food isn’t unavailable, I want people to have an easy to understand, accurate guide to help them figure out how to become entirely self sufficient without spending money on food, eating what you can eat off the land to survive, and how to live without supporting the government, corporations, and various other entities that rule our society. Radical self-sufficiency, radical self-reliance!
*ps, mods if that counts as plugging* I’m really sorry, I’s not something I’m doing with the intention of profit, I’m just trying to help people feed themselves! But take it down if you need, it’s been a while since I’ve been one here so I’m not sure what’s changed.
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That book does sound interesting especially edible plants for every day use, not tripping. The Xhosa's taught me a bit of the wild edible plants growing around the wild coast and Transkei. Also did my first San Pedro trip there too.
 
Nightraver said:
The oxynorm they have put me on is sixty mg er and twenty mg ones but wasn't sure if it was still ok to rail them like the oxycontin ones I was
Yeah I was on oxycontin er a sixty mg and two twentys but now they have put me on the oxynorm er and I was just wondering if I could crush and insulfated as normal or if they had changed me to tamper proof ones as I'd never heard of oxynorm or oxypro.
Thanks for the reply
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I do not know the product oxypro. We do not have that in Denmark. But you can snort OxyNorm. They taste bad, but you do what you gotta do.

Do you have chronic pain or why do you get oxycodone? I do not understand doctors that prescribe oxycodone instant release (OxyNorm) for chronic pain patients because you will have to take capsules every fourth hour and possibly wake you during the night with slight with drawal symptons and thus having to wake to take an OxyNorm.
And remember taken nasally the pain relief effect will last even shorter.
If doctors wish to prescribe oxycodone to chronic pain patients the main amount of the daily dosis should be OxyContin (extended release) while a smaller portion could be OxyNorm for brreak through pain.
 
Ignio said:
I do not know the product oxypro. We do not have that in Denmark. But you can snort OxyNorm. They taste bad, but you do what you gotta do.

Do you have chronic pain or why do you get oxycodone? I do not understand doctors that prescribe oxycodone instant release (OxyNorm) for chronic pain patients because you will have to take capsules every fourth hour and possibly wake you during the night with slight with drawal symptons and thus having to wake to take an OxyNorm.
And remember taken nasally the pain relief effect will last even shorter.
If doctors wish to prescribe oxycodone to chronic pain patients the main amount of the daily dosis should be OxyContin (extended release) while a smaller portion could be OxyNorm for brreak through pain.
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Yeah it's the extended release oxynorm I'm on I was on oxycontin for four years the extended release and instant along with gabapentin for chronic pain after a bad accident which I'm told I will probably be on the rest of my life but iv halfed my dose in the last six months trying to cut down
 
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