Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
I know there is a connection between being bi-polar (and ADHD) and taking drugs, however I've been thinking a bit about causality as in whether bi-polar or drug episodes come first in my life.
I have been working on the assumption that when I cycle into a manic episode one of my act outs is taking lots of IV stimulants. Sometimes it is years between these episodes. However, maybe I am confused and taking the drugs for whatever other reason actually triggers my mania and all the other act outs I demonstrate in that phase. I do know that if I can keep of the stims for a couple of weeks and take my medications as prescribed then my mania disipates and I cycle back to "normal" - which is very chill. At the moment I am several months into a manic episode but just saw my psychiatrist and got increased dose of meds to even me out which I hope will happen over next month.
Anybody else grappling with this intersection of bi-polar, mania and stims (or perhaps some other drugs).
I have been working on the assumption that when I cycle into a manic episode one of my act outs is taking lots of IV stimulants. Sometimes it is years between these episodes. However, maybe I am confused and taking the drugs for whatever other reason actually triggers my mania and all the other act outs I demonstrate in that phase. I do know that if I can keep of the stims for a couple of weeks and take my medications as prescribed then my mania disipates and I cycle back to "normal" - which is very chill. At the moment I am several months into a manic episode but just saw my psychiatrist and got increased dose of meds to even me out which I hope will happen over next month.
Anybody else grappling with this intersection of bi-polar, mania and stims (or perhaps some other drugs).