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Vastness said:
man i maybe in too deep right now to give justice to whatever idea i'm about to dance around and competely fail to explain, :D, but I think diphenidine might be one of the most ineresting non-ACH novel dissoiatives in actual fact. The interesting facets of the experience, to me, are elements which are a little below the surface, or perhaps occupying a level of subconscious processing that transcends spatial visual reasonaing of whatever. I dunno where I;m going with this right now but I;m on a bunch of diphenidine and 20mg Metocin, little weed and etizolam here and there, and I feel like there's smething profound that I can't quite put my finger on, or, haha, expressed properly at all in this spangled sentence. But this is a raw and beautiful perspective in the landscape of mind I must say and I'm hopeful that when I emerge from it into a realm where language eludes me less... that Ill be able to cnvey something of value. Until then... much love to all of you, in all of your endeavours, in this ineffable moment of divine majesty that it is to be... to perceive at all ... we are all in this together, datapoints on the infinite graphical seas fractalising endlesly into
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For sure man, haha, hard to operate a keyboard right now but we all did it, :D and all the same,the same unit of human consciousness of being working to prodect ourselves from suffering, we all have our own backs, reality is what it is and our minds will guide us through it. No one is ever truly alone, in every instant countless quadrillions of ephemereal gremlins are helping us out whether we notice it or not... everything is perfect even when it sucks. but i really hope it doesnt suck for any of you
 
Aaaaah, first post on BL in a very long time! (not going to be as hyperactive here as I was in the past, but sometimes you just want to talk about what you're on, and if you don't have friends into the same drugs, that's awkward - and with some RC's coming soon, I'll be here looking for other posts about them anyway). Hello again bluelight!

Just smoked 5-10mg of meth, on top of about as much earlier, maintenance doses of 1,4-butanediol, some "White Banjo" kratom, and a few small bumps of k. Mostly just feeling the stimulation of the meth, smoothed out by the others. Hoping tonight I will actually be productive, have some electronics to build... Finally got over a 2-week flu from hell.
 
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Holy jesus god damn dissociative spangled rambling, will admit to being slightly embarrassed about that, exposed as it is in the cold hard light of another daytime on the ticker tape of eternity but, whatever. Just coffee today. Visiting my sisters cats. Happy Sunday.
 
I don’t feel “high”, just in a good mood and really balanced.

Picked up Gabapentin from the pharmacy today and I’ve been staggering. I break the 600 mg tablets into 300 mg. I take 300 mg every 45 minutes (it absorbs better spread out in less doses). After every dose, I take a scoop of peanut butter because fat helps it absorb better. Got up to 3,600 mg or a lil’ more.

Then took a tiny scoop of the pre-workout I bought for the caffeine because caffeine has a nice synergy with it.
 
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Boiled a big pot of dried chamomile flowers and like 25g kratom then strained it. Working on my second cup, I might use kratom like this from now on. So easy to drink and decently strong. Might add more kratom and give it another boil tomorrow.
 
devilsgospel said:
Boiled a big pot of dried chamomile flowers and like 25g kratom then strained it. Working on my second cup, I might use kratom like this from now on. So easy to drink and decently strong. Might add more kratom and give it another boil tomorrow.
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Ewww! That taste doesn’t make you want to hurl? I’ve never made kratom tea. I just parachute the powder most of the time.
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
Ewww! That taste doesn’t make you want to hurl? I’ve never made kratom tea. I just parachute the powder most of the time.
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Oh I definitely hate it. Just something you get used to though. I would make capsules but then I'd have to swallow like 10 at a time and that is also unpleasant. Honestly making tea out of it and straining the leaf is not a bad way to consume it, still tastes like dirt but I just add water and sugar and chug. I usually just add powdered leaf to hot tea and drink all of it, so it could be worse.
 
devilsgospel said:
Oh I definitely hate it. Just something you get used to though. I would make capsules but then I'd have to swallow like 10 at a time and that is also unpleasant. Honestly making tea out of it and straining the leaf is not a bad way to consume it, still tastes like dirt but I just add water and sugar and chug.
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Yuck. The good stuff is always hard to chug down. Just like kava kava. I might get some more of that. I always added chocolate Hershey’s syrup to help get the kava down. It’s still horrible though. The cool thing about kava is it numbs your taste buds after a while.
 
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Yuck. The good stuff is always hard to chug down. Just like kava kava. I might get some more of that. I always added chocolate Hershey’s syrup to help get the kava down. It’s still horrible though. The cool thing about kava is it numbs your taste buds after a while.
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I love me some kava, I buy it in teabags and drink it every morning. Works wonders for my shitty morning attitude.
 
150mg Armodafinil because I need to work and am spangled and stoneovered from a weekend of diphenidine, weed, beers, and not enough sleep.
2mg etizolam because I'm a bit on edge and anxious for the same reason.
40mg tianeptine because the armodafinil while alertness enhacing doesn't seem to be giving me focus I would like, often find tianeptine a potent potentiator of armodafinil but with more of the motivating stuff, maybe down to the mu-opioid activity.
Black coffee.

Still feeling sluggish and lazy. Did I overdo the etizolam? Don't really want to be on 3mg this early in the day... but maybe I already overshot and that's why. Up the armodafinil dose? Usually, IMO, a bad idea when chasing motivation... what to do? :( Just suck it up and ride out the day I guess and hope things are better tomorrow... maybe this is a sign of ageing... can't properly binge over the weekend without suffering for it.

Edit: Added 200mg phenylpiracetam + 200mg citicholine... hopefully this does the trick...

Edit again: Fuck it, added 1mg more etizolam, hopefully this can stop this day being a total write off.
 
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