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I decided I'm being a buzzkill so I kicked ME out of the lounge

PERMB&

for at least 1 hour until I have ALCOHOL <3
 
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I am totally happy.

Intrusive thoughts cant win.

Feeling good about my life.

Friends fam and fuckin for life
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That's a fucking disgusting cursed problem, how can be possible that I cannot enjoy not even a small moment without anxiety, had a nice day today, spend my afternoon with a cute girl, sex and love, and I am consumed by anxiety even during sex, what the fuck, i can bet that I should blame weed for this, but, i cannot stop smoking so that I will never know
 
Captain.Heroin said:
I go manic coming off it. Abnormal reaction. I know. Have beers gonna chill at home.
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I don't wanna be that guy who armchair psychs you but maybe you would benefit greatly from something like Lamictal. I used to take it for what I was labeled with (which I don't agree with) and it was possibly the only medication I was ever prescribed that actually improved me mentally.
 
jose ribas da silva said:
That's a fucking disgusting cursed problem, how can be possible that I cannot enjoy not even a small moment without anxiety, had a nice day today, spend my afternoon with a cute girl, sex and love, and I am consumed by anxiety even during sex, what the fuck, i can bet that I should blame weed for this, but, i cannot stop smoking so that I will never know
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I know that feel bro. When I stopped smoking though a lot of that was alleviated. Not all of it, but a good deal. Now I'm just working on my aggressive apathy for anything relating to interpersonal relationships of any kind. Not going that well. That's what I had benzos for.
 
devilsgospel said:
I don't wanna be that guy who armchair psychs you but maybe you would benefit greatly from something like Lamictal. I used to take it for what I was labeled with (which I don't agree with) and it was possibly the only medication I was ever prescribed that actually improved me mentally.
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you're not the 1st person who told me that bro

it's not indicated for my mental health disorders

i can't get it prescribed

also if I kill the mania I'll just be back in depression and that's not good for anyone.

My brain hasn't learned a healthy in between yet.

OH SHIT I'M GETTING THE *eVERY BREATH FEELS LIKE AN ORGHASM* thing again

dxm alcohol and shatter

that shit works

what
 
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this beer goes out to all my DG friends

@devilsgospel

who are suffering without their benzos/dissos

because WE ARE ALL HUMAN AND NEED A LITTLE LOVING if our brains aren't lit up like a christmas tree

HAIL SATAN

<3

stay in the free world brother and we can party some time, do what you have to, HAIL SATAN!

I'm gonna have ice cream then pass out alone because I NEED MY CUDDLE PUDDLE and I love feeling the warmth of another person

but passing out around others is hard

for my PTSD riddled body

i bet you madness is the type of guy to tap my ass then ask for his space os he can pass out
just like me

so hot
 
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i bet you mal is the type who likes to cuddle afterward but once he's asleep he prefers waking up w/ a dick NOT inside of him

I konw the types who LIKE that

ie most of my lovers, like myself, i like a little date rape

i'm not going on a date to not get fucked

so if I wake up with my dick wet it's all good
 
will fuck for food
will fuck for a place to sleep
will fuck for drugs
will fuck for love

tis the nature of the freedom of peach

imPEACHment iirc

ok SPICY needs a big boy nap I'll delete all my other crap because I like this one
 
what is ice cream

basically pure sugar and cream with flavorings and more milkfat

what do you like in your coffee

NOTHING BECAUSE BLACK LIVES MATTER

bitch
 
anyone who knows me how I like my coffee black but love ice cream AND WILL COMBINE THEM BUT NOT IN THE SAME MOUTHFUL knows exactly what kind of person i am

MY NAME IS MEMPHIS AND I LIKE TO EAT BOOTY

[deliberately buys a brand of beer for extra 10% alcohol]
[gets mad at self for only having 75mg dxm and 2 beers which is really more like 4 x 12 oz]
[gets mad at self for having shatter but having to be CONSERVATIVE with it]

THE PAIN......SHE CONTINUES...
 
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