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[Captain.Heroin]

I hope i pass out on the floor

I have some sexy floor pix

 

[EphemeralOutlet141]

I think I've realized it

I took two more benzos and another antihistamine

I'm eyerollinginthebackofmyhead a lot.

I'm just gonna try to get sleep
and wake up feeling different

and ask for help
from more than one person

because I have mental health issues. i need help.

I live by the Lucifer = Prometheus interpretation where he doesn't just want us to be pets but rise to the level of the Gods and control our own destinies. Also when we die we all go to Hades also like Greek myth but it's a place for everyone not just the evil.

Hail Satan, may he reign for eternity.

I should start a religion again.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

The pills kicked in I'mma lay down.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

I should have heard about my new apartment but I havent. For few hours now I have schizoed that I wont get it

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Why the fuck is there no kratom in Finland.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Just signed digitally a contract for my new apartment and gonna sign physically on friday!

Mode: dance

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

What I love about humans / schizophrenia is that some people fully believe in whatever and preach about it whenever possible

 

[EphemeralOutlet141]

What I love about humans / schizophrenia is that some people fully believe in whatever and preach about it whenever possible

Life is just a series of pliable delusions and we are capable of bending them whichever way we desire if we learn magick homie hail Satan

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I am going to be in pain
Until wed or thurs

And the thoughts of self harm are extreme

 

[Painful One]

I am going to be in pain
Until wed or thurs

And the thoughts of self harm are extreme

I am sorry.


hang in there.

 

[Jabberwocky]

My checking account got locked from being overdrawn and inactive. But I just got my tax refund deposited in my savings. I couldn't withdraw it from the ATM for some reason.. hopefully I can do it in person. I'm anxious to add to my stash.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I am sorry.
❤

hang in there.

I can't help but think of all the ways I can kill myself and hurt myself. I'm not well and I have no food or money or drugs and I think another 48 hours of this is going to get bad like I can't even tell what I'll do out of desperation.

 

[ghostandthedarknes]

I can't help but think of all the ways I can kill myself and hurt myself. I'm not well and I have no food or money or drugs and I think another 48 hours of this is going to get bad like I can't even tell what I'll do out of desperation.

if food, money, and drugs are the motive then surety you can draw on past experience as a heroin user to obtain these. Otherwise do like everyone else and hit someone up for a loan?

 

[EphemeralOutlet141]

Me too, I have no money, no food, but I have Adderall. So no killing myself at the moment.

I have been up since Saturday, I literally have been eating my pills. Maybe I should start to listen to the advice I spewww all over these drug sites.

Fuck

Where's the fun in playing it safe?

 

[Painful One]

I can't help but think of all the ways I can kill myself and hurt myself. I'm not well and I have no food or money or drugs and I think another 48 hours of this is going to get bad like I can't even tell what I'll do out of desperation.

It is going to be a rough Wednesday and Thursday for me too.

Just hold on. Don’t hurt yourself. Time will pass.
We will be feeling better soon.

Try to get by with a little help from your friends.
I am sure someone will take you to the taco truck at the very least.

 

[Painful One]

My checking account got locked from being overdrawn and inactive. But I just got my tax refund deposited in my savings. I couldn't withdraw it from the ATM for some reason.. hopefully I can do it in person. I'm anxious to add to my stash.

I think your new hobby is “stockpiling”.
You are prepared!
If The Flu hits, you will be stocked!

 

[Jabberwocky]

I called the bank and they said i can withdraw it in person

Yeah i love stock piling.

Getting an eight ball of coke tomorrow.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Don’t hurt yourself.

The thoughts only went away with a dab

I can't quit CB-1

and I shot like 10mg of K because I was scraping shit

it was like nothing but it made all the difference

I am definitely in CB-1 withdrawal and it was making me severely depressed and suicidal.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I'm really scared by Wed. or so I'm going to be pulling my hair out. Like totally fucking losing it and crying in public a lot.

And people are going to be like "...the fuck is wrong with you bro"

 

[Captain.Heroin]

lol ppl ask me where I'd move if Trump gets re-elected

"oh don't get me started * 10 MINUTE TIRADE ABOUT WHAT COUNTRY IS A SHIT HOLE AND WHERE I'D LIVE *