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"It's 2am I'm just borrowing a little friction from a stranger"

I can't wait to get some DMT in about a month I'm gonna IV some and meet Lucifer
 
I can't wait for my food to be done because I want to eat and lie down I'm supes tired

btw

I think I inadvertently...fucked something up. I can't tell what yet. Could have been one of several things. I'm kind of angry at myself now. Could have been many things put together.

Going to try to work on myself every way I know how.
 
I live in hickville but I'll be back in Chicago the land of drugs and violence in a month I cant wait

I'm hot and freezing at the same time
Most isolated city on earth here.

Everyone knows everyone, it's a problem at times. Swifty fucks these guys girlfriends and it messes with my ketamine supply the rat bastard.

Good thing he's dying of cancer sort of (black humour, it IS a tumour )


Ok that's enough horseshit for now later gater
 
I'm beginning to realize quitting bzd's abruptly was... a really bad fucking idea. But it was like also something I wouldn't have traded in for the world.

But now I'd give anything for a hypnotic, a real downer. But this drug is doing SOMETHING I guess. I have really faded vision. I'm going to lie down after eating soon

notes to self
stop being toxic
no one likes you angry/upset so do what you have to to stay mellow ffs
no one needs you doing what you want, do what you have to
no one likes you irl this is why you're alone on a sat. night
 
Cap I stopped drinking and using kratom and I kinda get why you went all wackity shmackity now

I have a retarded amount of uncomfortably manic energy and want to commit violence
Go to gym and spar someone.
lots of people need to get that inner need for violence out of their system.
 
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