ChemicallyEnhanced
Bluelighter
(after nearly 3 days of opioid withdrawal) a couple of hours ago I had:
Bisoprolol 7.5mg
Codeine 16mg
Dihydrocodeine 315.4mg
Quetiapine 75mg
Chlorpromazine 100mg
Feel nice and comfy now
Super proud of myself, too!
My grandad recently had surgery on his head as his skin cancer came back (non-melanoma, thank god! So they were able to remove all of it with surgery). He has a hole in his head with the circumference of an oreo and pretty much right down to his skull. So he's on a lot of painkillers. Ever since his wife died (lung cancer) he's become very needy and dependent on close family members (NO SHADE! They were married 60 years so I think he felt very lost and lonely) and he needs the bandage changed daily but is too uncomfortable to drive to see the nurse (probably shouldn't drive with a head wound anyway) and isn't comfortable with a medical professional coming to his house so I've been going over ever day to change it for him. Remember just how fucking horrific you feel in severe opioid withdrawal? Well - and I'm not exaggerating - he has at least 10-12 boxes of 28 x 30mg Codeine Phosphate pills in his bathroom. And I've stayed with him for a few hours every day to keep him company so there has been constant opportunity to steal some (he wouldn't notice if I took 2 or 3 boxes) but I didn't steal a single pill no matter how badly I needed something. He also had two boxes of 5mg diazepam.
I guess I'm not a total monster inside afterall :D (but don't tell anyone, I have a hardcore Cunty reputation to keep up)
Hope you're all feeling good!
Bisoprolol 7.5mg
Codeine 16mg
Dihydrocodeine 315.4mg
Quetiapine 75mg
Chlorpromazine 100mg
Feel nice and comfy now
Super proud of myself, too!
My grandad recently had surgery on his head as his skin cancer came back (non-melanoma, thank god! So they were able to remove all of it with surgery). He has a hole in his head with the circumference of an oreo and pretty much right down to his skull. So he's on a lot of painkillers. Ever since his wife died (lung cancer) he's become very needy and dependent on close family members (NO SHADE! They were married 60 years so I think he felt very lost and lonely) and he needs the bandage changed daily but is too uncomfortable to drive to see the nurse (probably shouldn't drive with a head wound anyway) and isn't comfortable with a medical professional coming to his house so I've been going over ever day to change it for him. Remember just how fucking horrific you feel in severe opioid withdrawal? Well - and I'm not exaggerating - he has at least 10-12 boxes of 28 x 30mg Codeine Phosphate pills in his bathroom. And I've stayed with him for a few hours every day to keep him company so there has been constant opportunity to steal some (he wouldn't notice if I took 2 or 3 boxes) but I didn't steal a single pill no matter how badly I needed something. He also had two boxes of 5mg diazepam.
I guess I'm not a total monster inside afterall :D (but don't tell anyone, I have a hardcore Cunty reputation to keep up)
Hope you're all feeling good!
