Happy New Year!
If nothing else, the experience of documenting all these various samples/effects has been really interesting.
I decided to dose the tested product as though it were genuinely 80% MDMA. I decided I wanted a 120 mg starting dose, so I took 150 mg. On my re-doses, they weighed at 100 mg, so would have been 80 mg re-doses (theoretically).
I ate lunch at noon, and did not eat anything else other than 3 chicken nuggets around 6 pm. So, I was very hungry when I actually took the first dose.
At 11 pm, took 150 mg.
I felt like I was feeling something about 15 minutes later. Not a lot, but something. 30 minutes later, I was feeling it. My eyes were dilating already at 30 minutes in.
So, here is where it gets interesting. The vibe was soooo different than any of the products I have done recently. Also, it felt incredibly clean. I think
@G_Chem has commented on how really clean product feels like you are not on anything at all, and that is kind of what this was like. I just felt really happy with everyone I was surrounded with, and deeply content. It felt like a really good day.
However, the product completely lacked any "rushy" or "speedy" sensations. It felt devoid of dopamine to me. Out of everything I have tried, if anything was isomer heavy and not racemic, it was this stuff. There was a subtle, soft, psychedelia as well. Not visuals or anything so obvious, but just the way the brain made connections between ideas was very psychedelic in nature. Someone had put the movie "Holy Mountain" on I was having all these ideas and symbolic interpretations of what I was seeing in the film.
At midnight, I got hit with a wave of nausea and had to go sit down. Everyone clinked glasses and I was like, "Whoa, I need to find a sofa."
However, I never felt sleepy like on the meh stuff. I was eager to talk and sit with people and socialize. I did tarot reading with some friends.
At 12:45, I took a second dose of 100 mg (80 mg).
I continued hanging with people, playing music, talking, wandering the party etc.
Probably around 3 am, I took another 100 mg (80 mg) re-dose.
Sex was different too. Usually X sex is very feral for me, but this was just incredibly intimate and warm. Unique, but not like my typical experience.
Probably around 5 am, I just suddenly became super tired. I started falling asleep while watching movies with people. I got up and went to bed. Slept fine. Woke up feeling great. I would be very surprised if there is any come-down, because it all just felt so clean. No headaches or stomach aches or any of that bullshit.
However, I never had major jaw clenching or eye jitters.
My eyes DID dilate though.
Go figure.
It just makes me wonder how many variations in MDMA there are, because clearly, each batch is just DIFFERENT. This stuff was not like anything I have had before, but it was lovely and light. Honestly, I'd like to stock up and keep it around as an option, because it worked really well for socializing. However, I don't know that it would work that well for the "all night sex" component that my partner and I enjoy. I can't say that physical touch really felt enhanced with this product, although there was an enhanced feeling of connection & closeness.
Empathy - 7
Euphoria - 6
Psychedelic imagery/thoughts - 6
Eye Jitters - 0
Jaw clenching - 2
Eye dilation - 7
Tactile sensations - 3
Pro-social behavior - 7
Sleepiness - 0