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Curious. What’s everyone’s day to day with drugs?

Just got home after a 4+ mile journey for h was worth it had a hit in the bathroom of a pub i use regular while i waited for bus sometimes i smoke at the back of the bus if no one else is at the top of the double decker bus

I was a metro bus driver in my previous job, the amount of people who don’t realise they’ve just been recorded on CCTV and watched by the driver (who’s mirrors do allow him/her pretty much full vision of the vehicle) having a whack is HILARIOUS.

I mean, no ones gonna DO anything about it, but I promise, we saw you hit that, and so will all the upper management should there be reason to do a download on the footage.

Very cute hiding tho lol
 
Rad thread - I sure do miss doing more quite a bit. Was oxy’s for quite awhile: 2000-2008. Was tired of being tired, so I stopped that. Went on a mad GHB/GBL bender that lasted from 2015-2018. Still miss it terribly, but not at all an “employable” drug with my level of usage. These days 30 mg’s of Kratom, occasional benzo and a few drinks keeps me tilted but not, well, psychotic. But I miss them all. Dearly. Just can’t sacrifice my brain and soul for fun anymore.
 
Use to do ritalin every day for years speed at one point drinking to almost blackout drunk every day for over a year and smoking cannabis daily for a decade with psychedelics and mdma on a weekly basis
 
Downer's without an upper is a killer for productivity in my case.
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Really?? I’m by far the most productive and the best performer at work after snorting 80mg of Oxy, really truly there’s no upper that would get me fly as high as oxycodone. H on the other hand has me melting into my chair in my office and l keep nodding out hence l only use H at work in the absence of Oxy. The pills give me such a great buzz and there’s nothing l could not accomplish while on them, it’s funny how the substance affects different individuals
 
Every morning around 9:00 am I drink 75mg of methadone eat 2 Clonidine eat 2 Xanax 2mg then smoke a joint and then pop another bar by a bit around 2pm and smoke another joint same time too I don't fall asleep I nod hard feels nice.

I know opioids and benzos are dangerous to take together but I've been take ping benzos and was at one point phenobarbital everydayfor 2 months for 4 years in total i expermented with benzos and barbies, barbies are way more addictive and dangerous u can od just from taking to many of them .

But I'm prescribed from my family doctor so I have a benzo in my blood for long just in cause cause I've have a seziure I had before all benzo related 4 seziure 30 blue Valium 10mgs 1 daily do I don't go into benzo withdrawal.

I'm prescribed tapered down to 1mg was on 2mg 4 0.5mg apo brand for alprazolam they pinkie still footballshape the say alp on half and other half 0.5mg everyday which was a lot but my methadone doctor prescribes me methadone and the alprazolam and the Clonidine.

Opiates I never did IV only smoked heroin and Intrnassaly did heroin and dilaudids I use to do mostly dilaudids and when heroin was getting to expensive and harder to find plus I'm not into the fetty akafentanyl dope real heroin it costs a lot more but it's usually cut with oxycodone which, I don't really mind tbh but it's was gray brownish tinit to it smells like vinger. It's not like the "purple" downs with purple dyied afghan gray heroin with fentanyl in it and the "blue down" is just the afghan gray shit dyied blue witch contained carfentail, they dyied it so u kno what ur getting an cause when u od on opiates u turn purple so they called fetty dope "purple down" and blue dyied called "blue downs" cause it will make you turn blue fast if you od

Only time I did fentanyl was by mistake I thought i was doing a oxy 80 there called shady "80"s or beans or fake oxys while I thought it was real oxy 80 but it was just a old oxy contin Canadian brand that said "80"on one side"cdn"on the other side so I crushed it was a greenish more blueish colour an snorted half of it and I was done I got butterfly's in my stomach and after the feeling I was yaking blue stuff the colour the pill was non stop my ex at the time was crying thinking I was gone die we didn't have a narcan kit at the time so I just kept doing coke to stay awake and didnt nod off and fall asleep and puke and choke on my puke.

So I just collect the 0.5mg and the blue valiums up cause Xanax and Valium scripts in Canada are rare they usually prescribe Ativan and clonzapam, Ativan is shit clonzapam isn't bad but I can get it from pretty much anyone.

And the Xanax bars I get are pressed by my home girl that knows what the fuck she's doing!!! that knows the ingredients of real alprazolam tablets so she been pressing pills looking and having everything in them not chalky they are solid if a cop saw them an were in a script bottle threat said alprazolam on them he put them back, you can taste that alprazolam nasty bitter
 
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I have been a daily smoker of marijuana for about 3 years. It is legal in my country. I am 63 and retired, I usually smoke a joint around 4 every day and then 2 or 3 during the evening. I am retired with a pretty good disposable income so I have ounces of top quality bud, has, shatter and edibles around. Some days when the wife is out I will wake and bake but usually after 4.
 
Drug of choice is good MDMA or MXE, although alcohol is my day to day.

I don't currently take drugs on a daily basis, but a few years ago I was a daily user of MXE. If I remember correctly I would take 100mg sublingually every evening. I found it had a profoundly positive effect on my mood, alleviating some symptoms of major depression; I was more social while taking it and felt more phsyically energized.

Of course MXE is so tempting, I lost days to it, probably doing up 350mg over 10 hours or so. Definitely had some coordination and speech related hangover the next day. MXE was really fun though, like many others I miss it dearly.

As far as alcohol goes...not too much to say; it calms me down, and I don't have any trouble keeping it to sane levels (2-3 drinks/day) so I'd consider it a solid drug. Definitely the best tasting.
 
Every morning around 9:00 am I drink 75mg of methadone eat 2 Clonidine eat 2 Xanax 2mg then smoke a joint and then pop another bar by a bit around 2pm and smoke another joint same time too I don't fall asleep I nod hard feels nice.

I know opioids and benzos are dangerous to take together but I've been take ping benzos and was at one point phenobarbital everydayfor 2 months for 4 years in total i expermented with benzos and barbies, barbies are way more addictive and dangerous u can od just from taking to many of them .

But I'm prescribed from my family doctor so I have a benzo in my blood for long just in cause cause I've have a seziure I had before all benzo related 4 seziure 30 blue Valium 10mgs 1 daily do I don't go into benzo withdrawal.

I'm prescribed tapered down to 1mg was on 2mg 4 0.5mg apo brand for alprazolam they pinkie still footballshape the say alp on half and other half 0.5mg everyday which was a lot but my methadone doctor prescribes me methadone and the alprazolam and the Clonidine.

Opiates I never did IV only smoked heroin and Intrnassaly did heroin and dilaudids I use to do mostly dilaudids and when heroin was getting to expensive and harder to find plus I'm not into the fetty akafentanyl dope real heroin it costs a lot more but it's usually cut with oxycodone which, I don't really mind tbh but it's was gray brownish tinit to it smells like vinger. It's not like the "purple" downs with purple dyied afghan gray heroin with fentanyl in it and the "blue down" is just the afghan gray shit dyied blue witch contained carfentail, they dyied it so u kno what ur getting an cause when u od on opiates u turn purple so they called fetty dope "purple down" and blue dyied called "blue downs" cause it will make you turn blue fast if you od

Only time I did fentanyl was by mistake I thought i was doing a oxy 80 there called shady "80"s or beans or fake oxys while I thought it was real oxy 80 but it was just a old oxy contin Canadian brand that said "80"on one side"cdn"on the other side so I crushed it was a greenish more blueish colour an snorted half of it and I was done I got butterfly's in my stomach and after the feeling I was yaking blue stuff the colour the pill was non stop my ex at the time was crying thinking I was gone die we didn't have a narcan kit at the time so I just kept doing coke to stay awake and didnt nod off and fall asleep and puke and choke on my puke.

So I just collect the 0.5mg and the blue valiums up cause Xanax and Valium scripts in Canada are rare they usually prescribe Ativan and clonzapam, Ativan is shit clonzapam isn't bad but I can get it from pretty much anyone.

And the Xanax bars I get are pressed by my home girl that knows what the fuck she's doing!!! that knows the ingredients of real alprazolam tablets so she been pressing pills looking and having everything in them not chalky they are solid if a cop saw them an were in a script bottle threat said alprazolam on them he put them back, you can taste that alprazolam nasty bitter

I was on the methadone benzo train for almost a decade. Shit was horrible to get off of. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I don't know how I survived. I would even buy extra bottles off of other patients and double, triple dose. Once took 580mgs of methadone with a couple of xanny bars on top. I remember falling asleep with a cigarette in my hand and when I woke up the cigarette had already burned down to the bone and fallen to the ground. I did not feel it whatsoever. I am so glad that bullshit is over.
 
Holy shit that dose of methadone is crazy yeh benzos are my demon, same with methadone I beat opiate addiction twice alrdy,
benzos I can never commit to it it's so hard,
at one point I was taking 10 2mg Xanax bars a day which is just stupid,
right now Im suppose to be on 2mg of Xanax 4 times daily and 10mg blue Valiums once daily soo it stays in my blood long just in case I miss a Xanax dose,
Cause I've had 4 seizures in total from wanting to quit them tying to go cold turkey, or simply ran out of them.
But everyday I'll drink 77mg methadose pop 2 Clonidine then pop 2 Xanax bars which is 4mg alprazolam(not prescibed them) and smoke a joint an most times I catch a nod if
I'm not prescribed the xan bars but I stock pile on my pink xans an I prefer bars anyways.
Somtimes I do dilaudids to about 6mg-15mg Intrnassaly on top of my methadone and I don't find it blocks any effects at all.
 
I was on 380mg/methadone a day following a severe IV opioid addiction.

I don't take much these days though i dabble sometimes. I take phenibut every night to sleep though since I was never really able to sleep after quiting pregabalin.

I miss methadone sometimes. It let me enjoy the simple pleasures like food and stupid TV shows. It was nice sleeping every night and feeling comfortable in my own skin. Glad I'm off it though, many assumed I'd be on it for life.
 
I was on 380mg/methadone a day following a severe IV opioid addiction.

I don't take much these days though i dabble sometimes. I take phenibut every night to sleep though since I was never really able to sleep after quiting pregabalin.

I miss methadone sometimes. It let me enjoy the simple pleasures like food and stupid TV shows. It was nice sleeping every night and feeling comfortable in my own skin. Glad I'm off it though, many assumed I'd be on it for life.

I remember... I used to lurk back then. I had just gotten on methadone around 2003. There was a thread where you were injecting Fent patches on top of your 380 mg dose. I thought you were nuts...lol... I'm glad I'm off methadone. My highest daily dose was 200mg. I started to feel dead inside. When did you get off? Still no sleep? Is it because of other substances?
 
It's changed a lot over time. But I went on a kick from my bad habits like morphine and oxy and plan on keeping it that way. I can honestly say I don't even feel tempted in the slightest to use oxy again. Morphine I do feel tempted, I honestly prefer morphine to oxy, but I can control myself.

So right now it's most days Dexedrine, Rivotril or Xanax, and the occasional joint. I will use kratom if I feel tempted back to opiates and that's honestly it.

I do also like using LSD or MDMA every few months for both fun and therapeutic reasons too. But that's not daily.
 
It's changed a lot over time. But I went on a kick from my bad habits like morphine and oxy and plan on keeping it that way. I can honestly say I don't even feel tempted in the slightest to use oxy again. Morphine I do feel tempted, I honestly prefer morphine to oxy, but I can control myself.

So right now it's most days Dexedrine, Rivotril or Xanax, and the occasional joint. I will use kratom if I feel tempted back to opiates and that's honestly it.

I do also like using LSD or MDMA every few months for both fun and therapeutic reasons too. But that's not daily.
U guys don't got Alprazolam in uk means u dabble in the pressed bars make sure they taste bitter if they not bitter there is no alprazolam in the Xanax :p
Rivotril is uk brand of clonzapam right ?
Dexies were my favorite amphetamine felt way cleaner then Addie's or vyvanse but I don't fuck with stimulants that much besides MDMA or 3-fpm now
 
U guys don't got Alprazolam in uk means u dabble in the pressed bars make sure they taste bitter if they not bitter there is no alprazolam in the Xanax :p
Rivotril is uk brand of clonzapam right ?
Dexies were my favorite amphetamine felt way cleaner then Addie's or vyvanse but I don't fuck with stimulants that much besides MDMA or 3-fpm now

I don't buy bars I buy blister packed pharmas mostly from Serbia. They're legit shit.

Yes Rivotril is the Roche brand name for clonazepam outside the US. No idea why they gave it a different brand name in the US.

Yeah dex is clean af.
 
i reached the point where I was sniffing 5 g of high quality cocaine per day along with ~15 beers, 10-30 mg oxazepam during the day and 2 mg alprazolam to help with the cocaine comedowns during the night.

moved from cocaine to crack, started losing control of my life, using drugs in the streets with homeless and crackheads. Fucking a dealer's sister without knowing about it. Got introduced to her "family" and found out that the guy was a dangerous dealer from my city. Made friends with him, buying cocaine and crack without any cut. Providing benzos and quetiapine to him, getting cocaine in exchange. Got told by my dealer to stop using drugs, got told by drugs to stop doing drugs in a conversation with a shining cocaine rock.

Nowadays I basically stopped doing drugs except by weed, which I consume from morning to night, some days I can reach 10 g of a shitted cannabis, thanks to my infinite supply provided by my old friends..
 
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Currently binging on meth 5 days now
(I sleep 3-4 hours each day of binge)
Then snort more meth.
Cigarettes - 16 a day.
Adderral on Fridays 5mg.
Weekend big fat lines of meth.
Usually by dime sack of meth always get hooked up extra :)

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30mg/day of addy. I try not to do it more than 3 days in a row though. Sometimes I’ll crush them and split them into 10mg doses so at the end of the month I end up having like 10 extra pills

Then I typically take .5-1mg of klonopin a day. Synergistic with the addy.

Propranolol 40mg probably 1-2 times a week If I am speaking in front of a large group or presenting something at work.


For the most part have quit smoking weed unless I’m trying to deeply reflect on something. I don’t find it as Enjoyable now, and notice that long term weed and adderall weren’t made for each other lol. I will start heavily over analyzing simple things.

Alcohol is another that I have mostly cut out. Because I crave it when addy wears off and I know long term my heart is not going to appreciate that. So now I just try and take a 30 minute nap instead of getting the bottle.

Eventually within the next 1-2 years I’d like to be off of everything except for the occasional klonopin.
 
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