Hi guys,
Thought I would come in and post an update. A couple of days ago I had what can only be described as s miraculous turn for the better, as I had a complete day of euphoria, happiness, positive feelings, oneness with the universe and absolutely bundles of energy. I even tried to go for a run, but my body couldn’t handle it because of all the smoking I’ve been doing, which I’m now trying to cut down from.
I didn’t do much to stimulate this difference except drink an extra shot of espresso and a health drink with a bit of cbd oil, and went for a long walk listening to some good tunes. I honestly felt on top of the world, I couldn’t believe it! It was like pre Invega and even a bit better if that’s possible. Like me on one of my best days pre Invega.
I have no idea how this can have happened in just under 3 months after my first shot. The euphoric feelings have since subsided but I will be experimenting again tomorrow with the shot and drink. It may have been like a massive window but I’m feeling optimistic, as everything else (ie cognitions and energy) seem to be continually improving. My negative emotions seem to also be coming back and I keep feeling random things for no reason (sadness,fear etc) for absolutely no reason. And deeply as well. We’ll see where this goes, I’ll keep you all updated.
I’ve been taking niacin too.
I would say it felt like I’d taken some kind of happy drug, that’s honestly how happy I felt. Laughing fits as well for no reason. Everything just looked so beautiful, like on a trip.
Praying for more days like this, and I’m sure they’ll come!
Best
Hopeful