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How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

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2nd bag of h finished and another bottle of wine. Just started a fire for a braai and making some pork chops, tbone steaks and chicken heart skewers. Just waiting on the coals to get ready. In the meantime I'm on my 3rd bottle of wine and had two hits of my 3rd bag of H. Feeling super awesome apart from the crappy atmosphere in the house.
 
Well the grizzly bear just rocked up at my place. We had some more H and wine.. Just hope the bear doesnt snore the whole night again lol
 
Well H is finito and now just sipping on some wine. Very close to passing out overall feeling that nod/sleep ville is calling me. Night all and sweet dreams
 
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ZZZ's​
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The philosopher and writer Albert Camus explores the notion of "eternal return" in his essay in which the repetitive nature of existence comes to represent life's absurdity, something the hero seeks to withstand through manifesting what Paul Tillich called "The Courage to Be". Though the task of rolling the stone repeatedly up the hill without end is inherently meaningless, the challenge faced by Sisyphus is to refrain from despair. Hence Camus famously concludes that, "one must imagine Sisyphus happy."

yeah....right
 
1mg clonazepam
Coffee

Yesterday I took 90mg codeine with some weed that was laying around after 2mg Clonazepam. I had split it and now I can really say dude where is my bar. Plus I left the prescription at home with my brother and friends messing aroung who doesn't know of that. Definetely a bartard, mea culpa.

I come from a what we can call a toxic relationship with my ex that went only in one direction, her direction. I had realised well how she kinda used me but I am OK with it, I've never been really into love and girls but yesterday reminded me of some years ago when I liked to trip and spend time with girls. These stuff definitely reset my emotions and now I am ok with how things went.
 
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somehow the usual stuff for morning to about noon...
60mg Oxycodone instant release oral and 20mg nasal
2mg Clonazepam
0.5mg Alprazolam
800mg elemental Magnesium
200mg Caffeine
300mg Pregabalin
though now I'm gonna add 9mg Bromazepam and vape some high CBD.
guess that'll initiate nodding. I'll see... later guys.
 
Omg I kind of miss being fucked up.

I’m not. I’ve taken my fucking
30mg buspirone
26 300 mg gabapentin
1mg clonidine

I decided to take my mini stash of gabs because it’s all I fucking have. I hope to be getting some weed later. Been trying to pick up some d since I’ve been out of prison and I swear the gods are fucking with me. #annoyed
 
10mg valium
1mg alzam
2 glasses wine and 3 hits h spaced out over the last two hrs. feeling a bit uneasy like the onset of anxiety but i will monitor mysef and not consume anything further till i feel all relaxed and where i want to be.

Hope all had an awesome day
 
woamotive said:
Omg I kind of miss being fucked up.

I’m not. I’ve taken my fucking
30mg buspirone
26 300 mg gabapentin
1mg clonidine

I decided to take my mini stash of gabs because it’s all I fucking have. I hope to be getting some weed later. Been trying to pick up some d since I’ve been out of prison and I swear the gods are fucking with me. #annoyed
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Gabapentin is stil something i want to do and on its own to exp it on its own, just a putty is so super expensive in my country, to buy a decent amount for recreational use, you might as well buy other stuff for half the amount and get messed up that way. But still I would like to try it once at its own at a decent dose
 
Well I'm feeling super now.
1 bottle wine later from last post and finished the bag of h. So now I'm just gonna nod of to sleep. Sweet dreams all
 
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