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4 Days of MDMA followed by 5 days of Hell.

AncientRoller

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Long story shortish.
I'm a stubborn idiot.
I took 3-5 caps of mdma (pure, i test it) about 150mg each 4 days in a row.
I chased my fucking roll the 2nd, and 4th day.
The 3rd day i took a hit of lsd after my 1st pill. I also did whippits...
2 days after my binge started a haze of paranoia, depression and Derealization trip i almost couldn't handle. 5 days of feeling trapped in my mind.
Of all things Running is what seemed to help me the most and friends that helped me convince myself that the feeling would pass.
Now my question....i have passed up a couple times of partying so my brain can fully heal or rebuild or whatever.
Would it be safe to roll the very end of august....just one night. 1 pill. ? That would be about 6 weeks since last roll. Or am i pushing my luck?
 
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Ancient,

Did you take 3-5 caps per day for 4 days or 3-5 caps total over 4 days? That makes a WORLD of difference in understanding how much you took.
 
Long story shortish.
I'm a stubborn idiot.
I took 3-5 caps of mdma (pure, i test it) about 150mg each 4 days in a row.
I chased my fucking roll the 2nd, and 4th day.
The 3rd day i took a sheet of lsd after my 1st pill. I also did whippits...
2 days after my binge started a haze of paranoia, depression and Derealization trip i almost couldn't handle. 5 days of feeling trapped in my mind.
Of all things Running is what seemed to help me the most and friends that helped me convince myself that the feeling would pass.
Now my question....i have passed up a couple times of partying so my brain can fully heal or rebuild or whatever.
Would it be safe to roll the very end of august....just one night. 1 pill. ? That would be about 6 weeks since last roll. Or am i pushing my luck?

Well...

Taking a sheet of LSD wasn't a good idea; was it?
 
Long story shortish.
I'm a stubborn idiot.
I took 3-5 caps of mdma (pure, i test it) about 150mg each 4 days in a row.
I chased my fucking roll the 2nd, and 4th day.
The 3rd day i took a sheet of lsd after my 1st pill. I also did whippits...
2 days after my binge started a haze of paranoia, depression and Derealization trip i almost couldn't handle. 5 days of feeling trapped in my mind.
Of all things Running is what seemed to help me the most and friends that helped me convince myself that the feeling would pass.
Now my question....i have passed up a couple times of partying so my brain can fully heal or rebuild or whatever.
Would it be safe to roll the very end of august....just one night. 1 pill. ? That would be about 6 weeks since last roll. Or am i pushing my luck?

How many pills did you take in total?
Between 3 and 5 per day?
 
Long story shortish.
I'm a stubborn idiot.
I took 3-5 caps of mdma (pure, i test it) about 150mg each 4 days in a row.
I chased my fucking roll the 2nd, and 4th day.
The 3rd day i took a sheet of lsd after my 1st pill. I also did whippits...
2 days after my binge started a haze of paranoia, depression and Derealization trip i almost couldn't handle. 5 days of feeling trapped in my mind.
Of all things Running is what seemed to help me the most and friends that helped me convince myself that the feeling would pass.
Now my question....i have passed up a couple times of partying so my brain can fully heal or rebuild or whatever.
Would it be safe to roll the very end of august....just one night. 1 pill. ? That would be about 6 weeks since last roll. Or am i pushing my luck?

No it would not be safe. You need to wait quite a long time. Id say 1 year minimum. You've said it all. You are stubborn, and you are paying the price with this hell. Respect this drug, or its gonna really disrespect you. I wish you the best in your recovery. Eat high quality nutritious foods, get outside and be active in the sun if you can, and WAIT. Know it will get better.
 
If you read his post in the other thread about visuals on MDMA, he meant one tab not one sheet.
All right. Let Me re-read this OP...

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From My own experience...

One should not be eating a WHOLE hit of LSD; while...
Eating half a gram+ of MDA/MDMA in a matter of 2-4 days.
Unless You are very mentally and spiritually stable.

Chasing an MDA/MDMA high can push Your luck; especially when mixing with LSD.

Your 'ego death'-like effects in OP explain it all.
[more information source found in below link-on page 130-posts #2581 & #2582]
 
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If you read his post in the other thread about visuals on MDMA, he meant one tab not one sheet.
Yes thank you. I am an lsd virgin. Lol i only took 1 hit. 1 little tiny square. Sorry. Thank you for helping to correct my mistake :)
 
How many pills did you take in total?
Between 3 and 5 per day?
Yes. If i can remember correctly. 3 caps the first night. 4 caps the second night. 3 caps and a pressed pill and 1 hit lsd the 3rd night and 2 caps the 4th day.
Ugh......cringing thinking about my poor brain....
 
No it would not be safe. You need to wait quite a long time. Id say 1 year minimum. You've said it all. You are stubborn, and you are paying the price with this hell. Respect this drug, or its gonna really disrespect you. I wish you the best in your recovery. Eat high quality nutritious foods, get outside and be active in the sun if you can, and WAIT. Know it will get better.
Thank you. I am definitely going to be more respectful.
No it would not be safe. You need to wait quite a long time. Id say 1 year minimum. You've said it all. You are stubborn, and you are paying the price with this hell. Respect this drug, or its gonna really disrespect you. I wish you the best in your recovery. Eat high quality nutritious foods, get outside and be active in the sun if you can, and WAIT. Know it will get better.
I am absolutely going to be more respectful. I was scared to death I'd be like that forever.
Exercise really did help me get out of my own mind when the depression was suffocating me.
Thank you for the encouragement
 
All right. Let Me re-read this OP...

~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-

From My own experience...

One should not be eating a WHOLE hit of LSD; while...
Eating half a gram+ of MDA/MDMA in a matter of 2-4 days.
Unless You are very mentally and spiritually stable.

Chasing an MDA/MDMA high can push Your luck; especially when mixing with LSD.

Your 'ego death'-like effects in OP explain it all.
[more information source found in below link-on page 130-posts #2581 & #2582]
Yes, just the 1 hit of acid.
But i totally regret the # of days and # of pills. Should have stuck to 1 night. And much less pills....could have skipped the acid too. Im just extremely thankful my mind is right again.....or at least back to pre 4 day binger "right"
 
Yes, just the 1 hit of acid.
But i totally regret the # of days and # of pills. Should have stuck to 1 night. And much less pills....could have skipped the acid too. Im just extremely thankful my mind is right again.....or at least back to pre 4 day binger "right"
The acid wasnt the worst bit, and actually on paper might help to reduce MDMA's harm potential if taken together. Most people take the Lsd first though then MDMA 3 to 4 hours into the trip as the peak levels out.

So if you dont have any awareness of anything specifically negative having come out of taking the acid then I would not consider that to have contributed negatively to anything you are feeling still.

Blame that on the MDMA, and I'm sure you would be experiencing exactly the same thing had you not taken the acid at all.
 
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The comedown of a single tab or even 2 is usually comparable to being tired.
How you feel is being caused by the MDMA.
 
The way I understand it, LSD has less comedown as it does not cause depletion of monoamines like MDMA does.
 
Serotonin is one of the monoamines naturally present in the human body.
LSD interacts with Serotonin, Dopamine and Adrenaline (all this neurotransmitters are Monoamines) receptors, acting as an agonist.
 
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