The night when i consumed 600mg of mdma 300mg intial dose 4 hours later another 300mg while the peaks overlapped for a hour i thought i was a dead man goner as i laid their with the music going floored on the bed with my eyes closed the closed eye visuals were very life like dreamy going through random scenes and places. MDMA is truly powerful and lead to a state of unity comparable to shrooms and acid after smoking alot of weed
That's a heavy dose. I have dosed up to 0.5 g pure MDMA initial dose and always been fine. 300 mg twice is like double dropping 2 old skool high strenght pills twice.
150mg or just above being about a good bet for a lot of the most memorable pills of yesteryear.
The White Rolexes at the 2000 Exodus August festival, Im certain they were at least 150 mg and the best ecstasy could offer. I double dropped them twice, only half hour between. For at least 600 mg. It was a heavy buzz, really carried you away.
A guy who I just met at that same time- he trble dropped them. Man he looked FUCKED! Like you just dont see people look like that these days, at least I havent seen images of ecstasy distorted and altered faces like that in a long time.
The 2 of us were so out of it. We got lost and had to be found and escorted around lol. It was interesting, as he did 3 up front, I did 2 and 2 more 30 minutes later.
So in a way, we were kind of equal in intesnsity. His comeup was heavier but my double drop overtook after all kicked in and his feet started ro touch the ground again.
You know, back on the whole harm reduction, education theme. Which was almost entirely absent then- those August bank holiday festivals, we partied 3 nights and days solid, only a few hours sleep, 3 days MDMA and Lsd plus copious ganja, of the highest strenght then too, original Skunk.
But- it was BAKING hot summer. We literally dripped with sweat all day (and night.)
So no wonder I ended up with significant brain impairment and serotonergic damage, due to the prolonged excessive heat.
These days I have an abnomally low body temperature. I cant sleep without hat and scarf 365 nights a year (2 hats all winter lol), about 6 shirts, jumpers, thick fleece, long johns, double socks, double duvet AND 2 blankets.
Its extremely abnormal but my body temp is so low. Partly due to underweight and lack of food, but principally due to the nervous system beong messed up.
So the thought of MDMA warming me up a bit is an appealing one. It may even trigger an alteration in my nervous system so that my body regulates heat better.
When I was taking MDMA very very frequently in earlt 2000's, like several times per week for long period (years) I did noticd that my body temperature seemed to be raised at all times in general. I remember really noticing it and telling people how I felt there was a link to the MDMA and it had re-regulated my body temp.
I think this is plausaible. So a part of me is hoping it may be able to shake a litte sense into my stupid nervous system, on the matter of temp regulation.