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I get high by myself

Shortec Stublue!! said:
My kind of heaven you describe lol. 24 hr bloody shifts? What the fuck?
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Haha yep! Exactly xD and yea... Those are my "short" shifts. Sometimes I have to work 48-60 hours shifts. Im a Firefighter/Paramedic and unfortunately...those are the type of hours we work. This coming up week, im working 98 hours. 1 48 hour shift and then a 50 hour one.
 
Yes, the United States. I NEVER used on shift. I replaced the opiates with kratom instead (for pain and WDs). I ONLY on my days off. There is no way I would ever risk the lives of my patients.

And yeah... We got our butts whooped last shift (got off work this morning). I barely made it home, I was exhausted.
 
Well I hope if I’m in the states and you turn up, you are not 48hrs no sleep lol.

Never tried Kratom which opioid would you liken it to?
 
Thankfully, the adrenaline (and plenty of coffee) keeps us going. I usually dont crash till I get home. Its weird. Id be completely fine at work (no matter how many hours) and then the second Id get home (or in the car), the exuastion would hit me like a freight train lol

Id say its pretty comparable to Hydrocodone. Really similar actually. I take (or took) 5.5grams and for me, it would have the same feeling as it tbh. But the pain relieving properties with hydrocodone would be better. Just the euphroic feeling is the same.
 
From about 16 to 24ish I would say definitely with others. Mostly because majority of my drug use was based around the Rave scene which I was heavily involved in for about a decade.

These days its always by myself at home. As much as I miss the rave scene to bits, I finally decided to about 5 years ago to cut ties as I needed to in order for my career path.

I work a government job which during employment requires an extreamly thougher security check (10 years- details of everything you could imagine. Almost down to what colour underwear you wore on your 20th birthday)

So naturally my voluntary disclosure form was bigger than my main papers. Never expected to have a chance of being accepted but turns out Honesty/Trust is more important than pretty much everything.

When I have holidays I get to dabble but surprisingly a bit of a blind eye is turned in regards to certain drug use and work. Of course no one can turn up clearly on stuff, but during critical situations where a 8 hour shift suddenly becomes 30 hours for reasons I cant say nor give examples, amphetamines are quietly often used in order to do what we need to do.
 
I love getting high by myself as much as I do with other people. It depends on the substance or how I'm feeling I suppose.
I don't think there's anything wrong with this, unless all you do is shut yourself away and get high, but that's obvious really.
 
hey, i feel you but i get high quite often smoking hard and ive smoked plenty with people, sure somtimes it can be fun, but i find smoking hard can be a very hmm i dont know how to phrase it, perhaps, 'yourself drug' because you tend to get so high that you don't feel anything else in neccesary somtimes and just want to enjoy that rather than socializing, and it can happen mid session, and you never know how the other is feeling thus its an entirely different experience smoking with someone than alone, i prefer alone 7/10 times forsure, you don't have to entertain, and somtimes people can get nasty when their high, i typically putall my hard in a silicone container because once a m8 was taking my stuff -,- which when youre high im sure you can imagine how pissed off you'd get

so basically the just of it is, high alone is better, i tend to watch movies, somtimes i'll watch the same movie 2 or 3 times smoking my coke, but hey thats me p.s. The Great Wall on netflix is a goodie to smoke and just have on atleast for me
 
Chris42393 said:
Id typically just lay in bed, go on the computer and just browse the internet and eventually fall asleep. It was my own slice of heaven :/
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Yep! Pretty much me rn but more of a polypharmacy. I agree with everyone here. Uppers can be amazing - I've had 4 times in my life when I've been on either amphetamine sulphate (~80% purity, none of that ~5-15% street crap) or 3-FPM all day every day but each time when it gets to 8-12 weeks I always morph into Sara Goldfarb (literally, I took them to lose weight due to anorexia) and get sectioned. But I have Borderline Personality Disorder with depression and anxiety so my polypharmacy consists of:
Opiates, Benzo's, Barbiturates, the Z-drugs, an SSRI, a sedating antihistamine, Trazodone and maybe a muscle relaxer (NOT Carisoprodol. though, took ONE and flew into a maniac screaming and smashing shit).
 
Chris42393 said:
Haha yep! Exactly xD and yea... Those are my "short" shifts. Sometimes I have to work 48-60 hours shifts. Im a Firefighter/Paramedic and unfortunately...those are the type of hours we work. This coming up week, im working 98 hours. 1 48 hour shift and then a 50 hour one.
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How is that even legal? No wonder you'r into stims.
 
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