Did I read correctly that your daily habit was 7mgs of oxycodone per day? Sorry for not reading every post if this was cleared up. If so, 2mg of bupe would no doubt have you feeling messed up if you were only used to less than 15mg of oxycodone/day.
The brutal truth is for many people once your addicted to opiates there is no going back to abstinence. I know their isn't for me anyway. Suboxone and methadone give people a chance to live a normal life without the insanity of the black market.
I think people fuck up logically when they put complete abstinence as the goal to get over addiction. The goal should be a fufilling life. If dissolving some shit under my tongue everyday allows that then sign me the fuck up.
The best part is the data backs up maintenance as the best treatment for opiate addiction. People on Suboxone live longer healthier lives then people who use abstinence only based treatment. The mortality difference between the two treatments is striking. That doesn't even get in to the economic costs of having a high percentage of patients who will constantly relapse during abstinence only based treatment.
Its an individual decision. But don't pretend like people on maintenance are doing something wrong or aren't recovering. That's simply not true
Thank you. I feel really really unsure about everything I am doing right now so thanks for saying I am doing great. That kind of support is the antidote to the shame.
Oh yeah I agree the doses prescribed for maintenance are absurdly high. Hardly anyone needs over 8mg yet they start everyone at 16mg. I have certainly seen Suboxone turn a small habit into a much larger oneCJ, I agree 100%. I hope it didn't sound like I was disparaging buprenorphine maintenance therapy. I owe my life to it, and I will probably be on it until I die because I am an opiate addict. It lets me lead a normal life instead of being a dope fiend, or dead.
My point was that for a <7mg a day habit, 2mg of buprenorphone is an absurdly high dose. If Nayda was taking 7(I'm assuming 7.5, from Perc 7.5/325?) a day, physical withdrawals would be minimal to non-existent. Withdrawal from .25mg of buprenorphine a day is incredibly unpleasant.
At that level of drug use you are physiological addicted, but probably not physically. Something along the lines of congnative behavior therapy might be more appropriate.
Oh yeah I agree the doses prescribed for maintenance are absurdly high. Hardly anyone needs over 8mg yet they start everyone at 16mg. I have certainly seen Suboxone turn a small habit into a much larger one