NadyaMaude
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 16, 2018
- Messages
- 14
Hi Everyone,
Last day of 4 years of a pretty mild painkiller addiction (at most 7mg oxy or whatever I could find and not everyday-- hard to get them!) was in Feb, had bad cravings and such, then was induced on 2 mgs of sub and got incredibly sick and higher than any time I used opiates!! Like, we're talking crawling to the toilet sick and higher than a kite. If i hadn't had the best doctor ever, I would have suffered without zofran. ANYWAY my question is, I seem to only be able to tolerate 1/8th of a 2mg film or I get nauseated and heavy feeling in the face. AKA face fatigue, a little high but not in a good way for me. I decided to stop taking this everyday because I felt so shitty on it, and anxious, would have to take a .5 mg xanax a lot of the time to deal with the racing heart. Now, it seems that I only take it when I am feeling like I wish I had some painkillers. ESPECIALLY when I am not busy, or I am bored, especially when I am alone. But now I seem to take it everyday, and wonder if i am just falling into the same thing as I did with the painkillers.... as the GHETTO BOYS would say.... my mind is playing tricks on me! Does anyone else take them just when they feel cravings? PRN sub? Thanks for helping a newbie. I go to AA but no NA meetings close by and I can't bring this stuff up there. Be well...
Last day of 4 years of a pretty mild painkiller addiction (at most 7mg oxy or whatever I could find and not everyday-- hard to get them!) was in Feb, had bad cravings and such, then was induced on 2 mgs of sub and got incredibly sick and higher than any time I used opiates!! Like, we're talking crawling to the toilet sick and higher than a kite. If i hadn't had the best doctor ever, I would have suffered without zofran. ANYWAY my question is, I seem to only be able to tolerate 1/8th of a 2mg film or I get nauseated and heavy feeling in the face. AKA face fatigue, a little high but not in a good way for me. I decided to stop taking this everyday because I felt so shitty on it, and anxious, would have to take a .5 mg xanax a lot of the time to deal with the racing heart. Now, it seems that I only take it when I am feeling like I wish I had some painkillers. ESPECIALLY when I am not busy, or I am bored, especially when I am alone. But now I seem to take it everyday, and wonder if i am just falling into the same thing as I did with the painkillers.... as the GHETTO BOYS would say.... my mind is playing tricks on me! Does anyone else take them just when they feel cravings? PRN sub? Thanks for helping a newbie. I go to AA but no NA meetings close by and I can't bring this stuff up there. Be well...