Dissociatives The Big & Dandy 3-MeO-PCP Thread: 3-MeO 4 Leaf Clover
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So I dumped my 3-meo-pcp down the toilet again. I feel much more secure in my decision this time. I feel like I got rid of it in time to keep myself from going in over my head.
The most insidious aspect if this drug is that it is uninteresting at lower doses, and my natural instinct is to throw out the entire harm reduction manual and push it further until it does get crazy.
The most insidious aspect if this drug is that it is uninteresting at lower doses, and my natural instinct is to throw out the entire harm reduction manual and push it further until it does get crazy.
THCified
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Hi fellow Bluelighters, dear Community, or to put ?it? in more, no, the MOST, absolute and correct Words, the honest ones and the only truth existing, so...
...to all of you, a very few (specifically informed beyond what words can express) ?Friends?, and the Rest of you BL?ers, spread all over the Planet and (how cool!) connected trough this awesome Forum, of which each and everyone must have heard one of, as there?s more to it than meets the eye, with it?s indefinite knowledge that?s (especially when put in Context to more unknown, ?exotic? Chemicals,) worth a fortune for Chemists, Medicine etc.: i.e. the ?Bluelight Forum?, that?s known almost everywhere, and (contextually seen making total sense) even found being mentioned in a extremely informative, well written and interesting Book, that I?m just reading atm (by Mike Power btw.)! Whatever...
This is, as here?s, where?s the most honest and crazy, just as correct as reliable answers were to be given/found - if you are like me, a Genius/Maniac/Lowlife/No one, a whatever you wanna be,...BUT with sum kinda intellect, intelligence AND serious interest in finding/spreading new as well as old (...always 100% top notch!) and well-backed up, documented and useful Information, News, the TRUTH when the very first thing is being focused on Safer Use and Harm Reduction, find help and wanna help as much as you can do get/got by others!
That?s all,...so far - ...as Prologue!
These are honest things I had the urge to write, not only just because after longer time no-posting or if, posting mostly just unusually worthless bullshit (not the usual, old THCified-stuff what?s why I once registered here),...but more as these were things I never read and often thought to myself, are like that and by that, important to let y?all know!z
BL, were/is and always will be something, personally, very important, not just, but highly, unbelievable highly, influenced by the fact, that COMPLETE STRANGERS really did helped me, MANY, MANY, yeah, honestly really A DAMN LOT OF TIMES, in countless ways im- and possible, and with me doing ?my part/homework? (I thought for myself, too!), PROVIDED ME WITH ABSOLUTE 100% ACADEMIC KNOWLEDGE, wherever it?s needed - making me a proper, very-well-function Specialist without degree, sum (but mostly me) proud and even Medicinal highly specialised Personnel, mostly to Fiends, as they were too educated believing a No one, even admitted (before kicking my Ass outta the Door!) that I?m better educated than them - UN-FUCKING-FLYING-BELIEVEABLE, then,...nowadays I wouldn?t wanna waste time with dumbfucks as back then!
It?s healthier!
Ah, and I was only honestly interested in doing no harm to myself (or worse, others!), learning and the like,...if I?m not high as a kite, i.e. browsing around in search to find sum extraordinary (sadly as mostly just ugly as fuck) Nudes of even more drugged-up, ?higher? Members, seemingly lost all senses and whatnot, while on (...well at least hopefully, a boatload of damn good Drugs?).
2.
I am trying finding the shortest possible route to make you fully understand me and so gimme the help I NEED and am accustomed to, ok?
I was active mostly during the time, MXE was easy to acquire and so not only found it (well, Dissociatives in common but MXE specifically) to be my DOC (still do) but even though having had highly potent and rare Methoxmetamine during these days (MXM/MMXE) and truly appreciated, no, absolutely loved, them and still do, if Quality is the same (had none for years,...so?!?), i.e. 3-MeO-PCP as well as 3-MeO-PCE, I?ve never found something that replaced it, not even somehow...
I was really blessed, REALLY, I must admit, as i only had access to the famous, THE BEST (godly precious) Synth, most may know as the ?Indian? - Documents speak for themselves, so THIS was the best one ever made (just read trough the Megathreads and you surely will trust/believe me).
So, even if people later on said, O-PCE is almost like MXE (I tested it, too - a said-to-be potent/pure Batch..., and was honestly shaken to the core, hard words after just one-time-sampling it, but hell,... I speak for the fact, that what I heard was it?s NOTHING in comparison), they had a different approach to the whole Compound MXE I know, a totally different place to start/judge from..., you understand?
So to make it more understandable: while others were at their known but beloved local sea (perhaps new Design, I think you got the point?), I, for myself, was in French Polynesia, Haiti, Hawaii... and this ALL THE FRIGGIN? TIME - enjoyed the really oh-so holy, priceless, indescribable Indian Synth (sidenote: I also plugged 98% of my stash), and bad times meant that ?piggy-me? was curious and for the sake of Science, of course, did sometimes experimenting with the somewhat not as beloved (by myself), different, but still second darn best known Stuff ppl know of:
the Batch that?s originally originated in China, so I only ever had the Pre-Ban Batches!
Others I tested just outta interest, to get what ppl meant about mine being THE SHIT - and they were right, bcuz even from most reputable Sources provided, all of the Synths made wherever God knows, those floating around after the UK-Ban until EU-Ban, were at best something to get a feel what ?real? MXE felt like...a slight one!
I am well aware of that all sounding like the usual, Archetypal kinda Dick-sizing-stuff, from times when Alpha-Males were ruling and we were more Animals than Humans, it does...I know - I?m sure,...but I had found the Grail during the Moment it was available, I was not at the right place at the right time, I was perhaps also the luckiest Guy alive (or one of them)... The fun-Part is me knowing almost nothing, having had NOT A SINGLE experience with Dissos, I just followed sum instinct, a direction of which i decided, felt good, and I was not disappointed with my decision...
So, to end this: I love MXE the most because of it being just the best Disso of all those I ever tried - the most well-balanced!
It had the push and power of 3-MeO-PCP, but wasn?t too sterile, it had the fun of 3-MeO-PCE, but not it?s seriousness and besides feeling way friendly/warmer than Ketamine, there?s even more and something to it, not even the next best, nearest ever possible Compound I can imagine, MXM, had - and those were almost identical,...
...but why a Ferrari when you can travel with a Jet?
This Weekend I was blessed, having some Ketamine Ampules, which I also changed my mind some time before about BIG TIME, but this time: WOAH-BANGER!
Holy-Guacamole!!!
I did again, and while growing older, knew now that intramuscular Injection is too easy to be true, had nothing to spare (stuff is harder to get here than anything else!), I thought: ?Fuck it!? and did two Milliliter injections per Deltoid...
...and enjoyed the best Rush, including feelings ever felt AND had the best days afterwards! It was the A-Bomb and I ask myself now, what would be Indian MXE (onset via plugged Route est. 20 secs.) intramuscularly injected - it must be something indescribable godly, as I could think...?
I am stunned! ...from the Ket IM-Experiences, the strong antidepressant (after-)effects just as it?s possibilities to annihilate my sometimes BADASS back pain completely (I?m legitimately prescribed Hydromorphone for that specific reason, which is a godsend, but K I found a darn lot better), let oneself drift off, from the people, world, oneself, never slept better than during these days - in fact, I was sleeping like a newborn, just a lot better and and and...
What?s still available on the Net, sold at RC-Vendor-Sites, that?s on par with Ketamine, or something seriously in between MXE and K? I know ppl already know, so I ask for serious help but will do my read/work in this regard, ofc, too, I promise - but I need serious and proper help! ...and I know this is the most reliable source for what I?m looking for, if nothing?s changed - which I absolutely cannot believe in, did happen,...correct?
So fuckin? what...? Thanks to all...
THCified aka. MXEfied, the Disso-Man!
Hi fellow Bluelighters, dear Community, or to put ?it? in more, no, the MOST, absolute and correct Words, the honest ones and the only truth existing, so...
...to all of you, a very few (specifically informed beyond what words can express) ?Friends?, and the Rest of you BL?ers, spread all over the Planet and (how cool!) connected trough this awesome Forum, of which each and everyone must have heard one of, as there?s more to it than meets the eye, with it?s indefinite knowledge that?s (especially when put in Context to more unknown, ?exotic? Chemicals,) worth a fortune for Chemists, Medicine etc.: i.e. the ?Bluelight Forum?, that?s known almost everywhere, and (contextually seen making total sense) even found being mentioned in a extremely informative, well written and interesting Book, that I?m just reading atm (by Mike Power btw.)! Whatever...
This is, as here?s, where?s the most honest and crazy, just as correct as reliable answers were to be given/found - if you are like me, a Genius/Maniac/Lowlife/No one, a whatever you wanna be,...BUT with sum kinda intellect, intelligence AND serious interest in finding/spreading new as well as old (...always 100% top notch!) and well-backed up, documented and useful Information, News, the TRUTH when the very first thing is being focused on Safer Use and Harm Reduction, find help and wanna help as much as you can do get/got by others!
That?s all,...so far - ...as Prologue!
These are honest things I had the urge to write, not only just because after longer time no-posting or if, posting mostly just unusually worthless bullshit (not the usual, old THCified-stuff what?s why I once registered here),...but more as these were things I never read and often thought to myself, are like that and by that, important to let y?all know!z
BL, were/is and always will be something, personally, very important, not just, but highly, unbelievable highly, influenced by the fact, that COMPLETE STRANGERS really did helped me, MANY, MANY, yeah, honestly really A DAMN LOT OF TIMES, in countless ways im- and possible, and with me doing ?my part/homework? (I thought for myself, too!), PROVIDED ME WITH ABSOLUTE 100% ACADEMIC KNOWLEDGE, wherever it?s needed - making me a proper, very-well-function Specialist without degree, sum (but mostly me) proud and even Medicinal highly specialised Personnel, mostly to Fiends, as they were too educated believing a No one, even admitted (before kicking my Ass outta the Door!) that I?m better educated than them - UN-FUCKING-FLYING-BELIEVEABLE, then,...nowadays I wouldn?t wanna waste time with dumbfucks as back then!
It?s healthier!
Ah, and I was only honestly interested in doing no harm to myself (or worse, others!), learning and the like,...if I?m not high as a kite, i.e. browsing around in search to find sum extraordinary (sadly as mostly just ugly as fuck) Nudes of even more drugged-up, ?higher? Members, seemingly lost all senses and whatnot, while on (...well at least hopefully, a boatload of damn good Drugs?).
2.
I am trying finding the shortest possible route to make you fully understand me and so gimme the help I NEED and am accustomed to, ok?
I was active mostly during the time, MXE was easy to acquire and so not only found it (well, Dissociatives in common but MXE specifically) to be my DOC (still do) but even though having had highly potent and rare Methoxmetamine during these days (MXM/MMXE) and truly appreciated, no, absolutely loved, them and still do, if Quality is the same (had none for years,...so?!?), i.e. 3-MeO-PCP as well as 3-MeO-PCE, I?ve never found something that replaced it, not even somehow...
I was really blessed, REALLY, I must admit, as i only had access to the famous, THE BEST (godly precious) Synth, most may know as the ?Indian? - Documents speak for themselves, so THIS was the best one ever made (just read trough the Megathreads and you surely will trust/believe me).
So, even if people later on said, O-PCE is almost like MXE (I tested it, too - a said-to-be potent/pure Batch..., and was honestly shaken to the core, hard words after just one-time-sampling it, but hell,... I speak for the fact, that what I heard was it?s NOTHING in comparison), they had a different approach to the whole Compound MXE I know, a totally different place to start/judge from..., you understand?
So to make it more understandable: while others were at their known but beloved local sea (perhaps new Design, I think you got the point?), I, for myself, was in French Polynesia, Haiti, Hawaii... and this ALL THE FRIGGIN? TIME - enjoyed the really oh-so holy, priceless, indescribable Indian Synth (sidenote: I also plugged 98% of my stash), and bad times meant that ?piggy-me? was curious and for the sake of Science, of course, did sometimes experimenting with the somewhat not as beloved (by myself), different, but still second darn best known Stuff ppl know of:
the Batch that?s originally originated in China, so I only ever had the Pre-Ban Batches!
Others I tested just outta interest, to get what ppl meant about mine being THE SHIT - and they were right, bcuz even from most reputable Sources provided, all of the Synths made wherever God knows, those floating around after the UK-Ban until EU-Ban, were at best something to get a feel what ?real? MXE felt like...a slight one!
I am well aware of that all sounding like the usual, Archetypal kinda Dick-sizing-stuff, from times when Alpha-Males were ruling and we were more Animals than Humans, it does...I know - I?m sure,...but I had found the Grail during the Moment it was available, I was not at the right place at the right time, I was perhaps also the luckiest Guy alive (or one of them)... The fun-Part is me knowing almost nothing, having had NOT A SINGLE experience with Dissos, I just followed sum instinct, a direction of which i decided, felt good, and I was not disappointed with my decision...
So, to end this: I love MXE the most because of it being just the best Disso of all those I ever tried - the most well-balanced!
It had the push and power of 3-MeO-PCP, but wasn?t too sterile, it had the fun of 3-MeO-PCE, but not it?s seriousness and besides feeling way friendly/warmer than Ketamine, there?s even more and something to it, not even the next best, nearest ever possible Compound I can imagine, MXM, had - and those were almost identical,...
...but why a Ferrari when you can travel with a Jet?
This Weekend I was blessed, having some Ketamine Ampules, which I also changed my mind some time before about BIG TIME, but this time: WOAH-BANGER!
Holy-Guacamole!!!
I did again, and while growing older, knew now that intramuscular Injection is too easy to be true, had nothing to spare (stuff is harder to get here than anything else!), I thought: ?Fuck it!? and did two Milliliter injections per Deltoid...
...and enjoyed the best Rush, including feelings ever felt AND had the best days afterwards! It was the A-Bomb and I ask myself now, what would be Indian MXE (onset via plugged Route est. 20 secs.) intramuscularly injected - it must be something indescribable godly, as I could think...?
I am stunned! ...from the Ket IM-Experiences, the strong antidepressant (after-)effects just as it?s possibilities to annihilate my sometimes BADASS back pain completely (I?m legitimately prescribed Hydromorphone for that specific reason, which is a godsend, but K I found a darn lot better), let oneself drift off, from the people, world, oneself, never slept better than during these days - in fact, I was sleeping like a newborn, just a lot better and and and...
What?s still available on the Net, sold at RC-Vendor-Sites, that?s on par with Ketamine, or something seriously in between MXE and K? I know ppl already know, so I ask for serious help but will do my read/work in this regard, ofc, too, I promise - but I need serious and proper help! ...and I know this is the most reliable source for what I?m looking for, if nothing?s changed - which I absolutely cannot believe in, did happen,...correct?
So fuckin? what...? Thanks to all...
THCified aka. MXEfied, the Disso-Man!
Wiserthanearlier
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Wow, thats a cool post. Thanks
yepyepwoah
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fuck you I want some MXE :-(
If you could still find DCK I'd say try that, but it seems to have dissapeared.
Honestly, I'd take ketamine over any of the rc dissos out right now, as far as being able to hole and whatnot. The rest all have some use, but are nothing like mxe in the end (imo)
If you could still find DCK I'd say try that, but it seems to have dissapeared.
Honestly, I'd take ketamine over any of the rc dissos out right now, as far as being able to hole and whatnot. The rest all have some use, but are nothing like mxe in the end (imo)
xammy
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This thread has been pretty quiet for a long time. Is 3meo still available like a few years ago? Did everyone have enough already? This thread used to be pretty manic. I haven't touched it in almost 2 years after it got me in serious trouble.
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It's still around. I think people are past the honeymoon stage. I still have some, I did a small amount after a long break recently and found I wasn't really into it. I have a good friend who used to do it almost daily who just doesn't really like it anymore.
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It can be magic, but likewise - i kinda got bored of it.
Which is fine by me, frankly. It means i'm not just compulsively gobbling my stash. Some dissos are nice to just have on hand i reckon. From time to time it feels right i suppose, and personally i don't feel that heavy dissociative use is healthy or safe, so i like being able to take it or leave it, because i don't know too many people that still have a stash of MXE, for example.
Which is fine by me, frankly. It means i'm not just compulsively gobbling my stash. Some dissos are nice to just have on hand i reckon. From time to time it feels right i suppose, and personally i don't feel that heavy dissociative use is healthy or safe, so i like being able to take it or leave it, because i don't know too many people that still have a stash of MXE, for example.
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I went through like 3 (maybe 4) gramss of 3 meo pcp between like early feb and maybe mid may of this year. There was o pce mixed in on and off. Culminating in quiting my job because I wanted to fight my manager (300# dude stepped up to me like we were about to street fight) and then two other idiots who said I was a pussy white boy and wouldn't do shit. I just said fuck it and went home before I ended up in jail. I think I was on my 2nd 4 loko of the day and probably 40-50mg 3 meo pcp deep.
Like the next night I got pissed off about something, railed who knows how much 3 meo pcp and o pce, woke up like 10 hours later in my moms bed remember bits and pieces, she was crying and shit showing me videos of being blacked out raving about all types of shit. Ended up dumping my whole stash of everything later because I felt bad.
I can't even say that's the first time something like that has happened with psychs or dissos.
Man I had like 5-6 g's of MXE around april 2017. I was only going to use it for comboing with psychs for tripping. Got fucking swatted in may of 2017. Lost my mind, sniffed all the mxe until it was gone just so I wouldn't kill myself. On one hand all my mxe is gone, on the other I reallllllllllly wanted to kill myself . Something about cops screaming "we'll fucking kill you" while putting guns on you kinda sucks.
Like the next night I got pissed off about something, railed who knows how much 3 meo pcp and o pce, woke up like 10 hours later in my moms bed remember bits and pieces, she was crying and shit showing me videos of being blacked out raving about all types of shit. Ended up dumping my whole stash of everything later because I felt bad.
I can't even say that's the first time something like that has happened with psychs or dissos.
Man I had like 5-6 g's of MXE around april 2017. I was only going to use it for comboing with psychs for tripping. Got fucking swatted in may of 2017. Lost my mind, sniffed all the mxe until it was gone just so I wouldn't kill myself. On one hand all my mxe is gone, on the other I reallllllllllly wanted to kill myself . Something about cops screaming "we'll fucking kill you" while putting guns on you kinda sucks.
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I ended up 2 or 3 times on hospital because of 3-meo-pcp last year. Last one was a hardcore one, and I saw myself walking back from hospital on my bare feet without a phone or keys.
That was something that made me reconsider my lifestyle.
Since then I destroyed my disso stash and I'm arround 10 months clean from them
Me and dissos had a good time, but I supose nothing lasts forever. There is no fun in chasing the dragon.
That was something that made me reconsider my lifestyle.
Since then I destroyed my disso stash and I'm arround 10 months clean from them
Me and dissos had a good time, but I supose nothing lasts forever. There is no fun in chasing the dragon.Wiserthanearlier
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I enjoyed a few grams, it was addictive early on.
In my later uses i really couldnt see the appeal- its magic wore off i guess ?
I have none left but dont mind. Mxe on the other hand, i wish i could find more again. Even dck would be fun to lay with again.
In my later uses i really couldnt see the appeal- its magic wore off i guess ?
I have none left but dont mind. Mxe on the other hand, i wish i could find more again. Even dck would be fun to lay with again.
Wiserthanearlier
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Good on you btw MSK, sounds challenging but rewarding decisions took place
I ended up 2 or 3 times on hospital because of 3-meo-pcp last year. Last one was a hardcore one, and I saw myself walking back from hospital on my bare feet without a phone or keys.
That was something that made me reconsider my lifestyle.
Since then I destroyed my disso stash and I'm arround 10 months clean from them
I've had 2 psych ward stays off 3-meo-PCP one off 3-meo-PCE also last year I think
Flushed my 3meo over a month ago. Full story's a couple pages back but basically I felt a malevolence from it that I hadn't previously. I was using it to cope with depression and thankfully it actually seems to have worked. I just don't need another 6 month run of near daily dosing resulting in an additional felony.
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So a show of hands how many people have been arrested or hospitalised/psych ward while on 3 Meo pcp. Bonus points if you have done more than one or the same one multiple times. Whoever wins gets.... more 3 Meo pcp.
I got 1 point
I got 1 point