Thank you very much for the replies!!! I have so much on my plate between trauma and mental health and drug abuse....
I have $1k... I want to start over... I've done it before... Just hop to a new city and utilize social services like the homeless shelters, group homes, rehabs.... And get a full filling job and give back...
I want to be a part of society and earth... I'm some what informed on healthy eating, psychedelics, therapy, dmt, life....
I have had no direction for so long....
I don't know who to turn to... I like progressive, conscious, clean, eating, well being....
I just want information and resources... I feel so pathetic and have for years... And I've had clean periods and worked....
What do I do with my body and life??
Just stop the drug use and start putting healthy things into me... I'm so lost and confused and have been for years....
I want to be a part of something! I am a good person with good intentions and healthy insight!!
I just want to start a new path... What is the next step?? Do I taper kratom and 3meo?? Do I cold turkey?? Do I get on mood stabilizers??
I want to help myself... I know that I can't just eat whatever and go to rehab... It takes direction and goals... And specific things like amino acids and what not...
I feel like I've caused so much damage... Is there specific things I can do to help?? Like magnesium or lamictal??
Obviously I just cold turkey right?? Why would I taper this class??
How do I know about the damage I've done?? My vision while high will be so bad some times.... Like right now... I know it sounds pathetic and stupid but I have been suicidal for years and so much more....
What are the steps I need to take that aren't obvious... Like vitamin B12 or protein...
What is this choppy vision effect?? Can't see straight... Build up and too large dose?? I know it's pathetic but it happened...
Why do I continue to abuse myself with obvious physical/mental effects...
It's what happened and happened before.... I want change... I always have... I keep returning because I think it will make happy....
Just throw it away and do what?? What do I eat or drink for healing??