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You guys talking about coffee reminds me I'm nearly out and not wanting to go to the grocery store.
 
I know you're asking Ms. Calderone, but since I have a birthday in eight months, before I upgraded beyond xanthines and into phenethylamine morning eye-openers, it was the true gold-standard: instant. Dissolved in a little room temp. tap water, hard, then add ice.

Sadly, supplies of instant deplete on pace with whole or ground beans.

But, if you do have ~$150 to spare, one of those genuine pressure-steam espresso makers is worth it. I even kept that up in mornings for over a year (a bit more time consuming per cup, especially for a guy good with instant). Then again, it was at a time when I both had a latte-drinking woman around to justify the expenditure, and the money for an expenditure.
 
I have one, it's just lost some appeal after having to grind the Pete's* espresso roast, hard pack the steel filter cup, splatter some cream/ milk all over with the steam wand, after which I did enjoy a great capp mind you, but the major cleaning routine just got to be tedious.

My BUNN auto drip is just so easy and makes a nice 2 solid quarts If I be needin me some serious volume. With some fresh ground Guatemala Antigua, RO water and a paper filter I'm set. 4 mins till it's spotless afterwards too.

Plan C: hit up my homie at the 7-11 and load up on 1/4 hot chocolate, 3/4 South American Dark Roast and 3-4 of those 40mg Caffeine containing creamers.
 
You guys never invite me! Meanies- just because I like me downers- It's discrimination. maybe I simply lack social skills- probably the lAtter; Your still meanies%)!
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Oh that is sone hardcore coffee- I actually drink cold coffee recently, they have some good ones
 
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So, like, I sorta relapsed in a sense... but not really. Ok, yes really.

Made a nootropics order but needed to add an additional item to meet minimum order requirement.

I pick a small amount of some new fangled stimulant. I knew better than to do this but I guess couple years of stimulant sobriety meant little to that asshat in the mirror.

Order showed up yesterday. Should have just tossed the stim but didnt. Took a tiny allergy test dose yesterday and attempted a full dose today.

Got lucky. Recreationally speaking this new fangled stimulant sucks donkey balls. Mostly just experienced annoying physical effects and some minor cognitive effects. None of the good fun stuff and thankfully no urge to redose.

So this is bittersweet. I'm happy I didn't fully relapse since no multi day stimulant+porn binge will ensue but I did technically relapse by going through the initial process of one.
 
Had 4 tall cans with my brother. First time I had alcohol this year... pretty much since I am over 3 months off opiates now. I told him randomly I mean it is a milestone so we ended up having some real tasty craft beers. Not as hoppy as I like but super crisp and easy drinking. Fun times. Smokin bong and having another tall can now back at home. I got a real nice nug of alien og, it is a few grams and I am ripping through it and having a ball listening to lil peep and smashing pumpkins and random playlists and tunes and stuff.

Picked up my guitar for the first time this year today. Didn't use psychedelics this time and recovery was tougher and longer but I don't think I should put much more if any more 2c-c in my body as I went through 3 grams in a couple months. I can still feel how since I snorted some it wrecked my nose. It did way more damage there than 5 years of chronic dope and dilaudid sniffing. Whatever. It's not like I'm immortal. May as well take advantage of usable material. I haven't sniffed anything in a really long time though, not since then and yeah I went back to popping benzos and drinking brews now and smoking as much bong as possible. Cheers tho.
 
Hello all just joined but Ive been reading here for a while.

Thanks for all the great information and perspectives.

Im mostly into Oxy for pain and benzo's for anxiety but I'm an experienced user of many many drugs in my day

again thanks and I look forward to chatting !
 
Castiel said:
Hello all just joined but Ive been reading here for a while.

Thanks for all the great information and perspectives.

Im mostly into Oxy for pain and benzo's for anxiety but I'm an experienced user of many many drugs in my day

again thanks and I look forward to chatting !
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Welcome aboard Castiel :)

I think one of the Moderators on bluelight with username T. Calderone stole your profile pick and is using it as her avatar.

If you need help confronting her about it then let me know. She was nice to me once and ever since I've been stalking her. I know where she usually hangs out and all that.

Kidding aside, it's nice to have some new blood around here. Enjoy.
 
I know where T Calderone usually hangs out and all that.
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Yeah, she hangs out at the UFC training camp as a sparring partner for Ronda Rousey. You could re register before she finds you, or pledge your allegiance to the power of Castiel. She might find that admirable and even allow you to display him as your avatar in 5 maybe 6 years. I wish you luck.

Oh yeah, Welcome to OD.%)
 
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