Tubbs
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I prefer a nice pate, what with being a cat and all
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Tubbs
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Not sure really, must be better than terrible lol.
BehindtheShadow
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Ugh I have a head cold going home to medicate and sleep
Tubbs
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Lol they tried to call me in at 5am, I went to bed at 4, I was still passed out. I'm exhausted, need a deep coma to refresh me.
BehindtheShadow
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Indeed me too
Tubbs
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I've got 3 days off, so that may come to fruition, I miss drugs, was never tired then.
Tubbs
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Lol they might fetch some more drugs... got some teaching to do
juniebjonezzz
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Hey guys new here. I am prescribed 20mg baclofen 3x daily for severe muscle spasms. I ran out of my medicine and am wondering if phenibut is a good replacement. From what I read they seem to be almost the same drug. Please move this question where it is supposed to be if I posted in the wrong place ?
BehindtheShadow
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Sorry to hear that lady bitsYou'd think with all that heat you're having you'd not catch one
Indeed and being hot makes it worse it's a furnace outside and I'm walking around in leggings and a jersey....
I literally am a snot producing factory it's so bad I sound like a dude when I speak.
Had to tell my arsehole of a boss today that I had to go home and that he could get knotted....
FlawedByDesign
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FlawedByDesign
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Lol sound at least a bit tipsy, probably better stay indoors. If those doses of c-Pam are legit you better get right with the Lord or taper very carefully. Coming off of a decently organized taper a clonazoLAM(10mgs/day)had me sieze so hard my eyes almost exploded(busted capillaries covering the whole of both eyes.
A good place for you to start would be to quit using recreationally and only when needed for tapering(I say that after having just drunk a glass of water laced with 10mgs of diclazepam to “unwind”)(assuming you even want to quit) I know how dayum hard it is though to be craving a buzz and only having benzos on hand. Weed helps me a lot
Edit: please forgive my Bradbury like tangents.
A good place for you to start would be to quit using recreationally and only when needed for tapering(I say that after having just drunk a glass of water laced with 10mgs of diclazepam to “unwind”)(assuming you even want to quit) I know how dayum hard it is though to be craving a buzz and only having benzos on hand. Weed helps me a lot
Edit: please forgive my Bradbury like tangents.
T. Calderone
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Dang shroomy, benzo wd is horrible. Way worse then opiates for me because of the extra head spins.
What's your taper schedule like- how much valium/etiz now?
What's your taper schedule like- how much valium/etiz now?
ShroomySatori
Bluelighter
Benzo withdrawal since Sunday. um, um, uhhhhhhhhh. I haven't had a seizure yet. If I don't finally get more today, I am going to be in for a world of hell on earth.
I stretched out my supply, but I gotta get my shit today or my whole entire life is going to fall apart irreparably. If not this time, then next. I'm trying not to think about it. I should be able to get them this morning.
I take 20mg xanax a day to get by, a minimum, and I've had a 10mg valium every 12 hours with a very low dose of etizolam since the weekend. Not fun. Been on this shit for 5 - 6 years. Ever since the first one I took, I haven't missed a day. Reminds me of the absolute worst heroin withdrawals in some ways. Not so much physical torture at all in my case but anyone knows it's a nasty wd. Except the medical community, apparently, as I would prefer to detox of heroin than this. At least I could lay back and get hit with the ride through hell without worrying I was going to drop dead. I have a serious seizure-phobia now since I feel like I'm always on the verge of one and my mind is going fucking crazy. The only reason I can presently type is because I caved and took more this morning. Time is of the essence, the hospital sounds so awful and the medical treatment here is such garbage that I would probably resign to death.
If this becomes the death of me, seizing alone from lack of anxiety meds being too stubborn to seek medical attention for too many reasons to list, for far too long, then so be it. I ain't doin shit if I can't get hooked up with more pills. The medical community has done nothing but harm me and I would absolutely be sectioned and unable to leave for a while. All the while being judged as a junkie. They are so stupid at health care they'd probably tell me to come back in a week. They are so stupid I wouldn't even be properly tapered. Fuck that, I'd rather drop dead.
Are there any warning signs for the seizures? I heard that they can come right out of the void and you don't even know what's going on, wake up on the floor. Can bite your tongue off and stuff. At least if I knew when shit starts getting really dangerous... I'd compare it to the bad-acid-trip x severe panic attack x some of the H withdrawal symptoms
I stretched out my supply, but I gotta get my shit today or my whole entire life is going to fall apart irreparably. If not this time, then next. I'm trying not to think about it. I should be able to get them this morning.
I take 20mg xanax a day to get by, a minimum, and I've had a 10mg valium every 12 hours with a very low dose of etizolam since the weekend. Not fun. Been on this shit for 5 - 6 years. Ever since the first one I took, I haven't missed a day. Reminds me of the absolute worst heroin withdrawals in some ways. Not so much physical torture at all in my case but anyone knows it's a nasty wd. Except the medical community, apparently, as I would prefer to detox of heroin than this. At least I could lay back and get hit with the ride through hell without worrying I was going to drop dead. I have a serious seizure-phobia now since I feel like I'm always on the verge of one and my mind is going fucking crazy. The only reason I can presently type is because I caved and took more this morning. Time is of the essence, the hospital sounds so awful and the medical treatment here is such garbage that I would probably resign to death.
If this becomes the death of me, seizing alone from lack of anxiety meds being too stubborn to seek medical attention for too many reasons to list, for far too long, then so be it. I ain't doin shit if I can't get hooked up with more pills. The medical community has done nothing but harm me and I would absolutely be sectioned and unable to leave for a while. All the while being judged as a junkie. They are so stupid at health care they'd probably tell me to come back in a week. They are so stupid I wouldn't even be properly tapered. Fuck that, I'd rather drop dead.
Are there any warning signs for the seizures? I heard that they can come right out of the void and you don't even know what's going on, wake up on the floor. Can bite your tongue off and stuff. At least if I knew when shit starts getting really dangerous... I'd compare it to the bad-acid-trip x severe panic attack x some of the H withdrawal symptoms
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