Hey guys,
I haven't been on this forum for a while now. This forum was my saving grace. I left my email here a while ago and just received an email from someone suffering from LTC. This forum saved me because knowing that one person made it out of this gave me the belief that there is a way out, and it is my utmost belief that recovery is possible for everybody. Hopefully I become that to the people that preceded me.
It was a hard pill to swallow but mine took 6 years to fully recover, and trust me it wasn't because of my lack of pursuit to recovery. I pushed every fucking day. I had every symptom in the book. DP/DR, anhedonia, apathy, panic attacks, floaters (HPPD), anxiety, depression, and I forgot what else. The only thing i didnt suffer from which seemed common was tinnitus.
I'm fully recovered and on fire! Killing it! trying to make up for lost ground. This community saved me and I want to help as much as I can. I don't come here as much anymore but If I can give you some support or advice feel free to email me
This affliction is very subjective. Everyone has a different chemical balance so it requires a lot of self-awareness so you can modify your treatment to what you are feeling. The only thing certain is the effects of MDMA on your axons and neurotransmitters and how it affects the rest of your body (i.e. cortisol levels, serotonin & dopamine levels). Understanding this will give you better understanding which vitamins you need to promote in your body. Neurogenesis and mindset is crucial as well.
All of you guys will get better! Ive seen the worse cases here recover and some don't. I believe it comes down to what Henry Ford said "Whether you think you can, or you think you can't--you're right"
Godspeed guys, TBH this was the worst thing that ever happened to me but it was also the best lesson I received in life.
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