Ketamine - First Time - V festival Ketamine Experience

[Michael2k17]

Some of you may know me from an old post about a high MDMA dose,
I recently went to a british festival called V fest.
After partying hard on friday night i woke up on the saturday with no idea what had happened. I was out of MDMA but i opened my coat pocket and found a gram of ket.
I was very concerned as ive never tried ket before but had only heard the stories.

I waited until mid-day to begin the journey, i took 4 keys two for each nostril to start me off. I made my way to the dance tent and instantly i was feeling dizzy and light headed. Once i arrived at the tent i did a couple more keys, being careful to avoid the K-hole. I danced for 4 hours straight arms were very heavy and had no idea what i was doing.
I forced my way out the dance tent because something felt strange i was so hot but couldnt sweat. I had forgotten to drink water for the past 36 hours, as i got out the tent i went to tie my shoelace i blacked out, i woke back up and managed to find the "supermarket" i grabbed a bottle of water and drank it in seconds, i was on a mission: I had to get to my tent, as i stumbled my way back almost collapsing i could feel myself actually dieing i was so scared. I luckily found some friends and they escorted me home, i drank 2 1/2 litres of water and tried to mellow for 30 minutes. Something strange was happening i swore to myself i was done for the weekend but the bag of ket was calling me, I proceeded to spend 45 minutes trying to rack 2 very big lines of the stuff up, with the aid of my friend i completed the task.
Now for the story:
As the white goodness went straight up my nostrils i felt a huge relief and i sat back onto my camping bed. I thought i had fallen asleep but something was off i had extreme tunnel vision and was finding it very hard to speak. I was able to view my friends in this 4 dimensional view and saw their multiple personality traits interacting with me at the same time, the tent became very tall and soft and everytime i tried to explain that i knew who god was i was murdered by 'his' light and was respawned with the threat of permanent death if i kept trying to spill the secret. I had to expose him the more i tried the more he stopped my words and dragged me down underneath the tent while he tortured my brain. When i tried to leave the tent i was dragged away... It became a living nightmare for 12 hours as i battled god and his tyranical rule, my friend became the devil in the serpent form with two large dragon heads, he praised my unruliness and left me to be punished by god...
I cant remember how but i escaped the hole, it shattered my ego and left me so so tired, i had no emotions just i knew what i went through was hell, i had completely underestimated the ket hole, thinking the stories were fake, what felt like 12 hours was actually 2, as i came to my senses and grabbed 30 minutes sleep i revitalised and had a crazy flashback to about 4 years ago, I remember having a dream about this exact thing, is it possible i actually discovered the 4th wall so to speak and realised we are nothing in the eyes of the universe.
I finished the night with my ketamine and went back to only using keys and dancing instead of going on a journey.

Ket did scare me more than anything i actually asked friends to kill me to end the pain while tripping, however i am intending to go back into the K-hole and finish my journey, now i know what to expect i will go in better prepared with my close friend to trip sit me...I feel like some crazy warrior going to venture back into the abyss and come back with more knowledge, i will finish the mission and come back to you.
Hope you enjoyed my crazy trip...


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[heatlessbbq]

Very profound write up and review. I shall keep this one in the books.
Thank You for the research.

Did You mix it with only MDMA or were other psychedelics involved ?
I wish Your future ketamine PEAKS a lot more comfortable and visionary.

I recommend doing it by Yourself. Do You like root beer floats ?

 

[Xorkoth]

Wow, sounds like a really powerful experience. Ketamine is no joke, but it is also a pretty amazing drug.

I'm gonna move this to Trip Reports as that's what it is.

 

[d1nach]

Does this happen when they use it in the er???

 

[Xorkoth]

No, when it's used for anesthesia, they use a much higher dose (in an IV) than you would use recreationally and it pretty much instantly makes you unconcscious and unable to feel pain or be roused. It's one of the best and safest anesthesia drugs.

I had it one time when I was 15 for mouth surgery. They put it in my IV and told me to count backwards from 100. I got to 98 and was OUT. The next thing I remember is vaguely having the sensation that I was in a gray whirlwind, getting passed down it from doctor to doctor. I could feel myself moving. Then I opened my eyes and could feel them stitching my gums, and I heard "he's awake!" and they gave me a little more and I was out again, and next thing I knew they were waking me up and it was done and I was really groggy and dizzy. I hadn't ever done any drugs at that point or wanted to. Many years later I had ketamine and I was like, oh shit, that's what they gave me!

 

[LucidSDreamr]

^ thats crazy xorcoth, I had a similar experience with surgery when I was about 15 also. All I remembered was looking up at the doctors and it looked like the size dimensions were that I was in a football field looking up at a football statdium and the doctors were all the way at the top sets of the stadium and were all very big and tall.

This is when I was emerging. Many years later when I tried MXE (my first dissociative besides) DXM it I has very similar effects of depth perception and figured what they had given me was ketamine. I was also super naseous after like ket makes you but that couldve been from the other drugs too.

Now for the story:

had a crazy flashback to about 4 years ago, I remember having a dream about this exact thing,

I've experienced the very same thing on MXE which is quite similar to ketamine and DXM also. This de ja vu type experience. I don't know if the drug just creates the feeling of having remembered something you just observed in the hole to have happened years ago (a dream or another trip)...or if you are remembering something you really observed before.

Like in an MXE hole I have had dejavu to the experience of flying up a hill of sorts with red visuals going on in the sky heading towards this peak of the hill that whenever I hit it It was an explosion of euphoria and I was then under water in a pool of bodies (no water just totally submerged in human bodies)...I remembered this experience has having been experienced under DXM and that I had been there before, don't know if it I actually did experience it before though.

 

[Michael2k17]

Yeah was crazy bugging out almost certain I had deja vu, buying 2 grams on Tuesday and doing one at a party just to dance, but I'll wait a week or two and go in to a key hole and go deeper into it and try to get a very gritty report for you guys see if I can delve deeper into the whole biblical trip and come back with more info haha!

 

[vacuole]

inre: déjà vu experiences and dissociatives . . .

The phenomenon is fairly commonplace in the dissociative experience and (IME) becomes moreso the longer you ingest this class of drugs. It's called 'sense dependent memory,' and pretty much means that you're able to recall specific sensations and feelings and memories, sometimes in profound detail, that occurred while in the same (dissociated) mindset as you were before. It's a wholly fascinating sensation when it happens, and might also be a contributing factor to those who feel inordinately drawn to dissociatives.

I've also relived childhood memories on high dose dissociative trips that definitely weren't sense-dependent (I wasn't tripping ballz as a youngster). Memory recall seems to be programmed into this class of drugs.

 

[Speed King]

With recrrational Ketamine usage you need to be aware of where you are and how it effects you. It's best to be in a safe, comfortable place, with a trip sitter, to figure out how it will effect you. Different settings and your psychological state will have an effect on your experience.

I get I.V Ketamine infusions every 2 months in the hospital, for pain and depression.

I prefer the hospital setting, because I am able to dial in a baseline of sorts. I am now more comfortable with the idea of "home usage" of Ketamine. I can say, even at low hospital/therapitic I.V dosages, I trip. It is not quite K hole level, but tripping none the less.

However you choose to dose, be aware of your surroundings and be safe.

 

[LucidSDreamr]

Speedking is there any particular reason they keep the dose so law in this therapy other than God forbid someone should be high on anything besides liqour and cigs?

 

[Speed King]

Afailk, it is the current hospital I am at, but will assume it is a particular proticol they follow.

There is a Ketamine clinic in my are I am going to call, to see if their treatments are better or different, in any way. I certaniately do not think it is a legal thing.

Afa the lower amount given in treatment, seems to take better at the lower dose, given over a longer period of time, usually 8 hours.

I have had psychedelic experiences at the hospital dose. The fact that it is fed to me over 8 hours, lets my brain have plenty of time to trip off of what dose is provided. I'm happy, I'm chill, I'm sedated, so my brain needs a lower dose to trip on.