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Tryptamines The Big & Dandy DMT Thread - The 6th Recursion

Just had an extraordinary healing DMT journey. Will update more on later, need some time to process that!
 
One big toke, held it in, whisked straight through all the geometric patterning straight through to the other side. Most recently it's like I have multiple dimensions all bunched together in front of me with interactions so fast I barely catch sight of what those beings look like. Highlights of late have been an interdimensional dance off of sorts which brings from different dimensions and worlds contributing moves including me. My last most intense one was of being mentally and physically fixed or at least improved by a number of different entities. Since then the medicinal sacred powers of cannabis have become more apparent and it is definitely teaching me a lot. I may do one more hit soon to help with a few addictive and unhelpful patterns still holding me back but that will be it for a while. But I am really very grateful that this substance exists and I can get my hands on it. Would love to do another ayahuasca ceremony but I feel that having done that I am in a better place to learn from other psychedelics. I also took a mixture of iboga alkaloids late last year which was an incredibly powerfully healing experience with long lasting effects. My current trajectory is psychedelics as medicine. Definitely not preaching, everyone is free to explore and develop their own way of using these tools (another great thing in my opinion!), just giving a quick overview of my current relationship with this class of drugs in case it's of interest or resonates.
 
Somehow I still carry the DMT flame with me, even though it has been about 3 years since my last trip. An element of the experience is timeless, so perhaps that is how I am able to tune into it at various points. I still would like a refresher though, and the potential for new insight. Every trip, at least 15 over 5 years, was always so different...but the same in a way compared to the sameness of 'reality'. On a few trips I didn't get far past 'the veil', while other trips completely disintegrated reality and immersed me in a higher message. It was usually a yellow or white crystal/powder. Once I saw a browner crystal but didn't experience it. Apparently it was a more crude extraction with more alkaloids and probably solvent but it still worked for people.
 
I agree - it stays with you if you respect it properly. It is one of the most powerful medicines in existence. I find I need regularly refreshers but they are become less and less. I do LSD as a medicine and it works wonders as well, you don't need to do it much to learn the most. Time to process from powerful medicinal psychedelics is essential, however long that may need to be for you. My friends make it themselves, very pure, very beautiful, very powerful. Special stuff.
 
I've recently had my first journey into DMT world. I've smoked changa and it was beyond beautiful. I don't know if I "broke through", not sure what that means, but it was like a peak of intense LSD trip, with complete stopping of time and ascending into the white light. I can only compare the feeling with longing for God, sort of reaching into 'forever', while flying through opening lotus flowers in space. Absolute bliss!
 
I'm so jealous of everyone here. I just can't keep it in, it feels like tiny, barbed wire in the back of my throat. I've tried the machine, the key and vaping on a RDA.
I'm actually vaping nicotine right now to toughen up my lungs, which is a far as I'm willing to go, but I'm starting to think it's just not for me.

I've started to look into ayahuasca, since it more or less "easier" to make, but not looking forward camping near a toilet.
 
LostAtomsk said:
I'm so jealous of everyone here. I just can't keep it in, it feels like tiny, barbed wire in the back of my throat. I've tried the machine, the key and vaping on a RDA.
I'm actually vaping nicotine right now to toughen up my lungs, which is a far as I'm willing to go, but I'm starting to think it's just not for me.

I've started to look into ayahuasca, since it more or less "easier" to make, but not looking forward camping near a toilet.
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You might want to look into nasal administration. There's a TEK on the dmt-nexus on how to do that comfortably (as opposed to extremely painful and probably foul-tasting):
https://wiki.dmt-nexus.me/Ingestion_Methods#Hyperspace_Fool.27s_COCO_Tek_For_Insufflation_Of_DMT:

I think it does take a larger dose though.
 
Oral Harmalas (or another rMAOI) prior to smoking makes it possible to vape a bit, wait, then vape a bit more to get you where you want to. If the smoke is too much, smaller puffs could help?
 
DMT is one of those ultimate gems. Extracts are easy and you should be getting piles of white beautiful crystals. If anyone needs help with the perfect extract formula I conjured up, just hit me up.

I've extracted my pure white crystal gems in my time. Probably around 100 grams at one point. Once you get the procedure down to your own perfection it's easy as shit...

Beatiful white crystals are what you'll always get and want. You'll want to hit/vape it anywhere from 20-120mgs. The important thing is getting the first big hit, hold one for about thirty seconds, then finish it off in the second hit held for about twenty seconds. After that you can finish off with one final hit. That's the way to go to the outer space...;)
 
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dariozee said:
I don't know if I "broke through", not sure what that means, but it was like a peak of intense LSD trip, with complete stopping of time and ascending into the white light.
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I find the stopping of time absolutely incredible. While in that timeless state it seems impossible to understand what time is. Then I come down and it seems impossible to understand the timeless state. Yet there they are, opposites of the same coin. It has to be experienced to understand it.

All experiences are important and "break through" to me is relative. An intense experience is an intense experience and one can not compare to another's experience.
 
I agree with the poster. It is not important to 'break through' in the traditional sense, i.e. meeting entities, the kind of space Terrence McKenna described, but to have an intense experience that leaves you feeling different, hopefully in a positive way, and with a feeling that you have just been taught a lesson that you will need a bit of time to unravel or process. That's my experience. I certainly don't always breakthrough, but the vast majority of times I feel better and like I have moved forward in a way I don't yet but will grow to understand.
 
One big toke again and i was whisked into hyperspace, absolutely unbelievable and indescribable. It has left me feeling I really don't need to do it again for a while, need time to process the download from that one (or however you want to put it).
 
NiceEnough said:
need time to process the download from that one (or however you want to put it).
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Yipper, integrating is so important in all parts of life. To me it sort of means bringing light to the dark areas. I know for me even 15 mgs sessions need to be integrated for a few weeks. Some larger ones, 20-25 mgs need many weeks for me to chew on. A lot happens in those few minutes. :) Or at the very least I need time to decide if "a lot" happened that was of importance and most of the time it is important.

Someone on a board mentioned a fact that I still live by. Going session after session without integrating just makes each experience steam roll over the last one and lessons or wisdom are missed. Sort of an indigestion by eating too much and not letting time do it's thing. So really I go once and sit on it for a good while.

I am glad DMT is being studied by some respectable researchers. If anything it shows how far a mind can go. The lasting integrated lessons can really help some explorers too. It can be quite a glimpse into, into, into..... into who know what. :D
 
JackARoe said:
Yipper, integrating is so important in all parts of life. To me it sort of means bringing light to the dark areas. I know for me even 15 mgs sessions need to be integrated for a few weeks. Some larger ones, 20-25 mgs need many weeks for me to chew on. A lot happens in those few minutes. :) Or at the very least I need time to decide if "a lot" happened that was of importance and most of the time it is important.

Someone on a board mentioned a fact that I still live by. Going session after session without integrating just makes each experience steam roll over the last one and lessons or wisdom are missed. Sort of an indigestion by eating too much and not letting time do it's thing. So really I go once and sit on it for a good while.

I am glad DMT is being studied by some respectable researchers. If anything it shows how far a mind can go. The lasting integrated lessons can really help some explorers too. It can be quite a glimpse into, into, into..... into who know what. :D
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Definitely, processing and integrating are things I really try to keep in mind when using any psychedelic now. I have still have the odd LSD or occasionally DMT binge but there always comes a point where everything tells me to stop using whatever substance and consider whatever lessons or insights the experiences left me with. It isn't always easy, sometimes it involves a bit of painful soul-searching and re-evaluating perspective and life choices, but I really think that is part and parcel of using psychedelics as medicines - they are powerful, life-changing and can give you so much more than some pharma pill the doctor prescribes. Call it spiritual or call it self-improvement, personal development or whatever, I firmly believe that taken responsibly most psychedelics can really help accelerate your progress and undoubtedly there are physical benefits too. Used in this way DMT is definitely one of the most powerful compounds out there, more so (I believe) when done in a good ayahuasca ceremony in combination with the MAOI. But I really think that in the end only you can change and move in the direction you need to, these tools can only point the way or give you a bit of a jolt if you need one.
 
Would it be okay to smoke DMT in opiate withdrawal? I'm thinking 50 to 80 milligrams. I haven't smoked DMT since last year and never a breakthrough dose but I woke up today with the seemingly entirely random idea. I was thinking I'd have my little bro watch over me and explain the situation as nobody really knows I've had this habit for half a decade. The attachment is so strong now, all I can think about is the appearance, the smell, the taste, the high of that fucking heroin. I want it so bad it is crazy. I'd take it over really good sex easily and that is just stupid. I have been having really strong heroin cravings and after 2 weeks I am almost in the clear in terms of extreme physical dependency to the point of leaving me bedridden. My concern is my body is still really weak! Not my willpower, I am fighting for my life and I think I'd be really willing to just let go. I'm really accepting of any help at this point, it's ruined my life. I'm really trying and I have a reason to use, and with my brother watching over me, and being cautious and laying down I don't think it could be that bad. I am somewhat experienced by the way, having tripped around 100 times.

edit - I'm really glad I did that. I literally just fucked the universe, DMT has such a feminine energy for me. It is by far the best psychedelic for me, and although that was very intense and I got all 50mg in my dab rig and held that plastic smoke in deep. Laid right down and my bed and holy fuck it was amazing!!! There was such a reassurance that everything would be okay, it was exactly what I needed to hear 2 weeks clean and doubting myself. Fuck it was good.

2nd edit - I did this again, and the feminine spirit let me know the lesson wouldn't be so easy every time. I was really humbled by it. There was tons of euphoria the first time, but the 2nd time was very serious. I really got a lot out of both experiences, this drug is wonderful. Be careful though and be ready to accept what it has to show you.
 
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Shroomy, I had the same experiences when I used DMT in my days fighting off the talons of the opiate spirit. There were a few experiences at various stages of withdrawal, between a day and a week into it, most powerful after 5-7 days clean. She, The Goddess, wrapped herself around me and said without speaking that all would be OK, melting away the physical, mental and spiritual pain involved with coming back in tune with oneself and the universe. The message was also stern, that I must break free because my destiny lay beyond the control of the spirit of illusion, destruction and seduction. Opiates are a weapon of Lucifer I I've come to believe in recent times.
Many years later, The Goddess's touch rings as clear as ever, and that is the mark of truth.
 
I really agree, our experiences sound so similar. I just hope I can keep clean (I admire you for that, like anyone who has beaten an opiate habit). My first trip was essentially cosmic sex. My second trip an hour later was very stern. Reminding me that my destiny is in my own hands. Also, the first vision I had as it came on was of a group of tortured souls, without faces, reaching out to try and grab hold of me from behind bars. Then the Goddess was giving me the message like oh you think I'm gonna fuck you like that every time you trip? It was much more humbling the second times, but easily just as useful.

I find it interesting how you refer to Her as a Goddess because I do too. DMT is a Goddess, man. I felt the female energy from the very first time I smoked it. Even when receiving harsh lessons and truths, I never get anxious with this drug and it's easy for me to get anxious with LSD-type drugs like al-lad, eth-lad, meth-lad, 1p-lsd. This is totally cool with me, I am honestly worshipping this Goddess of a spirit and I'll continue to vape it to get there until I am clean and well. I'm really doing a lot better since I vaped 50mg twice earlier today. I actually would use a higher dose next time and I'm using a dab rig with a scoop dabber, certainly getting a high percentage of product.
 
Hey so I have been hitting DMT a lot since then. So, for almost a month I have been dabbing it in my rig anywhere from nothing to three times a day. I personally think it is a much more agreeable drug with my body than cannabis. I have never gotten anxious on it, and I have a panic disorder... even on breakthroughs.

I feel better if anything and I am doing this to overcome heroin withdrawal. It has been a long time away from heroin now, well not too long, I think about it every day. DMT is by far my favourite psychedelic and the one that has helped me the most. I often feel like cosmic information is being transmitted to me and rearranging my brain. The visuals are sometimes lovely and intricate, with entity contact, serious life lessons when I'm confused about little things, and even on breakthrough doses it just appears like I am laying there for 15 or 20 minutes taking a nap.

Am I missing something here? I feel like it's healthy almost? I know for sure that it's helping me now because if I use heroin so much as once more I will die before the age of 30. I just don't understand how it rejuvenates me instead of taking away. I see this as a Godly medicine. The trips can vary a lot... sometimes they are too intense that my visual cortex is overloaded and I don't have those types of lovely experiences and it is extremely intense. During those times I wake up saying things like holy fuck repeatedly and quickly and breathing heavily and like just completely overwhelmed and excited about what the absolute fuck just happened to me. That's more like an 80mg dose for me... usually weigh out a little bit less like anything from 30 to 60 depending on how kicked into the curb I am by that fucking dope.

I am going to respect this drug though, and I feel like I am. I always have some sort of reason to use it that is related to getting clean. Anyone else smoke it a lot? Like... is it bad to take low temp dabs of dmt a lot? Like what if I took a year break once I feel like I'm clean and I don't reach for it anymore. Does it fuck up your lungs or is it unhealthy in any way? It's really helping me relax and ride through this fucking hell of a journey but like, I just don't get how it actually feels healthy.
 
Changa you say? I've never tried it before! I'm very curious as to what it has to offer. Have you tried the Holy Powder from Terra Jhoul? It's straight from Spain and it's as pure as pure can be, Holy Powder is DMT that looks just like cocaine, and it takes significantly less to blast off into hyperspace - perhaps 1/2 of a usual dose of FB - I remember toking a hit after a hit then passing out and waking up bouncing on a cotton ball that was huge and rainbow, mostly green and purple, and the hairs looked like grass that didn't stop dancing or growing! And not only did I visit that space but I also visited another planet- seemed like it was a low quality simulation - and my skin matched the green floor of unrendered grass and red lava lookalike. All in all, if you say changa is more welcoming, then I better try some out myself!
 
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