I feel stupid being in a rehab. Drugs are supposedly so destructive and addicting (probably are), but still everyone here is chain smoking tobacco, which is statistically by far the most addicting and damaging commonly used drug there is. Kills more people than other drugs (including alcohol) combined. I smoke probably twice as much now when I've been clean for a few months and it's supposedly all great, right direction etc. No one says a word about smoking and some of the staff are smoking with addicts and it's a non-issue. They even say that whatever you do, don't try to quit smoking. Social services are bitching about one little relapse, but smoking is a non-issue also to them. Which is literally saying that you can smoke as much as you want, but anything else once more and we stop working with you and cut your benefits.
It would probably be healthier to end this rehab and go back to other drugs. I would still smoke, but much less. Vaping bud and using opioids isn't as damaging, if I know anything.
It would probably be healthier to end this rehab and go back to other drugs. I would still smoke, but much less. Vaping bud and using opioids isn't as damaging, if I know anything.