Yay! What a good day u had!! And dude , if ur going on a date, make sure u cut back on all opioids... we all know they screw up, ummm, sexy time. Who says sexy time? I don't know but it made me laugh.
let me know how it goes. Maybe this'll really help u cut down a bit. H is tough. I'm lucky I don't have access to it cause there's nothing like it.
And yes, a psychologist to talk to and possibly a psychiatrist for possible meds really would help. And if u don't like them, u can niece go back and look for someone else. Trust me, im so wary of shrinks... but if u find a good one (which takes work) it can change your life. So don't shut that door, ok? It's worth trying. Nothing will force u to stay. It's just an experiment. Think about it?
as far as kratom, I use Bali. It's suppose to be the most euphoric and opioid like.... remember I have an anxiety disorder so I wouldn't try the more energetic ones. I tried Maeng Da and didn't like how I felt.
here's a copy (I think it's ok for me to paste this here since I'm not naming a website) of some types and their description :
im gonna pm u later.
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[TD="bgcolor: #F5F5F5"][]Bali[/URL][/TD]
[TD="bgcolor: #F5F5F5"][]Euphoric and the most classic opiate like among the strains of kratom[/URL][/TD]
[TD="bgcolor: #F5F5F5"][]1/2 – 3 teaspoons[/URL][/TD]
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[TD][]Maeng Da[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]Energizing and stimulating with pain killing effects[/URL][/TD]
[TD]["]1/2 – 3 teaspoons[/URL][/TD]
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[TD]]Red Vein Thai[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]Similar to Bali with fewer negative side effects[/URL][/TD]
[TD]]1/2 – 3 teaspoons[/URL][/TD]
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[TD][]Red Vein Kali[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]Sedating and more classically opiate like[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]1/2 – 3 teaspoons[/URL][/TD]
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[TD][]Green Vein Kali[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]A stimulating strain which also has painkilling attributes[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]1/2 – 3 teaspoons[/URL][/TD]
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[TD][]White Vein Kali[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]More euphoric or dissociating[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]1/2 – 3 teaspoons[/URL][/TD]
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[TD][]White Vein Thai[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]Stimulating strain with euphoric and dissociating properties[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]1/2 – 3 teaspoons[/URL][/TD]
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[TD][]Super Indo[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]Similar to Bali with less euphoria[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]1/2 – 3 teaspoons[/URL][/TD]
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[TD][]Super Green Malaysian[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]Varies between suppliers but is typically more stimulating with little euphoria[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]1/2 – 3 teaspoons[/URL][/TD]
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[TD][]Ultra Enhanced Indo[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]Most euphoric of the extracts and works well for reducing social anxiety[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]1 gram or less (if mixed with powdered leaf)[/URL][/TD]
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[TD][]Ultra Enhanced Maeng Da[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]Powerful extract that is both stimulating and painkilling[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]1 gram or less (if mixed with powdered leaf)[/URL][/TD]
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[TD][]Thai Essence[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]Somewhat weaker than Ultra Enhanced Indo by weight with a bit of a Maeng Da kick[/URL][/TD]
[TD][]1 gram or less (if mixed with powdered leaf)[/URL][/TD]
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[TD][]Full Spectrum Tincture (FST)[/URL][/TD]
[TD]The original likely had synthetic 7-hydroxymitragynine but current formulations are basically Ultra Enhanced Indo in liquid form[/TD]
[TD][]0.25mL or more[/URL][/TD]
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