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You Right Now...V2

Joined my mum at her meditation group at the church tonight. Wasn't sure if I was gonna enjoy it as they do also listen to a tape on meditation that discusses it with a Christian angle, but the actual 25 minutes of meditating has left me feeling SERENE. AS. FUCK.
 
Joined my mum at her meditation group at the church tonight. Wasn't sure if I was gonna enjoy it as they do also listen to a tape on meditation that discusses it with a Christian angle, but the actual 25 minutes of meditating has left me feeling SERENE. AS. FUCK.

Might have something to do with all the drugs mate.

How come you managed to get away with writing 'fuck' in capitals?
 
I think it only decapitalizes your comment if it's all in caps. Or maybe if more than a certain amount is all in caps.

I dunno, I'm not the bluelight police :?
 
Yes I am. Really? I must hang out with the bitter parental realists then! Check out Hollie McNish's 'Nobody told me' https://holliepoetry.com/2015/09/17/nobody-told-me/ if you're into parenting realism <3
I don't mind giving you the lowdown on the gritty reality of parenthood if you like. It's just a shame that abortion isn't legal up to the age of 18... ;)
I know far too much about the gritty side parenthood, probably that's one of the reasons why I don't have any children, never felt any maternal instinct, ever... much respect to all you parents
 
I'm also a FUCKING fan of FUCKING meditation FWIW :)

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Nice! I don't know if I could even identify a specific technique I use, sometimes I'll use a mantra or follow breath but a lot of the time I just sit and observe my thoughts in a passive (non interfering) way. I've been doing it off and on for years and definitely notice myself feeling more clear headed and less anxious when I'm practicing regularly.
 
Spent the night finding new tunes on beatport. For some reason I always avoid it, then remember that my life is massively improved as and when I bother.
 
Spent the night finding new tunes on beatport. For some reason I always avoid it, then remember that my life is massively improved as and when I bother.


I've still not got the hang of shopping for Wavs/MP3 :/

I have however just got into trawling through discogs to get all the old tunes I missed over the years, spent my evening sourcing some gems :)


This was also week one of my testing modafinil, so late nights have become a thing... not a massive fan, but the following days dose seems to sort that out.

Looking forward to sleeping for about 20 hours come saturday!!
 
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