^I had midazolam ampoules once, they were pretty awesome. Best benzo experience I've ever had. I'm sure IV flunitrazepam would at least be equally nice, if not better. Anyway, I've tried 3 benzos IV'd (namely all the water soluble ones that are available here in Belgium + the midazolam, which isn't Rx'd here. I got that one from Holland. The other two were flurazepam & loprazolam) - midazolam was the best BY FAR. It actually had a little 'rush' (if you can call it that), which the other benzos did not have at all when IV'd.
Yeah I'm pretty interested in nifoxipam because someone told me recently of its relation to flunitrazepam. (I believe it's an active metabolite of flunitrazepam if I'm not mistaken?), in any case that caught my interest) Also, etizolam is a thiënodiazepine and called euphoric by many-a-folks.
The only other thiënodiazepine that I know of is one that
is on the market as an Rx medication (in Belgium at least), namely brotizolam, the equipotent thiëno-analogue of triazolam. Now, I've tried both triazolam and brotizolam, and I have to say, the 'thiëno version', brotizolam is
a lotmore enjoyable than the 'benzo version', triazolam. Where triazolam just makes me super groggy, brotizolam gives me a pleasant 'wonky' feeling that's akin to being drunk but a lot more pleasant without the unpleasant side-effects of alcohol, plus it's also rather nicely sedating, and not in an annoying debilitating way like triazolam kinda is.
So yeah, etizolam and nifoxipam were already on top of my potential 'to-try' list of RC benzos. Thanks for the tip though! I might order some soon actually, since I might run out of benzos because my doc will be on vacation when I need to go in for a refill. If he is gone already next monday, I will have no choice but to order an RC benzo to get by on for ~30 days (so I'd order a 60 day supply to be safe). But first I'll try my doc next monday.
OT: Woke up, shot 80mg oxy & ate ~30mg methadone. About to take 12mg bromazepam and 1g acetaminophen as I have a slight headache. Also sippin' on a red bull. Caffeine (when taken in moderate doses) tends to potentiate opiates for me somewhat. Only if I Don't exaggerate with it though, 1 red bull is the perfect amount of caffeine.
Mornin' BL! Hope you are all feeling as good as I am!
I just popped the rest of the 80mg methadone capsule that I took 30mg of this morning. I'll wait an hour, but if I'm not where I want to be yet by then, I'll up my dose (the amount will depend on how good I feel, but could be up to another 80mg - bringing the total to 160. Today is 'done day for me. 
