jayjaysleepyhead
Bluelighter
I notice theirs no crime forum on bluelight, so im putting this on here as I belong on here being british ,surprising really as I personaly turned to crime in my 30s to feed my addiction as i couldnt fund it any other way. Now im a lot older and even though I still use once or twice a fortnight im nowhere near the way I was but and its probably because I spend too much time alone, I keep plotting to rob a pharmacy me and a friend,we chatted for an hour and I eventually hung up as I could hear he was getting exited, wanting me to do all the hardwork and him the getaway driver,yes ok pal u only live in the same town and know all backstreets and talking about taking a hostage but not harming them, he was getting so pumped I got pissed off,its different doing it& fantasising about it. I mean im 44 u would get 6 to 8 years for robbery with a hostage minimum and if your armed ur fu..ed , im also tapering off 2 major medicines diazepam&methadone which are not easy and I dont need freaks and dealers contacting me, as lonely as ive become with 0 energy I gotta do this alone for me then my dad,as he is all ive got as distant as he is , im telling u guys time stops for noone and before u know it ur not that same person with all the energy and enthusiasm in the world so if ur young get clean, get a life before ur too old,i mean ive left it late, really late and maybe just maybe I can turn this around , what im saying is, its ok to fantasise just dont act on it and let some d.head talk u into it . Ok crime does not pay it just adds to ur addiction as when u get out a prison, u maybe homeless and jobless what then ay, ive f.....in been their and it aint nice folks I got lucky