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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: Euphoric Rambles for Swirling Souls

^My brother met Tarja Turunen back in the days, got her autograph I think
 
^Not a fan of her voice, I think she struggles to sing in tune and the "operatic" nature is cringeworthy. Their new singer, Floor Jansen, is great though. I fell in love with her watching a concert a few years back. :D

I actually often do that with musicians. Like John Lennon, I seriously, deeply loved him some time ago. I just wanted to look at him, think about him, just his 'existence' made me feel good. I would get goosebumps just hearing him speak. I would have had babies with his dick if I could have. ;) (I am basically straight, but hero worship runs strong in me!!).

Of course, John was actually quite a violent and petty, jealous guy, not exactly physically beautiful but he became iconic to me.

"I was feeling insecure
You might not love me anymore".

I'll always love you John, rest easy. <3



I took some 3-MEO-PCP today and it just feels so right. I really want to make things better for everyone :D <3
 
I'm on 3-MeO-PCP too. Let's make things better for every soul on the planet <3
 
First time I heard Lamb - 'Gorecki' was a drum n bass remix, so long ago! fell in love with it and discovered I liked a lot of their music. I think this is the version https://youtu.be/KBMaBYE-Awo

I have been in the non-swirly headspace for a little too long, well its my standard tolerance break period, which will be ending this holiday weekend much to my appreciation. I will likely be posting results here of my first time with 4-ho-met. I don't expect it to be much different than 4-aco-met, so I do expect it to synergize well with a dose of 3meo which I am also very excited to get back in tune to.
 
Oh, wow, 3-meo-pcp is really something else... I cant even explain what Im feeling right know. I've been having a pretty rough year, everything I thought I could trust in is in question right now but today I just said 'Fuck it' and took some dissos and went to a rave... Which was awesome btw and now Im coming back home feeling preetty out of it but I've experienced true happyness for the first time in a very long time and right now I understand that this is the feeling that makes everything worth it. The connectedness, the realization that we are all humans and we are all struggling but we are all also doing our best to do our best... I know it's a though that rationally doesnt alllow itself to any concrete or productive praxis but emotionally, spiritually, it is so healing, makes so much sense, feels so important to keep in mind... I feel I've facing the void all my life but I choose existance, i choose joy, I choose optimism..!

Theres nothing to hold to but in all this cosmic chaos there is constant movement, and movement is energy, energy is power, power is joy!!!

Maybe the whole universe is just a chuckle in the void

I will choose to laugh along. I will choose to dance and cry and live...
Somehow I managed to isolate myself and now its 5 am and im walking alone but I choose to love myself... My love will heal me and aid me, love is such a powerful thing...
 
Img_9999 said:
I know it's a though that rationally doesnt alllow itself to any concrete or productive praxis but emotionally, spiritually, it is so healing, makes so much sense, feels so important to keep in mind...
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I'm starting to feel this way, too. It seems that the most important changes in attitude one can experience are not a result of any rational concept or knowledge, but rather an intuitive sense. Suzuki likens it to the taste of sweetness; until you have tasted honey or sugar for yourself, no words can meaningfully convey it.
 
perhaps I have to get me some of this 3-MeO-PCP; as highly spoken of as it is. I did enjoy (rather too much at times) ketamine. thing is I'm on LMT which antagonizes and alters the effects of ketamine and almost certainly all NMDA antagonists on a cellular channel level I think, and going off LMT + ACH propensity for mania sounds like, well,potential for mania
 
I heartily recommend it SKL. Very clean drug, multipurpose- can be stimulating and creative at low doses, gets bit measure but euphoric and highly dissociating at higher doses. For me, its something that is highly usable so should be approached with caution. Ive taken it most days for the last month, my depression has lifted a lot. I'm thankful for that.

I plan on some ghb and 3-meo-pcp (can someone rename this shit please??) today.

Merry Xmas :)

Please all, stay safe <3
 
I hated 3-MeO-PCP the first few times I used it, but I've associated it with a strong anxiolytic effect, so I've begun to use it occasionally for that purpose, before important job interviews or stressful things of that nature. Using it with serious medicinal intent has changed the effect from something quite unpleasant to something I can enjoy.

I think that strong intent is key with any drug use, even alcohol. The intent can be as simple as euphoria, but in that case you must believe in the value of euphoria.
 
^What did you hate about it? I must say, I didn't love MXE when I first tried it, I didn't like the serotonergic effects, always made me feel slightly uneasy particular weird feels in me legs. 3-meo-PCP does this to some extent but doesn't feel as pronounced as MXE. Then again, my tolerance has increased and I think I am starting to experience the effects of mid-term (been using this increasingly for 2 months) serotonin increase which I guess is downregulation in some sense. At least, my legs are no longer feeling weird. And my mood is less focused on suicide.

Its one thing I don't like heaps about phenethylamine psychedelics in particular, the serotnerigic effects. I could be mislabelling something else entirely because the same effect doesn't happen in as pronounced fashion on mushrooms/tryptamines but does on LSD and hugely so on MDxx. But I get the same restless uneasiness on tramadol, DXM and first experienced it when I was prescribed SSRI's.

At the low doses of 3meopcp I am taking these days, I don't seem to feel this strangeness.
 
swilow said:
^What did you hate about it?
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It was quite dysphoric for me. In retrospect, that dysphoria is interesting because it seems to allow me to confront a darkness in my mind that is otherwise repressed.

I'm not sure I've ever noticed the serotonergic effects you're describing.
 
3 meo pce thank you for helping dig me out of a pit of despair and helping me act like a normal human during the xmas season. Back drinking again these past few days, will probably stop monday. Psychedelic heroin for real. Its like I was just stuck in bed wanting to die until I dissociate myself from the pain and say fuck it Imma do me fuck everything.

Also. Big ups to my brother for putting up halloween decorations and spelling out "revolt" in bricks on my moms front yard. Ill try and get a picture up its pretty funny. Make us celebrate a holiday, okay, cool, lets do it freestylr mode.
 
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yepyepwoah said:
3 meo pce thank you for helping dig me out of a pit of despair and helping me act like a normal human during the xmas season. Back drinking again these past few days, will probably stop monday. Psychedelic heroin for real. Its like I was just stuck in bed wanting to die until I dissociate myself from the pain and say fuck it Imma do me fuck everything.

Also. Big ups to my brother for putting up halloween decorations and spelling out "revolt" in bricks on my moms front yard. Ill try and get a picture up its pretty funny. Make us celebrate a holiday, okay, cool, lets do it freestylr mode.
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I'd love to see pictures =D

Am I remembering correctly that you're in South America yepyepwoah?
 
Peace guys, y'all say it too well, all I can do is punctuate it with a 'life is a helluva drug' something something, 'like they said' I dunno but I have had enough for one round. Shaking it off in safety is most appreciated.
 
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