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Just wanted to make sure I wasnt cluttering up the thread too much in my fucked up state xD I had no idea you could switch to desktop though, I could probably do that on my tablet. Thanks for the info and merge friendo :D have fun with your cocaaaaaaine

Popped 100mg of tram, probably gonna double it since I would like to be much higher (no weed smoking due to sore throat :c). Not complaining though, I feel great on this stuff no matter what dose. Very very fond of deez pills.
 
^If it is an android tablet and you use the chrome browser app, you just tap the 'settings' icon in the top right corner, and somewhere in the menu there will be 'request desktop site' with a checkbox next to it. Should work on any android device, as long as you're using chrome browser. I don't know about the option on other browsers as I only use chrome.

Thanks, I am having fun with it fer sher. :) And yw for the merge, it's no biggie.

OT: Coked up to the max. Wondering if I should call it a night and take my comedown meds, or go for 1 more shot first. MMMhhhh.
 
If you're posting here to chat, we'll just assume you're high lol

Feeling nice, dope dabs joints, been chilling with this chick since yesterday, it's nice cause she's really hot, but she won't do anything so it just gets frustrating lol

I love those stories of like, this kind of w/d is worse.. I think it's dependent on SO many different factors, including the set and setting of your w/d situation, that it's hard to say what's the worst, ya know? Like I bet a gram a day IV heroin (or smoking heroin if you think that's worse) w/d done in a luxury suite with room service and maid service, unlimited cannabis and PRN comfort meds, and a pretty lady to keep you busy wouldn't be so bad at all. I mean, I'm not saying it's great, but I bet that wouldn't be as bad as a 100mg/day heroin habit detox done in county jail...
 
What do you mean by 'to chat'? In what sense of the word? I didn't ask anyone to chat via IM if that's what you meant, which is typical for me when I am on stimulants.

Or did you mean I don't post unless I am high? I do respond to people who are talking directly to me (or us, in this case ;)) which is pretty much all I did. But you are right, I barely post here when I am not high. It's not so much that I don't like posting when sober, but usually when I'm not high I am in opiate withdrawal these days and you're right to say that I don't engage in conversation via forum posts often when I am withdrawing. Whenever this happens my (already few) posts are usually as short and to the point as possible. I always do this when I'm feeling like shit from the dts, but I do still read the forum (just DC, mostly) though and moderate where necessary.

So yeah, you're right, I become a little antisocial when in w/d. I don't abandon my post as a mod though during these times. I just don't like posting about my w/ds like I used to. I don't like complaining about the same thing time and time again since it's my own damn fault for always relapsing. :D

Took 90mg morphine, starting to come down smoothly now.
 
Ugh, finals are kicking my ass.

This morning, I popped a 20mg Adderall XR, a 10mg Dexedrine XR, and snorted 5mg of Addy IR.

10 hours of schoolwork later, I'm finally ready to relax. Just took 0.5mg Clonazepam, 1.2mg Etizolam, 600mg Gabapentin and I'm packing a bowl right now.

I'm debating grabbing some wine for tonight, but I know that the moment I start drinking I won't be motivated to do any more schoolwork tonight. And I really should do schoolwork tonight, I have one week of school left before finals so I really need to kick it into high gear, but holy shit. Getting an engineering degree from the toughest university in my state is about as easy as it sounds...
 
Yeah when I post here I'm usually high. Unless I'm at work, in which case I'm looking for something to distract me on break.

Grand total: 7.5mg benzocaine, 5mg DXM, 6.25mg doxylamine, 100mg tramadol, few cups of Red Borneo, and a stupid amount of Etizolam. Either my tolerance has skyrocketed, or this stuff degraded a lot somehow.

Seriously I dosed like 3mg 3x throughout just the night and I hardly feel it. Maybe I just think I'm sober and in actuality I'm passed out drooling on some couch somewhere....Or it hasn't kicked in yet?

Oh well, I'm sleepy anyways so goodnight BL.
 
Burnto: I saw your morning fix post. Brofist from one master chipper to another, Mr. G :)

I'm still high as shit. I took 25mg hydroxyzine about 5-6 hours ago and another 25mg just now to boost it. Visited friends on the other side of Portland and got a double scoop of honey lavender ice cream from Salt and Straw. Awesome. We mostly just spent the afternoon talking after going on a walk through the arts district. Couldn't make it to Multnomah Falls because the highway was closed.

Daycations kick ass. Even though I'm not drinking, taking any banjos, or smoking weed. I feel like I don't need any of those things right now. And any of 'em would probably set me into a nod lol.

Time to listen to some music and start really maxin'.
 
I B Profane said:
Ugh, finals are kicking my ass.

This morning, I popped a 20mg Adderall XR, a 10mg Dexedrine XR, and snorted 5mg of Addy IR.

10 hours of schoolwork later, I'm finally ready to relax. Just took 0.5mg Clonazepam, 1.2mg Etizolam, 600mg Gabapentin and I'm packing a bowl right now.

I'm debating grabbing some wine for tonight, but I know that the moment I start drinking I won't be motivated to do any more schoolwork tonight. And I really should do schoolwork tonight, I have one week of school left before finals so I really need to kick it into high gear, but holy shit. Getting an engineering degree from the toughest university in my state is about as easy as it sounds...
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Don't drink, do your homework kid.
 
bomber said:
Don't drink, do your homework kid.
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Well, the good news is, I finished my homework, so I decided to drink =D

So here's my update,

Morning:
20mg Adderall XR, oral
10mg Dexedrine XR, oral
5mg Adderall IR, nasal
600mg Gabapentin

Evening:
300mg Gabapentin
3mg Etizolam
0.5mg Clonazepam
750mg Phenibut
Lots of Franzia (yeah, I know...)
A couple one hitters of some really good weed

That last etiz I took has me feeling pretty sleepy, I feel accomplished today and ready for bed. I've had a very productive day, but I also try respect the work hard-play hard dynamic ;)

EDIT: It's worth pointing out that I'm an ex-opiate addict (haven't shot dope since March 8th 2014) which would explain my very high GABAergic tolerance. Even though I haven't used opiates in a very long time (save for the occasional kratom or tianeptine here and there), I still feel like my benzo tolerance has gotten ridiculous. I might try and taper a bit over winter break.

See, the paradox is:
1) I need to get this engineering degree in order to secure a solid future for myself, and my girlfriend (who I hope will one day be my wife)
2) In order to tolerate (or even do remotely well) in school, I need stimulants. I don't see how it's possible to get this degree without 'em.
3) I need stimulants to tolerate school, but at the same time I need benzos to tolerate stimulants.
4) I'm now locked in the "taking amphetamines and benzos every day" trap, and since I get both Clonazepam and Dextroamphetamine prescribed by my pdoc, it's 100% legal
5) I've been taking stimulants nearly every day since I was 16, and benzos nearly every day since I was 19. I'm now 24. So is this sustainable? Personally speaking, it works for me...but I wouldn't recommend it to anyone else, frankly.
 
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I B Profane said:
Well, the good news is, I finished my homework, so I decided to drink =D

So here's my update,

Morning:
20mg Adderall XR, oral
10mg Dexedrine XR, oral
5mg Adderall IR, nasal
600mg Gabapentin

Evening:
300mg Gabapentin
3mg Etizolam
0.5mg Clonazepam
750mg Phenibut
Lots of Franzia (yeah, I know...)
A couple one hitters of some really good weed

That last etiz I took has me feeling pretty sleepy, I feel accomplished today and ready for bed. I've had a very productive day, but I also try respect the work hard-play hard dynamic ;)

EDIT: It's worth pointing out that I'm an ex-opiate addict (haven't shot dope since March 8th 2014) which would explain my very high GABAergic tolerance. Even though I haven't used opiates in a very long time (save for the occasional kratom or tianeptine here and there), I still feel like my benzo tolerance has gotten ridiculous. I might try and taper a bit over winter break.

See, the paradox is:
1) I need to get this engineering degree in order to secure a solid future for myself, and my girlfriend (who I hope will one day be my wife)
2) In order to tolerate (or even do remotely well) in school, I need stimulants. I don't see how it's possible to get this degree without 'em.
3) I need stimulants to tolerate school, but at the same time I need benzos to tolerate stimulants.
4) I'm now locked in the "taking amphetamines and benzos every day" trap, and since I get both Clonazepam and Dextroamphetamine prescribed by my pdoc, it's 100% legal
5) I've been taking stimulants nearly every day since I was 16, and benzos nearly every day since I was 19. I'm now 24. So is this sustainable? Personally speaking, it works for me...but I wouldn't recommend it to anyone else, frankly.
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Good then :P

I don't think opiate use has anything to do with gabaergic tolernace. I could be wrong, though.
 
Burnt Offerings said:
^ I hate IV cocaine. Sure the high is great and all but vanishes QUICK. Like, in a matter of minutes.
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I wouldn't have done it if I didn't have morphine & benzos for the crash. :) I kinda hate it too (even though the rush is pretty sweet, it's over too quickly and the crash is too harsh) if I don't have the proper drugs to come down with.

bomber said:
Good then :P

I don't think opiate use has anything to do with gabaergic tolernace. I could be wrong, though.
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You're right, it does not.
 
SirTophamHat said:
Burnto: I saw your morning fix post. Brofist from one master chipper to another, Mr. G :)
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Yeah, all it took was a short ride into the ghetto. That's the east coast for ya I guess.

It's so boring out here I swear...all any of my peers want to do around here is freakin' drink all the time and I get sick of that QUICK. I know that there's some stuff going on out here because there's 1 million+ people in this county and it's on the doorstep of NYC, but unfortunately I don't know enough people I guess.
 
I B profane how many classes are you taking ? I got finals too . Only difference is I'm a daily IV h user which is really hard to balance with college and maintain straight As but I've managed to somehow .
I'm not in a super fancy engineering school but good job man I should be clean since 2014 and am not I'm very mad time flies so no choice but to go to school.
Oh and Valium 10 mg gabapentin 600 mgs dank purp skurp weed
 
Went and got three grams of sum dank from a old friend i hadnt seen in six months and he also gave me some nice molly so add 100ishmg mdma
 
Took 1mg Diclazepam and 200mg Tramadol a short while ago. Can feel the trammy tram starting to creep up on me @.@ I had an awesome buzz going off of Benadryl, Dayquil, and Kratom at work though haha. (HR DISCLAIMER: DXM should not be combined with drugs that increase serotonin levels such as Tramadol or else you risk seizures, serotonin syndrome, and other bad stuff. DXM was taken long before the Tramadol and only at a dose of 20mg.)

Anywho, I either a) DESTROYED my benzo tolerance without my knowing (wonder if THAT'S ever happened before....), or b) somehow let my liquid etizolam expire. I left it in my car in 10F weather for a few hours, maybe that did it? I'll try it laterm tonight.

Tldr: 1mg Diclazepam, 200mg Tramadol, residual diphenhydramine and DXM (probably ~10mg of both still active). High as fuck. I feel the need to talk to everyone but also lay down on the floor and take a nap. Tram is weird, but I think I like more because of that.
 
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