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What drug makes(made) you who you want to be, a better version of yourself

Kratom.

And that's why I REALLY hope it stays legal.

While I'm on it I have almost zero social anxiety, generalized anxiety, depression or OCD, pain relief and lots of energy.

It's better for my social or generalized anxiety than my Klonopin prescription.

It's better for my depression than my Lexapro or Prozac which I took before that.

It might be sedating at times, but mixed with some coffee it gives an anxiety free energy, whereas something like Dexedrine can potentially cause me anxiety on the wrong day.

It's better pain relief than any OTC pain reliever.

I really feel like it's not just a drug but MEDICINE.

It has its negative side effects for me as well, but overall it makes me feel like I don't have a number of the issues which cause me problems in daily life.

I'm just hoping and praying it somehow stays legal.
 
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Opiates for chronic pain.

Other drugs that I used to feel great on are running their course. Tolerance is a problem for all. Some just don't seem fun anymore. Abusing alcohol heavily has me reevaluating my substances. I still take some drugs just out of habit. Or psychological addiction to stimulants. *sigh*
 
Being high on opiates are the only time I can actually be myself. I have life long crippling social anxiety. I have tried numerous drugs, years of therapy, and all sorts of things. Being really high on opiates is the only time I can be myself.
 
The best version of myself is me - sober. Drugs dont improve much. It might feel as if it does, but long term its a illusion. Maybe i´am "better" on substance X for a while, but after a while any drug will take its chance for the worse.

You cant change who you are. Just accept it and try to make the best out of it. Failing is part of life. Going on is what makes people better, as they learn.
 
rujex said:
The best version of myself is me - sober. Drugs dont improve much. It might feel as if it does, but long term its a illusion. Maybe i´am "better" on substance X for a while, but after a while any drug will take its chance for the worse.

You cant change who you are. Just accept it and try to make the best out of it. Failing is part of life. Going on is what makes people better, as they learn.
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Heroin makes me less anxious and more social and meth makes me work really hard. A lot of the supervisiors and crew leaders have said im one of the hardest working persons theyv ever met if only they new what my secret to hard work was lol.
 
^It must be a great job to make you risk meth addiction just to be productive at it.
 
bomber said:
^It must be a great job to make you risk meth addiction just to be productive at it.
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Im still a great worker and very productive without it. But if i do meth before work it makes working fun and my performance is better than usual and helps with my adhd. It makes the day fly by to causr we usual work 10-12 houts straight and oft4n dont even take a lunchbreak.
 
Im probably the only person at thr comlany that dosnt smoke weed. My co workers all say that weed helps them work. For me weed messes with my head and brings ul bad thoughts. Obisvisilly weed is a much safer doc than meth but we all havr something that makes us function better for my coworokrrs its weed and for me its meth. But i never use more tha. 2 days in a row and takr probably about 15 different vitmians/supplmenets to try n compensate for all the damage meth does youur body. My teeeth are fine my skin is a lot better than the average person. The only thing about my appearance that makes me look slightly tweakerish is how i have really long thin hair and my clothes are the cheapeast stuff they havr on shelf at Walmart but iv always had a bum/grungy style.
 
Thepriest said:
Im still a great worker and very productive without it. But if i do meth before work it makes working fun and my performance is better than usual and helps with my adhd. It makes the day fly by to causr we usual work 10-12 houts straight and oft4n dont even take a lunchbreak.
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Yeah I see that meth makes you work even better than you would sober, but Im not very sure what kind of job would realy worth taking meth to increase productivity at it. I mean it's meth.
It's good you practice harm reducion,though.
 
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