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Drug from the past...

ahhh those are like my number one - what went wrong? so jealous and sad for you at the same time lol :p

I had a huge fentanyl habit at the time, it was a few years back but as far as i can remember i had a couple of tablets, dug one and had absolutely no effect due to tolerance, so thought i'd do the rest at once and something went wrong, but the pink mush was impossible to filter and clogged the pin to the point it was unsaveable- or something along those lines I can't quite remember. I do remember the feeling of bitter frustration though, i carry it to this day :!

Aye Limpet i learned that to my sorrow, should've asked advice beforehand! I still have some actually I found my old stash the other day; been away & clean for 2 years but having a few weeks (in theory) retox. Looking forward to trying it without the cocktail i used to always be on though so I can see & appreciate the effects fully. Been stored in a cool dry place for the last 2 year so as far as i remember there'l be no issues with shelf life, can anyone confirm?

Nimetazepam & Desomorphine are second on my list
 
Dextromoramide, a few years ago the entire stock of an drugstore supplier was stolen. Newspapers were full of warnings, but there never was a flood of casualties there after. I guess the thief made good use of it, they have an affinity higher then the blocking effects of methadone at high dosages. So addicts were given these to take orally on top of it and prevent relapses to heroin. Guess that trial got stopped prettey quick.

Would love to smoke some Spoetnik again, don't know what was in that hash besides THC. But there surely was something more then a heavy stone in there.
 
Old barbs? yeah be fine as. People are still getting wankered as their ol' granny dies and the odd stash gets uncovered.

Will be getting to try desomorphine soon. Intend to explore the different desomorphines too. Bog standard what one gets from reduction of alpha-chloromorphide is what afaik;) I'll be receiving. Sadly it seems like the process does NOT work for dihydrocodeine.

And it won't be krokodil either, you cannot pay me enough to defaecate on such garbage, hell no!
But cleanly, catalytically reduced (a palladium catalyst so I believe;)) alpha-chloromorphide.

I've tried alpha-chloromorphide though, although as yet not desomorphine. It was WEIRD. I would never for a picosecond bar relieving morphine WD have even said, never mind wikipedia stating '10x morphine', but it was a peculiar manner of psychostimulant, akin to an extremely selective and fairly potent DARI with a direct dopamine agonist mixed in. Like say desoxypipradrol and pramipexole mixed together.

Ipioid-wise my really desired list is-pethidine, ketobemidone, dipipanone, and dextromoramide, not counting desomorphine as that WILL be mine. That one is a go-er for sure:) Going to try both preparing freebase from salt, then vaporising it with a little tiny bit of caffeine to help it melt, and injecting. Maybe snort a line too.

Its going to be tried too with the four other really easy access strong opiates that I have access to, morphine sulfate (as well as each of the freebases of these, although of the last I have only ever injected it IV never smoked it), dipropionylmorphine propionate/sulfate salt, don't matter which much, oxycodone and dibenzoylmorphine (the one only injected but never smoked so far), have also thought of procuring some 6-monoacetoxydihydromorphine, which has THE most astonishing rush and kick to it I've ever experienced from an opioid. Plus its corresponding propionyl ester, mono, not dipropionyl that is.

Wonder what monoesters of desomorphine are like. Could be either a loser or a real winner, who knows until its been put into a squishy wet warm meatbag. And hey even if they aren't winners, the data as to IF they are active and if so, how so, is nevertheless valuable to be put into the public domain from one who can, for both those who cannot and those who could and would but have not. Because I shall be going on a 'desomorphine safari' for want of a better term. Hunting down various big game with my trusty punt gun (these were wide, massive-bored black powder musket type muzzle loaders back in the day, a kind of elephant gun equivalent to a modern antitank cannon, much bigger slugs fired than .50 caliber though, some of them were like, quarter pound and I've even heard of half pound lead balls and slugs being fired from such antiquated weapons. It is in this case mind you, going on safari with the needle, the PH pen and the IR thermometer gun (these are not quite so accurate as my preferred in-flask mercury thermometers but ARE pretty neat all the same for many uses. Pistol-shaped, with a wide hole containing the IR measuring lens and a laser targeting reticule at the top just above it that can be turned on and off, with the magazine being a PP3 type battery that fits into the pistol grip and a readout, switchable between centigrade and farenheit for any old fashioned luddite sod that won't make with the times and step out of the jungle shack. Like americans=D Dextromoramide I think I could ...get hold of..with quite a lot more effort than desomorphine.

I also really want to try levorphanol. Doesn't it have some NMDA antagonistic effects as well?
And just now thinking of that I would like to try racemethorphan too. So there are both MOR agonist opioid effects and dissociative effects.
Dipipanone will be a hard beastie to chase down, load the elephant gun and shoot my target. Would be curious to try the thiambutenes too.

I think of these, the dipipanone and maybe ketobemidone will be the most difficult to accomplish the acquisition of. I'd LOVE to try a mix of desomorphine and dipipanone, or desomorphine and ketobemidone, also, I really want to try hydromorphone and oxymorphone. Not a fan of oxycodone due to all the kappa-krappa action going on there, and we do not USE hydrocodone here so I've never had that. And I am not so in a hurry to waste resources on such a weak opioid. Because at least to me it WILL be weak considering the amounts of morphine, oxy or both, or dipropionyl/dibenzoylmorphine I can safely and enjoyably hit up.

Just beginning to feel the onset of an IM dose of a mixture of morphine and dipropionylmorphine...ooohh yummy, its just starting to make me feel rather nice, JUST the first hints of ptosis, I am at the ciggie stage of beginning to make a rollup and will be ready and craving to smoke it within a few minutes at most. And my hands and face have the loveliest warmth coming to them. Thats one thing I rather like about IV prope especially, the delicious feeling all body warmth in common with opioids, but especially the way they make your hands feel like when its the few minutes after you come in from a long travel in cold weather and then have a rollup ready in liquorice papers, some nice amber leaf, and then you light up whilst you put the oven on maximum blaze, nothing inside, but prop the door open and toast your numb,freezing cold paws whilst smoking your smoke and exhaling a big fat 'aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh'=D

Prope especially, and especially especially when given IM, does that. Its one of the first alerts, the lovely toastiness of my hands. And toasty mctoast-toasteh they are getting. Time to make my rollup. Mmm..first itch now...first satisfying scratchety scratch (with an old antique whalebone or ivory-handled silver blade. A fish knife apparently. Found it originally, in a skip, along with a true treasure trove of other old goodies)

Such as a 15th-16th century jerusalem cross, in solid silver, really big and heavy, there is almost certainly an oz and a half or so of silver there maybe more than two oz going by hand-heftiness and comparison with a weighed ounce sack of skunk, hell there might even be 3oz plus of silver in the thing. A load of buttons that were silver-colored so I took those too, and tested them by roughening a bit of one with fine sandpaper, dampening it and then exposing it to a stream of hydrogen sulfide gas (caution, this is not just a nasty stinker of rotten eggs, but it is a lethally poisonous gas, comparable to cyanide, and is equally rapid acting or can be about as fast as cyanides in offing someone incautious with it. And it numbs the olfactory sense too, so that a concentration that is enough to be fatal but not so great as to drop the poisoned person to the ground instantly unconscious, yet to quickly kill cumulatively, it first paralyses the olfactory nerve, so one thinks the stench has departed and the H2S has gone away. It probably hasn't, you just cannot smell it, so keep working and then drop dead. But it is useful in chemistry, and also as a quick and reliable test for silver, because it forms a blackish dark grey surface patina layer of silver sulfide when exposed. Wetting helps too to allow dissolving of H2S in the surface layer of moisture, and thus facilitating greater access of the hydrogen sulfide to your suspected silver.

I tested the buttons employing the H2S test thusly, and they went blackish grey, plus filed some off the rear surface where it cannot be seen, so as to strip off any plating layer and it still blackened. Found a broken rolex watch, or one in which the battery has died. Still valuable even if I cannot get it to tell time again, for scrap. Gold strap and most of the watch with tiny wee diamonds embedded in the interior. So good for scrap if nowt else. Sell the gold and the stones etc. then use them to buy silver, and nitric acid, and make silver nitrate which one can then sell for more than the price of the silver metal you started with, the HNO3 is not really worth considering much in the expenses as it is not particularly costly, especially not if buying WFNA or RFNA (white and red fuming nitric acid respectively, the latter containing dissolved NO2) and diluting, since silver nitrate is traded in the gram and multiple tens of grams type ranges for easy sale to average home consumers rather than businesses, so I wish to start with a small investment and then work up, using the profits of the first batch of AgNO3 to purchase more silver, and then sell the somewhat larger batch of AgNO3 and so on until I am actually making some spends from it too as well as simply sinking everything into more silver and more nitric acid. Although my favourite reagent supplier can get me the white fuming nitric at a very cheap price per liter, I'll shop around for the best prices on fine silver, as of course being of reagent use it must be of excellent quality rather than silver with other metals in it. If I do a job, I am satisfied when, and ONLY when, that job has been done to exacting standards and the resulting fruits of my labours whatever that labour may have been, is not only a tasty, juicy, perfectly shaped fruit, but I want it polished by a bunch of slaves watched over by a whipmaster, and the slaves being provided with a suitably high quality polish an fine microfiber cloth rags that are not only clean, but have only just been taken from the packet and handled with tweezers, woe betide said polisher-slaves if they should ever so much as breathe upon, never mind fucking actually touch the microfiber weave soft cloths. The whip-master would be getting over-lash pay and I'd need to buy another slave, the new one with some skin on their flesh and not covered in quicklime:P

If a job is to be done at all, it is worth doing both correctly and to be considered finished once it has been done excellently. I want my fruit to be flawless and polished to a mirror-like shine so bright one can shave one's nackers in order to better target a urine stream off the top of a high-rise building onto the ugly little vestigial neck-knob (not bulb, not swelling, but K.N.O.B, spelled with a capital letter sweatypenis, !KNOB!head)
and thusly not have one's sighting down the barrel obscured by pubes so that you never have to look at such an ugly sight as her Mayness the Maynus for longer than one has to before successfully launching a jet of piss down the back of her neck.
 
Quaaludes, Ludes (Methaqualone) were Hands Down, the BEST Drug ever to hit the Streets. They were very accessible in Bklyn. I first saw them around 1970 in the 400 mg capsule made by Parked Davis which were Blue and Green and also Pink and Blue made by Wallace called Optimills!! After that came the 300mg tablets from Rorer which changed hands to Lemmon called 714's...
Sadly, they were removed from society somewhere around 1980 to my memory. I did see a show on TV about production of Bootleg Pills that are being smoked over there. I wonder why they don't eat them and wonder how we could get them over here!!
 
Thankfully they and other super heavy tranx were long off the scene by the time I got into all this shit, as I would have loved them and they most definitely would have killed me by now. Managed to get my hands on 4 boxes of Phenobarbital about 10 years ago which I smashed down me in next to no time due to my really chaotic use over that particular period - by all accounts they are probably the least impressive of anything along those lines but Jesus they still hammered the crap out of me and it makes me shudder to think how I managed to get away with it intact...

...ish
 
Iffiest oldschool tranq score I've had was a bit over an oz of veronal (lab grade, not pills, it was the first of the barbs, long acting, like the shitty pheno, but much nicer), god damn that stuff had a fuck of a kick to it. After some unfortunate events due to chance and others maliciousness. Situation evolved whilst had been caining the stuff like no tomorrow, knew I had way more than enough to taper, but got jailed, cold turkey WD from that nearly killed me. Fuck me, got to be the nastiest thing I've ever been through, of any kind. Caustic in the eye, WP burn, having the flesh stripped off my hand by SOCl2, powder burn to the eye, high dose 24/7 GBL WD, all of it together doesn't even come close to how damned awful that one was. Fuckin hell there aren't words for it.

Really want to try ethchlorvynol and glutethimide.

Tip for anyone seeking ludes, look for esters of anthranilic acid, they are in certain consumer products, if you care to look. Lower molecular weight esters that can easily be hydrolysed to give anthranilate salts with base.


Surprised it too hasn't been shitcanned, but probably the last, bar phenobarb, of the really heavy duty proper tranqs around would be chlormethiazole (heminevrin), indicated for short term anxiety treatment, alcohol detox (it inhibits alcohol dehydrogenase and makes a little alcohol overly potent, don't drink on it unless you really are familiar with the drug, and work up in small quantities of alcohol, or it could easily finish you off). Been doing a mix of that and nitrazepam recently and bugger me that makes for a real wallbanger of a combination=D
 
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I would like some Anchors or Clogs from 2001 please! Perhaps some Alex Grey Hoffmans 2006 as well or a nice Purple Om.....

EDIT: Some more 4-mar would be lovely actually! Naughty Naughty more Orgasms in a 96 hour period than you could shake your shrivelled stick at even when it was shrivelled!

Hmm all this thread has done has tempted me into finally getting some ludes later, can't believe all these people struggling to get them i've seen loads of them around in the past few months!
 
Problem is people got to work for the stuff, make it themselves. But large volumes of alkyl anthranilate esters are available in consumer products, with a little internet searching.

Would love some 4-MAR. The cyanate route makes it an awful lot more attractive a prospect than fucking around with cyanogen bromide thats for fucking sure.

Never had 4-MAR, but doesn't it have an awfully, awfully steep dose-response curve with very little warning properties between the going being good and OD?
 
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