Just Hanging, is there a thread for that?

[justahigh]

Yep, I'm hooked again. But this time it's the hot. Never thought I'd be using that, after 6 months clean after an Oxy detox.

It happened so fast. No one knows I use drugs. Everyone I know including my husband has a "normal" life.

With a chance meeting of one dude, and a bit of a taste I'm sitting here in pain. Because that one dude I know, well he's in hospital and there's no one else I know.

My nose is running, my stomach is cramping and my daily dose costs $XX. I don't even know how much that is.

So what do I do now? I had no symptoms coming off at detox. Why am I in such pain now. And do I parent and be a wife tmo?

I'm on CL hoping I can find something before the morning.

 

[zephyr]

Get some imodium for the cramping and try to sit it out mate.

If you dont want to tell your husband you are just going to gave to tell him you are sick and come off it on the sly.

Go get help though. Go to your doctor.

 

[justahigh]

Get some imodium for the cramping and try to sit it out mate.

If you dont want to tell your husband you are just going to gave to tell him you are sick and come off it on the sly.

Go get help though. Go to your doctor.

Thank-you, Its really kind of you to reply. And I did take some clonidine, valium and even an old ketamine troche I have left over before spinal surgery. But none of that worked, and in the end its was 56 hours of no sleep and exhuastion which knocked me out and cured me, and last night a new dude with a small supply turned up at a place I frequent?!

I dont wont to go the methadone route. Has anyone tapered by cutting back to nothing without medical help such as Methadone, GP's etc?
Im hoping to get through this quietly, in saying that, thanks bluelight for allowing my noise to be aired somewhere..... here, where else could I do this.

 

[Fasttracktohell]

I feel your pain. Go to the doctors and try to stress the importance of wanting to quit / detox. I would also recommend getting on a mental health plan. If you can find a way to quit now then do it, otherwise it's inevitable your husband will find out (not sure how understanding he would be).