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Amphetamine makes me overly emphatic

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So I've use speed every now and then for many years, I've noticed that every time I do speed it makes me very emphatic and I start to remember all the bad things I've done. I understand that speed makes many people cold but never have done to me. Its so overwhelming that I rarely do any speed.
 
This is the same reason a lot of late-stage heroin addicts don't like smoking weed, it makes them too introspective about themselves and who they are and where they're going and what they've done and how they feel about it. Others just plain don't like smoking weed, but it seems to come second to their dislike of its introspective properties.

Maybe don't use certain drugs if you don't have the proper set (mindset) and setting?
 
ErgicMergic said:
This is the same reason a lot of late-stage heroin addicts don't like smoking weed, it makes them too introspective about themselves and who they are and where they're going and what they've done and how they feel about it. Others just plain don't like smoking weed, but it seems to come second to their dislike of its introspective properties.

Maybe don't use certain drugs if you don't have the proper set (mindset) and setting?
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With cannabis I also go extremely intro perspective, but also with amphetamine. I dont know many people that amphetamine does to them. I just to remember very old things that I did something bad (not releated to drugs) and I feel quilty, I might remember somthing that did when I was teen, like bullying someone. It might because my mind goes very focused and my meory works very good, normally I might not remember those things.
 
It's just making you think too much, at least your not one of those people that need to be sat down and told " look man, no hard feelings, but please stop talking."
 
2minuteSnoots said:
It's just making you think too much, at least your not one of those people that need to be sat down and told " look man, no hard feelings, but please stop talking."
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Im one of these too the problem is I sart to tell other people what have I done and so on, when I take speed I just tell anything. For me its perfect serum to tell truth. If I take speed I should not be around people or in internet, because I tell everyhting about my life, thats crazy I feel so ashamed next day. Same goes to alcohol.
 
nah, amps make me talk a lot and fiend for cigs and weed.

oral cocaine has made me 'roll' and be very empathetic towards people. very strange.

we all handle drugs differently m8. if one is affecting you negatively then drop it.
 
PotatoMan said:
nah, amps make me talk a lot and fiend for cigs and weed.

oral cocaine has made me 'roll' and be very empathetic towards people. very strange.

we all handle drugs differently m8. if one is affecting you negatively then drop it.
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Avtually its not negative that it makes me remember many old thigns in my life.
 
I'm a heroin addict of sixteen years, clean now, but always have loved amphetamine throughout addiction, for its empathetic qqualities, I never felt the negative side of it, always the positive upbeat empathy, unless I'm crashing, and then, I would take something to calm down. ..its emphatic in a euphoric way not a marijuana way...
 
It makes me empathetic to other meth addicts and why they do what they do. I guess ifs from going through the same thought processes as others compared to straight edgers.
 
Well, it's the other way 'round for me: when the slowpoke, under-performing prefrontal region of my noodles ain't happily swimmin' in stims, thus enhancing my emotional awareness and control, I'm prone to say stupid insensitive crap to people who don't deserve it, or reveal stuff that shouldn't be told to anybody but my wife or mother... perhaps; consequently, for witnesses of my irrational logorrhoea, I'll come across as a jumbo dimwit jerk or an easily-manipulated, naive dumbfuck - even tho my IQ is quite above-average if I may immodestly say so. IM(ADD)E too much stims turns me into a paralyzed mute, but I guess hefty doses act as a truth serum for people with a relatively normal-functioning prefrontal cortex.
 
Ne0 said:
Everything, it makes me think too much and feel too much emotion.
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I am always thankful for the ability to express myself without limitation while under the influence.

Then I am usually at least a little embarrassed when the drugs wear off.

I've found the key to be in doing the same drug with other people, then you can warn each other "dawg imma drop some shit on u (optional: and it's partly cuz we are twacked("

Also it is good to have an unspoken understanding with your bro(s) that after the sesh is over, it's not spoken of again.

This approach always worked for me. Usually if you are hanging with vets--not literal vets but experienced users--then they are familiar with the situation and the proper etiquette. Nothing is forcing us to forget what was said, but it's a damn good thing to not take it seriously and definitely not go to those certain places/subjects/topics when sober.

In fact I believe I've had certain friendships improve under this modus operandi. The most important factor is who you're hanging with and knowing whether or not they can vibe without verbal fuckery.

I hope some of that makes sense ^^^
 
Methamphetamine is an empathogen at first for the user, but over time/with continued use it gradually takes on the opposite quality...tweakers are more often than not very selfish and self-obsessed (although they can also be very generous with their personal supply of drugs, moreso than people who are into "downers" IMO/IME)

I never really got much of an empathogenic effect from just regular d-amphetamine.
 
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