swilow
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Are you feeling a bit better swilz?
Yeah, pretty good. Not as hatefilled or sad.
Right now, in the moment, I feel very relaxed and very stoned.
How are you?
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Yeah, pretty good. Not as hatefilled or sad.
Right now, in the moment, I feel very relaxed and very stoned.
How are you?
Crashing
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I feel like the US govt is trying to keep their money within the US, and ordering international right now is pretty sketchy because a lot of folk see a bank collapse coming very soon. I just ordered a very small something from Canada and have my fingers crossed. I hope the very worst that can happen is a simple seizure and loss of product. Just gotta have faith that the fact were trying to get by on as little resources as possible will pay us back with good karmic debt.
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^ I'm pretty sure you'll be fine, personally I think the risk of ordering international is way overhyped. I've been ordering shit from all over the world for as long as I've known how to buy stuff off the internet, way before it was ever drug-related, and I've never had a single package come under suspicion for any reason. When it comes to research chemicals, I've actually never even made a domestic order, and I've had times where I order a ton of different things at once. It all comes fine and on time as long as the vendor does their part right.
Not that I'm encouraging anyone to take greater risks, but I really don't think there's much to worry about there especially with ordering personal amounts. There's nothing inherently weird or suspicious about ordering something internationally.
Not that I'm encouraging anyone to take greater risks, but I really don't think there's much to worry about there especially with ordering personal amounts. There's nothing inherently weird or suspicious about ordering something internationally.
Yeah, pretty good. Not as hatefilled or sad.
Right now, in the moment, I feel very relaxed and very stoned.
How are you?
Happy to hear that. :D
yeah doing well, still. Had a tiring week last week since I am not used to being so busy and so physical, was pretty inactive and depressed for a while.. but I am happy that I have prospects again which help me to do my very best to recover and reintegrate. I so recommend acid with pregabalin, yesterday when I went to bed I took some pregabalin and theanine on the tail end of the acid and it made me really ecstatic.
On another note, I called the company today where a placed an order for brewing equipment and they were "processing" my order for 2 weeks though every item was supposed to be in stock. The guy apologized and said that one item was out of stock after all but came in today so it would get shipped. Do you smell bullshit? ;D Oh well, I'm not even mad haha.
Also I'm given the time to keep doing the work I am doing now by the welfare service, I have another independent guy for looking to get a paid job again I can live with anyway.
Hey uh do you know what low dose oral cannabis does for relaxation and is it really tricky and dysfunctional if you dose low enough? sorry ill take the tripping thread or CD for that next time
I don't think I know what made you so angry or sad before - if you feel like talking about it of course. The bad times suck, have/had plenty to be angry or sad about... but sometimes small things can turn out to be important to help embrace the positive vibe again. I could (what is the past tense of could while also in the sense of 'possibility'?) desperately use a place to belong or some recognition irl after messing a lot of things up by not being able to cope, feeling like an outcast. Now I have something, that's great for the time being and a possible start of more.
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Xorkoth
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Yeah, likewise, I have ordered RCs from overseas (and some sch 1 things before too) so many times I can't possibly keep count over the past 11 years, and never one time have I had any issue.
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That's good to hear too, makes me feel even better. I still wouldn't push my luck too much at once for sure, but I really don't think of it as that massive of a risk to the average user. One small package coming in is like a needle in a haystack, people order stuff internationally constantly every single day, most of it not drugs. Every now and then someone has to be the poor sap who gets singled out unfortunately, but that is the nature of what we do in the world as it currently is. I still honestly feel safer doing this than I did doing most street deals for products I was less confident about, and I haven't had to do one of those in years now because of that, so it is what it is....
I still wouldn't push my luck too much at once for sure, but I really don't think of it as that massive of a risk to the average user. One small package coming in is like a needle in a haystack, people order stuff internationally constantly every single day, most of it not drugs. Every now and then someone has to be the poor sap who gets singled out unfortunately, but that is the nature of what we do in the world as it currently is. I still honestly feel safer doing this than I did doing most street deals for products I was less confident about, and I haven't had to do one of those in years now because of that, so it is what it is....
Xorkoth
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Yeah getting drugs from random dealers is way riskier. If it's a friend or something then that's the safest way, but online ordering is pretty safe. Domestic ordering is nearly 100% safe because they're not even allowed to open domestic mail (unlike international).
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Reference to ergot fungus, right? Nice.
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I really love poems man. This Venus and Adonis by Shakespeare is interesting. Here's the synopsis:
Adonis is a young man renowned for his incredibly beauty. However, he is not interested at all in love; he only wants to go hunting. Venus is the goddess of love. When she sees Adonis, she falls in love with him, and comes down to earth, where she encounters him setting out on a hunt. She desires him to get off his horse, and speak to her. Adonis doesn’t want to talk to any woman, not even a goddess. So she forces him. She lays down beside him, gazes at him, and talks of love. She craves a kiss, he wants to leave and go hunting. He manages to get away, and he goes to get his horse.
At that moment his horse becomes enamored of another horse, who at first resists, but soon the two animals gallop off together. Which keeps Adonis from going hunting. Venus approaches him, and continues to speak to him of love. He listens for a bit, then turns away scornfully. This pains her, and she faints. Afraid he might have killed her, Adonis kneels beside her, strokes and kisses her. Venus recovers and requests one last kiss. He begrudgingly gives in.
Venus wants to see him again, Adonis tells her that he can’t tomorrow, because he's going to hunt the wild boar. Venus has a vision, and warns him that if he does so, he will be killed by a boar. She then flings herself on him and tackles him to the ground. He gets away from her, and lectures her on the topic of lust versus love. He then leaves, and she cries.
The next morning Venus is roaming the woods searching for Adonis. She hears dogs and hunters in the distance. Thinking of her vision that he will be killed by a boar, she is afraid, and hurries to catch up with the hunt. She comes across a hunting dog that's severely injured. Then she finds the dead body of Adonis. He has been killed by a wild boar. Venus is devastated. Because this happened to her, then for all of humankind where ever there is love, there will always be suspicion, fear, and sadness. Adonis’ body has grown cold and pale. His blood gives color to the plants all around him. A flower grows from the soil beneath him. It is white and purple, like blood on Adonis’ flesh. Venus, bereft, leaves the Earth to hide her sadness where the gods live.
Adonis is a young man renowned for his incredibly beauty. However, he is not interested at all in love; he only wants to go hunting. Venus is the goddess of love. When she sees Adonis, she falls in love with him, and comes down to earth, where she encounters him setting out on a hunt. She desires him to get off his horse, and speak to her. Adonis doesn’t want to talk to any woman, not even a goddess. So she forces him. She lays down beside him, gazes at him, and talks of love. She craves a kiss, he wants to leave and go hunting. He manages to get away, and he goes to get his horse.
At that moment his horse becomes enamored of another horse, who at first resists, but soon the two animals gallop off together. Which keeps Adonis from going hunting. Venus approaches him, and continues to speak to him of love. He listens for a bit, then turns away scornfully. This pains her, and she faints. Afraid he might have killed her, Adonis kneels beside her, strokes and kisses her. Venus recovers and requests one last kiss. He begrudgingly gives in.
Venus wants to see him again, Adonis tells her that he can’t tomorrow, because he's going to hunt the wild boar. Venus has a vision, and warns him that if he does so, he will be killed by a boar. She then flings herself on him and tackles him to the ground. He gets away from her, and lectures her on the topic of lust versus love. He then leaves, and she cries.
The next morning Venus is roaming the woods searching for Adonis. She hears dogs and hunters in the distance. Thinking of her vision that he will be killed by a boar, she is afraid, and hurries to catch up with the hunt. She comes across a hunting dog that's severely injured. Then she finds the dead body of Adonis. He has been killed by a wild boar. Venus is devastated. Because this happened to her, then for all of humankind where ever there is love, there will always be suspicion, fear, and sadness. Adonis’ body has grown cold and pale. His blood gives color to the plants all around him. A flower grows from the soil beneath him. It is white and purple, like blood on Adonis’ flesh. Venus, bereft, leaves the Earth to hide her sadness where the gods live.
Just got home from having dinner and seeing Deepwater Horizon. Fuck that movie, and fuck the director Peter Berg.
Defining and reshaping such a significant event in the collective consciousness with so strong a US nationalist, anthropocentric, and black and white "we're not the problem, they are" perspective. I screamed the entire drive back and still feel frustration that needs to be expressed and gotten out. The motherfucker dared to make a movie about one of the worst ecological disasters in the past two decades and not only completely change the focus to a narrow and singular minded point of 'Three corrupt BP company men, a rig of 'good family men', and those men's 'heroic' actions to try and save the day', but also leave out entirely the massive ecological impact and disaster it caused for the environment and fellow life forms that live around us, not to even mention the Earth itself. And then to find he's directing and has in post-production a film about the Boston Marathon bombings. Peter Berg, you asshole of epic proportions.
To focus my anger, no outrage, on you is to do the same as you've done with your hollow and consciousness killing film; to miss the point entirely. Yet, you still exist and uphold that which seeks to obfuscate and condemn the truth, and in doing so, I cannot hold my tongue.
Defining and reshaping such a significant event in the collective consciousness with so strong a US nationalist, anthropocentric, and black and white "we're not the problem, they are" perspective. I screamed the entire drive back and still feel frustration that needs to be expressed and gotten out. The motherfucker dared to make a movie about one of the worst ecological disasters in the past two decades and not only completely change the focus to a narrow and singular minded point of 'Three corrupt BP company men, a rig of 'good family men', and those men's 'heroic' actions to try and save the day', but also leave out entirely the massive ecological impact and disaster it caused for the environment and fellow life forms that live around us, not to even mention the Earth itself. And then to find he's directing and has in post-production a film about the Boston Marathon bombings. Peter Berg, you asshole of epic proportions.
To focus my anger, no outrage, on you is to do the same as you've done with your hollow and consciousness killing film; to miss the point entirely. Yet, you still exist and uphold that which seeks to obfuscate and condemn the truth, and in doing so, I cannot hold my tongue.
swilow
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It really shouldn't be a film. I cant wait to not see it...
Bagseed
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that molecule is LSD but with methyl-ethyl-amide not diethylamide. but yeah, of course a lysergamide. I already saw that comic strip a few years ago and wondered if that drug has ever been made and tested...Reference to ergot fungus, right? Nice.
np that while somewhat studying:
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Carbon Based Lifeforms is one of my favorites. I remember holing to the album World of Sleepers when I started experimenting with MXE and finally holed for the first time. I think I also listened it when I took DXM for the first time, 600mg or something.
This must be my favorite one:
This must be my favorite one:
Bagseed
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yeah I have been loving their music since forever... fortunately they are from Europe and play most of the bigger trance festivals, so I have seen them perform four times I think. never gets old as well. best one was probably boom 14, after vaping so much bud that I slightly hallucinated 
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just look at the festival lineups next summer, they will play somewhere for sure. have you ever been to a nice goa trance festival?
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Yea I have been to 3 huge forest psychedelic festivals here in Finland and going next summer again
http://www.kosmosfestival.fi/
http://www.kosmosfestival.fi/
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so im going on subs monday
Cream Gravy?
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^Llama, what's up man? How ya been?
I just got a Lynx Hypnos-Zero vape pen for concentrates. When I get some wax tomorrow, I'll test it out. Super psyched for it! The ceramic heat-plate design is supposed to be more effective than a coil in producing a smooth hit, I have high hopes.
Bagseed, that CBL song you posted has a sample from one of my favorite city-builder games, Emperor: Rise of the Middle Kingdom. It's a relatively obscure game, so it shocked me to hear it in the song
I just got a Lynx Hypnos-Zero vape pen for concentrates. When I get some wax tomorrow, I'll test it out. Super psyched for it! The ceramic heat-plate design is supposed to be more effective than a coil in producing a smooth hit, I have high hopes.
Bagseed, that CBL song you posted has a sample from one of my favorite city-builder games, Emperor: Rise of the Middle Kingdom. It's a relatively obscure game, so it shocked me to hear it in the song
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