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[spacejunk]

I remember seeing a video of a frustrated polar bear in a Chinese zoo banging its head against a wall, over and over. Just purposeless. I could almost fucking relate.

almost?!
[video=youtube_share;E0lLY9qejqg]http://youtu.be/E0lLY9qejqg[/video]

According to the psychonaut wiki, there are similar compounds like 1p-lsd, which it does state is rare and unlikely that it is being circulated.
https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/1P-LSD

Rare? Isn't it still sold openly on the RC market?
There are a handful (or more) LSD analogues going around.

 

[Xorkoth]

Yeah 1p-LSD is far from rare.

2C-E and MXE combo does stand out in my memory though as one of the stranger combos I've done. It took me to an almost holy space that seemed to transcend the colorful psychedelic aspects of 2C-E and into the realm of phantasmagoric light and shadow. Very strange that trip. one of the stranger ones for me, kind of like a lucid dream with eyes wide open. 2C-E in general was notorious for giving me more challenging or unusual trips. I was kinda unique that way based on other people's reports. I didn't do it often for that reason. I know of at least one other poster who had similar experiences with 2C-E and MXE combo though, so maybe not a one off thing.

Not unique at all, a lot of people experience challenging and deeply psychedelic trips from 2C-E, myself included. There is another camp of people who find it euphoric and light though. For me, it's one of the things I can take that I am the most hesitant to, because of how intense the trip is, but at the same time it's incredibly rewarding. One of the very most powerful psychedelics I've ever had, my +4 on it was the most overwhelmingly psychedelic experience of my life.

 

[SKL]

We all know of hippie gangsters, but is hippie gangster rap a genre yet? I was scribbling the other day.

NSFW:

I get up in here and I flow first
Got six three five seven rounds but one will make your head burst
And what's worse — you're not even capable
If I run outta rounds I'll grab a tool box and staple ya
You're a base head, B, I'm a lyrical animal
Catch the lyrics out your throat then rip in like a cannibal
Yeah, I'm eating flesh raw, I'll throw up somethin to test y'all
Step up to this here rap battle
Or are you a snitch bitch rat and a tattle
I'll never see eye / to eye / with a CI
A rat is a rodent is a cheese eating mammal
I remember back in school
I wasn't cool
But what I was was a redneck gun thug in flannel
Round back in '99 when Purdue came out
with the O.G. O.C. blue 8 0 it was lights out
Run up behind a CVS, clip the phone lines flip the breaker
Run up inside with a flashlight a four five and take ya
pick of the pharmies that the store was holdin for ya
then shit was a joke flash your piece they was foldin to ya
Like you held a trump card that's made out of lead
Twenty thirty a job and that was mine till the Dead
Went back on the road in 0-4, I was graduatin college
But in my mind's eye all I saw was criminal knowledge
Less than a year later's when I bought my first gram
radio opaque vac pac letter from Rotterdam
And that's when the west coast began to know who I am
They said my shit wasn't shit and headiness flows east
Peace and love was the trope till I had to choke throats
Mean while the whole crew started to smoke hard and bang dope
Mini fourteen and a Mossberg in the tour truck undercarriage
Have your parents send a funeral wreath before flowers to your marriage
Message received, peace, West, East, we were relieved
And shit went well, so well that I laid low
Had enough stacks that I decided to go
Straight, further my education, but —
While on vacation still selling elation
By the gram pack print strip or hit
Had kids on every level and my shit was always lit
While I chilled back stage or in a luxury hotel
No tents, beyond that, beyond meeting in motels
Beyond guns, beyond thuggin, beyond all that bullshit
It became abstract, it became all profit
I graduated, passed boards, internship
And then don't you know got dragged back by the bullshit
First the next group of stick up kids came and relieved me
Of so much cash and product,.numbers you wouldn't believe me
And then like plague behind war came L-E
Scooped up all of my L-Ts and but left me
I thanked God I was free but was wholly alone
Just my straight job, some cash and a burner phone
So I moved down to the city, without a single friend
And that's where the next chapter is set to begin
On the bus down state with all that belonged to me
Head full of acid, ears of Dead, dreaming manic ontology
Got hooked up early with a mad professor who was creating in lab
Got hooked in early to the scene limos models shit's fly — fab
By then the first gen was already off of the net
Regards to the bees the clean the whole set
We was on some new shit now, drugs were obscurantic
But I was still running kids at shows for sick dough like frantic
Shout out to the deemster teamsters, we delivered it east
And shout out to club A, real recognize real, Eddie's a beast
It was prop nine time and mathematics was changin
Like factories going down we outsourced to the Asians
And one life to live free if you dig me but soon again knock, knock, it's LE
The goon squad back to snatch up my professor
He claimed what was his yeah, a confessor
But no snitch so I stayed under the radar
Though I wasn't out of the monsters maw by far
Woke up more than once to a raid or an invasion
Got zip tied, hooded, mock executed and then some
Realized this city shit it might not be for me
It was turn State's, go home, or become unfree
So I packed a bag and went home to this chick I'd known
Savvy, smart and like me with a business that's grown
But keeping up appearances was killing my profits
Stop, said the voice behind me head like deaths prophets
We had a few good runs, yeah, me and the new crew
But we ran with some foul motherfuckers who violate you …

Not exactly autobiography. More told from the perspective of a character in a story cycle/novel I'm working on who is partially inspired by real events and is also partially an unreliable narrator especially when rapping

 

[Xorkoth]

Haha, nice, I like that. I'm guessing someone has hippie gangster rapped before but I've never heard it if so.

 

[xammy]

Do you guys know anyone who can do video editing? I could pay someone to do a Counter-Strike movie about me.

 

[Solipsis]

Yes it's called Hollywood ;p

Nice xorkoth that 3-MeO comparison was comprehensive as something ever was

 

[Cream Gravy?]

We all know of hippie gangsters, but is hippie gangster rap a genre yet? I was scribbling the other day.

NSFW:

I get up in here and I flow first
Got six three five seven rounds but one will make your head burst
And what's worse — you're not even capable
If I run outta rounds I'll grab a tool box and staple ya
You're a base head, B, I'm a lyrical animal
Catch the lyrics out your throat then rip in like a cannibal
Yeah, I'm eating flesh raw, I'll throw up somethin to test y'all
Step up to this here rap battle
Or are you a snitch bitch rat and a tattle
I'll never see eye / to eye / with a CI
A rat is a rodent is a cheese eating mammal
I remember back in school
I wasn't cool
But what I was was a redneck gun thug in flannel
Round back in '99 when Purdue came out
with the O.G. O.C. blue 8 0 it was lights out
Run up behind a CVS, clip the phone lines flip the breaker
Run up inside with a flashlight a four five and take ya
pick of the pharmies that the store was holdin for ya
then shit was a joke flash your piece they was foldin to ya
Like you held a trump card that's made out of lead
Twenty thirty a job and that was mine till the Dead
Went back on the road in 0-4, I was graduatin college
But in my mind's eye all I saw was criminal knowledge
Less than a year later's when I bought my first gram
radio opaque vac pac letter from Rotterdam
And that's when the west coast began to know who I am
They said my shit wasn't shit and headiness flows east
Peace and love was the trope till I had to choke throats
Mean while the whole crew started to smoke hard and bang dope
Mini fourteen and a Mossberg in the tour truck undercarriage
Have your parents send a funeral wreath before flowers to your marriage
Message received, peace, West, East, we were relieved
And shit went well, so well that I laid low
Had enough stacks that I decided to go
Straight, further my education, but —
While on vacation still selling elation
By the gram pack print strip or hit
Had kids on every level and my shit was always lit
While I chilled back stage or in a luxury hotel
No tents, beyond that, beyond meeting in motels
Beyond guns, beyond thuggin, beyond all that bullshit
It became abstract, it became all profit
I graduated, passed boards, internship
And then don't you know got dragged back by the bullshit
First the next group of stick up kids came and relieved me
Of so much cash and product,.numbers you wouldn't believe me
And then like plague behind war came L-E
Scooped up all of my L-Ts and but left me
I thanked God I was free but was wholly alone
Just my straight job, some cash and a burner phone
So I moved down to the city, without a single friend
And that's where the next chapter is set to begin
On the bus down state with all that belonged to me
Head full of acid, ears of Dead, dreaming manic ontology
Got hooked up early with a mad professor who was creating in lab
Got hooked in early to the scene limos models shit's fly — fab
By then the first gen was already off of the net
Regards to the bees the clean the whole set
We was on some new shit now, drugs were obscurantic
But I was still running kids at shows for sick dough like frantic
Shout out to the deemster teamsters, we delivered it east
And shout out to club A, real recognize real, Eddie's a beast
It was prop nine time and mathematics was changin
Like factories going down we outsourced to the Asians
And one life to live free if you dig me but soon again knock, knock, it's LE
The goon squad back to snatch up my professor
He claimed what was his yeah, a confessor
But no snitch so I stayed under the radar
Though I wasn't out of the monsters maw by far
Woke up more than once to a raid or an invasion
Got zip tied, hooded, mock executed and then some
Realized this city shit it might not be for me
It was turn State's, go home, or become unfree
So I packed a bag and went home to this chick I'd known
Savvy, smart and like me with a business that's grown
But keeping up appearances was killing my profits
Stop, said the voice behind me head like deaths prophets
We had a few good runs, yeah, me and the new crew
But we ran with some foul motherfuckers who violate you …

Not exactly autobiography. More told from the perspective of a character in a story cycle/novel I'm working on who is partially inspired by real events and is also partially an unreliable narrator especially when rapping

As usual, good stuff

Your saying that your stories are fictionalized makes me wonder just how much truth there is to them. I'd be keen to find out!

This weekend I'm going to my local renfest with my girlfriend and two close friends. We're gonna camp again like last year. My outfit is once again half-assed, but hey, now I won't have to feel bad when I get beer all over myself hahah! The women will be scantily clad, there will be much laughter and merriment, and much alcohol will be consumed. The most primal and fantastic of festivals! You get so immersed, especially when dressing the part. I think I'm gonna post up on the second floor balcony of this tavern in the middle of the fair and just drink and eat to my heart's content, watching all the people as they come and go below us. God how I missed Fall! Best time of the year by far for festivals and activities

 

[HeadphonesandLSD]

Do you guys know anyone who can do video editing? I could pay someone to do a Counter-Strike movie about me.

What exactly do you want? A frag movie? I do a lot of video editing, sent a couple of things I've done to members here but I don't post my work on the board for obvious reasons.

We all know of hippie gangsters, but is hippie gangster rap a genre yet? I was scribbling the other day.

NSFW:

I get up in here and I flow first
Got six three five seven rounds but one will make your head burst
And what's worse — you're not even capable
If I run outta rounds I'll grab a tool box and staple ya
You're a base head, B, I'm a lyrical animal
Catch the lyrics out your throat then rip in like a cannibal
Yeah, I'm eating flesh raw, I'll throw up somethin to test y'all
Step up to this here rap battle
Or are you a snitch bitch rat and a tattle
I'll never see eye / to eye / with a CI
A rat is a rodent is a cheese eating mammal
I remember back in school
I wasn't cool
But what I was was a redneck gun thug in flannel
Round back in '99 when Purdue came out
with the O.G. O.C. blue 8 0 it was lights out
Run up behind a CVS, clip the phone lines flip the breaker
Run up inside with a flashlight a four five and take ya
pick of the pharmies that the store was holdin for ya
then shit was a joke flash your piece they was foldin to ya
Like you held a trump card that's made out of lead
Twenty thirty a job and that was mine till the Dead
Went back on the road in 0-4, I was graduatin college
But in my mind's eye all I saw was criminal knowledge
Less than a year later's when I bought my first gram
radio opaque vac pac letter from Rotterdam
And that's when the west coast began to know who I am
They said my shit wasn't shit and headiness flows east
Peace and love was the trope till I had to choke throats
Mean while the whole crew started to smoke hard and bang dope
Mini fourteen and a Mossberg in the tour truck undercarriage
Have your parents send a funeral wreath before flowers to your marriage
Message received, peace, West, East, we were relieved
And shit went well, so well that I laid low
Had enough stacks that I decided to go
Straight, further my education, but —
While on vacation still selling elation
By the gram pack print strip or hit
Had kids on every level and my shit was always lit
While I chilled back stage or in a luxury hotel
No tents, beyond that, beyond meeting in motels
Beyond guns, beyond thuggin, beyond all that bullshit
It became abstract, it became all profit
I graduated, passed boards, internship
And then don't you know got dragged back by the bullshit
First the next group of stick up kids came and relieved me
Of so much cash and product,.numbers you wouldn't believe me
And then like plague behind war came L-E
Scooped up all of my L-Ts and but left me
I thanked God I was free but was wholly alone
Just my straight job, some cash and a burner phone
So I moved down to the city, without a single friend
And that's where the next chapter is set to begin
On the bus down state with all that belonged to me
Head full of acid, ears of Dead, dreaming manic ontology
Got hooked up early with a mad professor who was creating in lab
Got hooked in early to the scene limos models shit's fly — fab
By then the first gen was already off of the net
Regards to the bees the clean the whole set
We was on some new shit now, drugs were obscurantic
But I was still running kids at shows for sick dough like frantic
Shout out to the deemster teamsters, we delivered it east
And shout out to club A, real recognize real, Eddie's a beast
It was prop nine time and mathematics was changin
Like factories going down we outsourced to the Asians
And one life to live free if you dig me but soon again knock, knock, it's LE
The goon squad back to snatch up my professor
He claimed what was his yeah, a confessor
But no snitch so I stayed under the radar
Though I wasn't out of the monsters maw by far
Woke up more than once to a raid or an invasion
Got zip tied, hooded, mock executed and then some
Realized this city shit it might not be for me
It was turn State's, go home, or become unfree
So I packed a bag and went home to this chick I'd known
Savvy, smart and like me with a business that's grown
But keeping up appearances was killing my profits
Stop, said the voice behind me head like deaths prophets
We had a few good runs, yeah, me and the new crew
But we ran with some foul motherfuckers who violate you …

Not exactly autobiography. More told from the perspective of a character in a story cycle/novel I'm working on who is partially inspired by real events and is also partially an unreliable narrator especially when rapping

I would jam on hippie gangster rap all day... Good stuff.

Damn it, not another. Do you know if it was a PDer?

Still trying to find out, I'll let y'all know when I figure out who it is. My friend PMed his roommate to see if we can get his username.

 

[psy997]

Good shit SKL, really good.

 

[xammy]

HeadphonesandLSD: Yeah a frag movie, I have a lot of demos and insane frags. Can you give me a sample of your work via pm?

 

[TheAppleCore]

^ You trying to go pro in CS?

 

[xammy]

Maybe but I don't think I have enough time. I've been playing CS since 1999, since I was 7 years old. Thousands of hours. Now I got almost 3000 hours in CSGO. I stopped playing seriously when I was like 14 because of real life stuff and only played with irl friends for fun for years. We had a serious team in csgo last year but its hard to find 4 dedicated players, I have one friend now who is as good as me and we've been playing together for 2 years.

Here's a little clip my friend made, I have a lot better frags from serious matches though, this was only a pug.

 

[HeadphonesandLSD]

I sent you some stuff but I warn you most of it is old and not of the highest quality. I finally have proper hardware again now, up until last year I was having to do all my editing on an old laptop and was using a crappy capture card. I'm in the same boat when it comes to playing FPS games seriously. I had a local team that played Left 4 Dead every night and they've all either lost interest or moved on to other things. I can't get them to buy gaming PCs and the community on Xbox died so it isn't even worth trying to play, we end up spending an hour getting a pug together just for the other team to rage quit half way through. Plus there aren't dedicated servers anymore so if they don't RQ we all end up getting disconnected halfway through anyway. I play on PC now but I can't find a group of people that I mesh well with. I just jump into pugs on a few servers when I get the chance but I mainly play 2D fighting games now, just less trouble finding a match.

Also, I didn't realize how much younger you were than me. At this time in 1999 I was in my last year of middle school hustling pokemon cards, hanging out at the arcade, and gloating about the fact that I had a brand new Sega Dreamcast and custom built PC with a top of the line graphics card in it (a Geforce 256 paired with a P3 that I overclocked to 800Mhz). I built that PC for gaming mostly but ended up using it to crank out fansub after fansub once I discovered that I really enjoyed editing/encoding video. :D

 

[TheAppleCore]

Maybe but I don't think I have enough time.

If you really love it, and you think you can succeed, anything is possible. Go for it! Live the dream!

Nice deagle ace BTW. I wish I was half as good as you, but I didn't start as young as you, and don't have nearly as many hours of experience.

 

[TheAppleCore]

What are y'all's favorite gaming drugs? Or do you prefer to play sober?

 

[xammy]

for me, its 3-meo-pcp without a doubt.

If you really love it, and you think you can succeed, anything is possible. Go for it! Live the dream!

Nice deagle ace BTW. I wish I was half as good as you, but I didn't start as young as you, and don't have nearly as many hours of experience.

I know it's possible if I put all my time to it. It's not guaranteed though and takes all of your time, I want to get my university degree and I just got a girlfriend too. But at the same time it would feel stupid to throw away a skill like that and over 10 000 hours I've put into this game.

Being a CS professional is a lot harder than people think. It takes a lot more time than a normal job, you need to practise all the time to stay on top and you don't get to be home much with all the traveling around the world to tournaments.

 

[swilow]

Trying to play chess whilst hallucinating is interesting.

I think I am a bishop. If I was a chess piece. Never head first, sneaking laterally. My chess partner is a rook, straight to the point.

Who wants to play.

 

[SONN]

hey y'all, its been a while! missed you guys lol

In early july I had two intense blackout experiences while I was in the midst of a pretty bad depression, one from 3meoPCP, the next from alcohol. After the second blackout my family sent me to rehab and I've been clean since july 5th. I have been going to a lot of meetings and joined a few sober groups and they're pretty chill.

anyways, I recently got accepted to do the Zendo project at YOUtopia. YOUtopia is a burn in southern california at the La Jolla Indian Reservation Campgrounds, and Zendo is a psychedelic harm reduction group that pretty much provides therapy and assistance to those having a difficult time on a psychedelic drug. I'm going by myself, and I'm probably going to end up taking either a half a hit of LSD or a dose of MDMA. I see very little that could go wrong considering if I start feeling nervous I can just go to the Zendo tent and let them chill me out. I also have a small ration of etizolam that my family never realized was a drug because it was disguised as E-cig juice. So yea, I'm hoping to have a pretty spiritual/emotional/ego-softening experience. A big part of the whole AA thing is spirituality and I've had a hard time getting fully on board with it because psychedelics used to be how I got spiritual.

Lately I've felt very out of touch with my emotions and literally can't seem to find anything that can make me cry (I even got to the point that I prayed to god to help me cry). This could be because I've been working out a lot since I got clean and apparently increasing your testosterone levels has a number of effects on your mind, including reducing empathy to a certain extent. I kinda feel like getting accepted to do the Zendo project is the answer to my prayer in some way or another. It kinda sucks having to tell all the sober people I've been spending time with that I'm going because they all think that if I do relapse I'm going to go crazy and do a ton of drugs and not come back to the sober group afterwards.

anyways, I don't wanna end up taking LSD and feeling all guilty that I took a drug, and I figured you guys would definitely support my decision lol. Either way I know i'm gonna have a ton of fun, and hopefully I'll prevent someone from having a bad trip because that would be an amazing feeling.

If anyone else is going to YOUtopia I'd love to link up and chill!

I love all you guys!

Getting into skydiving has seriously taken away from my psych purchasing. All I can think about is jumping out of airplanes.

Did you ever go skydiving on a psychedelic? I went skydiving on LSD for my 22nd birthday (tandem) and it was pretty much everything I was hoping it would be lmao

What are y'all's favorite gaming drugs? Or do you prefer to play sober?

I remember one time I played grand theft auto on MXE and it was absolutely hilarious flying around on a jetpack and shooting everyone with a machine gun lol

 

[Crashing]

I live in vero beach I think Im about to see some seriously bad times.

 

[psy997]

After last night I finally see what all the 3-MeO-PCP hype is about. What a beautiful, deep, and spiritual chemical