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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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Bad Robot said:
You'll recover lazar, just think of it as a prison sentence
It's seriously fucked up but all you can do is survive, the good times will return
Come back with your recovery story
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Are you able to get a natural erection? Is your libido back to normal?
 
Is there any supplements to help with natural erection. I know macca powder and red ginseng work when not on this poison but i dont think it will override the poison. Anyone got any supplements
 
Hi everyone. Groundbreaking new recovery to report. as of 3 days ago 9/9 I have basically completely recovered! Hang in there people.. I had kind of theorized September a long while back, on a chart according to the shortest halflife theory of 25 days x 11, in which I would have 0.18 mg.s left today from the original 390 mg.s 9.4 months ago. So it makes sense. Also important to mention is I got the flu shot in my shoulder the day before only 4 days ago. And I have a strong suspicion that it could have helped eliminate Invega perhaps still lingering largely in its initial place.
 
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Well it all went away but I'm stiill left with a pretty positive outlook even tho I'm bitter that I couldn't stay recovered. It was a 3 day window and it just tells me the bloodstream is finally clearing out the last of the poison. I can look forward to the next few months being the last which I am now really confident in. That was a real tease tho. I was totally ready to jog my heart out and actually felt like I could fuck a woman good if I wanted to, its been too damn long.. I know I was about to too with that newfound impatience combined with boost in all the senses. But now I'm on the sidelines again... Just fucking waiting again..., this experience is no joke. Sometimes is harder than others, like the first 6 months are shitty. It gets so common that you forget the reasons why you aren't like everyone else. Psychologically, I felt that 3 day window went so faster than 3 days on invega, that immediately I perceived time as fluid and fast and I thought, "Dang 9 months wasn't too long". But that feeling is just called optimism. I guess It's always going to be hard, waiting in the dark without even the slightest traces of optimism until month 5 or so, but if someone in a white tux did tell you the exact date you will recover it would take a great load off of your psyche, Just pretend so because more and more recovery stories are now showing up. Other than that advice is become a cashier to work hard and make the time fly and more often talk to people which naturally breaks through the time of each day.
 
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Well it's been 5 months. Anhedonia is still strongly present. I can't run. I can't get a natural erection and I don't have a libido. I swear to god I wish I can put a bullet in the heads of the people who forced me... Seriously when will I get better. I'm sorry about the violence. It's just that I have so much anger.
 
Will I notice a difference on my 8th month. It's going to be 6 months for me and still no improvement.
 
how do i get my libido back to its normal function and how do i get erect without touching it?
someone said tribulus terrestris works
 
Today was the first day of school after the summer, my parents send a letter to the principal to let me use the elevator to get to 3rd floor which is were my class is becuase i have no energy what so ever, im also not gana be participating in any school sports for this year, for fucks sake i feel like a sub-human. Joey i too feel violent thoughts towards the poeple who poisoned me, whats frustrates me is that those psychitrists arent being punished for the crimes they r committing. I feel like its extremely ironic how psychitrists prescribe antiphycotics poisons to poeple, if anyone is the psychotic ones in society, its those psychitrists.
 
Lazar said:
Today was the first day of school after the summer, my parents send a letter to the principal to let me use the elevator to get to 3rd floor which is were my class is becuase i have no energy what so ever, im also not gana be participating in any school sports for this year, for fucks sake i feel like a sub-human. Joey i too feel violent thoughts towards the poeple who poisoned me, whats frustrates me is that those psychitrists arent being punished for the crimes they r committing. I feel like its extremely ironic how psychitrists prescribe antiphycotics poisons to poeple, if anyone is the psychotic ones in society, its those psychitrists.
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what goes around comes around Lazar. they will get whats coming to them.
 
Did anyone fully recover their sex drive? Anyone? Did anyone fully recover. Those that said they haven't recovered after a year, are you guys better?
 
People out there in the happy, fast, real world that is actually spinning need to understand that if every other AP is either rock, paper, or scissors, then Invega is Napalm, (which literally shares an active ingredient).. Yeah sure "We totally understand Jansen & Jansens probable better health conscience"; In such a case as Invega, we must bypass that ill logic and get to the bottom line. However it has to happen, Invega Sustena needs to be out of the picture. We survived without it 10 years ago, we can now. But people are so impressed with technological advancements, they stupidly assume validity of this poison the bio-science market felt antsy to create 10 years ago, and the chemistry is not yet questioned... Because they passed" the tests. "And hey the iPhone 6 came out, so why not Invega Trinza"? Which I can only assume takes 3 years to wake out of??

Pharmeceutical companies and distributers should all feel horribally soul challenged with the intellectual question- Why they profit off of the constant incredible sabatoge of the quickly-deemed outflow of those labeled "mentally ill" when mentally "ill" is not the correct literal, scientific, or professional term, it would probably be "Enhanced". Because the answer really boils down to the same aspects of black slavery for profit.; Why not assign pill bottles for it? Create phsychiatrist jobs for it? And also, why not suppress a superior race of beautiful qualities in such as to avoid our own inferiority and extrapolate resources from them? Such as the blacks for their athleticism out in the fields. So the only real diffence is, we are not exploiting the creative and genius resources as we would to black slaves, we are just Injecting them now with a disregard for morality far worse than the world has ever seen, in the specific case of invega.

If it were up to me, society would be completely flipped, with the mentally ill deemed the advanced" at the top, because you can fake sanity any day. You just can't fake insanity. And my main level of importance placed on someone reflects on how real you are, how immersed you are in your universe where you're from, that I can feel the gravity? Never has a sane person came near that gravity, that irony, that laugh, or cry of insanity found in the psychewards.. it will just always beat the laugh or cry of the sane..Ever. If you ask me, those are the ones who deserve the most. Yet they're not socially equipped to social standards so they are kept behind CloSed doors by mostly Sick fucks. Its not a movie folks, yet society as a whole all turn a cheek to the utter disregard for the distresss and adverse effects those conditions and AP meds create for their unique spirits, who cannot socialy fend for them selves. Maybe it's just what I saw, but what I saw was pretty horrendous. Most of the violence was provoked by the staff. I didn't understand. I would have to be a coward and a sick fuck to understand it. You're right, they're the only ill" ones.
 
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^Some of the most gifted and spiritually "advanced" individuals I've ever met, I met in a mental hospital. Others I have met outside mental hospitals who are clearly mentally ill, but are more or less high functioning. These people never cease to surprise me in what they are capable of. Normal people on the other hand are boring and offer no sort of contributing factor to in depth/spiritual discussion.

And what you are suggesting has been done in indigenous societies for thousands upon thousands of years. Those with schizophrenia usually become shamans, healers, spiritual leaders and whatnot.
 
PhuckInvegga said:
People out there in the happy, fast, real world that is actually spinning need to understand that if every other AP is either rock, paper, or scissors, then Invega is Napalm, (which literally shares an active ingredient).. Yeah sure" we totally understand Jansen & Jansens probable better health consccience"; In such a case as Invega, we must bypass that ill logic and get to the bottom line. However it has to happen, Invega Sustena needs to be out of the picture. We survived without it 10 years ago, we can now. But people are so impressed with technological advancements, they stupidly assume validity of this poison the bio-science market felt antsy to create 10 years ago, and the chemistry is not yet questioned... Because they passed" the tests. "And hey the iPhone 6 came out, so why not Invega Trinza"? Which I can only assume takes 3 years to wake out of??

Pharmeceutical companies and distributers should all feel horribally soul challenged with the intellectual question- Why they profit off of the constant incredible sabatoge of the quickly-deemed outflow of those labeled "mentally ill" when mentally "ill" is not the correct literal, scientific, or professional term, it would probably be "Enhanced". Because the answer really boils down to the same aspects of black slavery for profit.; Why not assign pill bottles for it? Create phsychiatrist jobs for it? And also, why not suppress a superior race of specific beautiful qualities in such as to avoid our own inferiority and extrapolate resources from them? Such as the blacks for their athleticism out in the fields. So the only real diffence is, we are not exploiting the creative and genius resources as we would to black slaves, we are just Injecting them now with a disregard for morality far worse than the world has ever seen, in the specific case of invega.

If it were up to me, society would be completely flipped, with the mentally ill deemed the advanced" at the top, because you can fake sanity any day. You just can't fake insanity. And my main level of importance placed on someone reflects on how real you are, how immersed you are in your universe where you're from, that I can feel the gravity? Never has a sane person came near that gravity, that irony, that laugh, or cry of insanity found in the psychewards.. it will just always beat the laugh or cry of the sane..Ever. If you ask me, those are the ones who deserve the most. Yet they're not socially equipped to social standards so they are kept behind CloSed doors by mostly Sick fucks. Its not a movie folks, yet society as a whole all turn a cheek to the utter disregard for the distresss and adverse effects those conditions and AP meds create for their unique spirits, who cannot socialy fend for them selves. Maybe it's just what I saw, but what I saw was pretty horrendous. Most of the violence was provoked by the staff. I didn't understand. I would have to be a coward and a sick fuck to understand it. You're right, they're the only ill" ones.
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Beautifully said dude. So much wisdom in the post. You have a knack for philosophical writing.
 
iridescentblack said:
^Some of the most gifted and spiritually "advanced" individuals I've ever met, I met in a mental hospital. Others I have met outside mental hospitals who are clearly mentally ill, but are more or less high functioning. These people never cease to surprise me in what they are capable of. Normal people on the other hand are boring and offer no sort of contributing factor to in depth/spiritual discussion.

And what you are suggesting has been done in indigenous societies for thousands upon thousands of years. Those with schizophrenia usually become shamans, healers, spiritual leaders and whatnot.
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Some people are too gifted and they want to bring you down with their pharmaceuticals.
 
Does anyone know how many months off the poison for natural erections to come back? I mean like without touching it or anything. I lost my manhood and can only reminisce about the old days.
 
https://youtu.be/d_jB1283i8g

I hate to say it but I honestly think we will never heal. This man has been off it since 2013 and he still hasn't recovered. Then again, who knew how many shots he got. My same question is has anyone recovered as well. Its going to be 6 months for me and I still can't work out and still can't get a natural erection. My mind also isn't as active as it used to be. The only emotion I can feel is anger unfortunalty. I also suffer from constipation. I swear to FUCKING GOD Invega Sustenna should of never existed. I feel like injecting all those who inject others. I really hope those that force Invega and Ajit Shetty die from something extremely tragic. Sorry if I'm posting negative stuff. Im just extremely angry.
 
^Alright, for the second fucking time: he has not been off it THAT long. Check your facts people. He's only been off it less than two years.
 
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