I swear things are getting worse. 5 months off and now I have heart pain on my chest. I swear I have never had that pain in till Invega Sustenna. Seriously this is fucked up. I went to the doctors and was told I have high cholesterol amid high blood sugar. It sucks these assholes don't have technology to tell when it's fully out of the system.
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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2
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I had the same thing happen to me around that time. It lasted for like 2 months.I had a heart stress test and a scope put down my throat to check my heart out which sucked because the anastasia didnt work on me because the invega blocked it. So I got to gag on a scope wide awake very shitty experience. When I was done the good news was my heart was ok.It was a withdrawal from the invega so hang in there it will pass.The next thing that happen after that was I got shortness of breath it felt like I couldnt get enough air to my brain. THE WITHDRAWAL FROM THIS SHIT REALLY SUCKS AND ARE VERY SCARY BUT THEY DO PASS SO HANG IN THERE.Getting my heart checked out did make me feel better.I have a heart murmur and I thought I might be having a heart attack.The doc.said my heart was ok so it made me believe it was a withdrawal.Hang in there 5 month threw 8 was hell for me but I did have a few windows in there but the waves kick my ass. I know exactly how you feel its the most horrible mental toture you can go threw or experience. If you keep fighting threw it it does get better we can beat this drug and let other people no there is hope and maybe get a law suit on it but most of all stop people from getting it and ruining there lifes.
unexpected175
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Whats up boys and ladies, been gone for a couple of weeks.. been killing it in the gym.. well kind of lol.. yeh so its been about 4 and a half months for me and so far honestly, everything everyones been saying on here seems to be a correct time table... best to listen to the people that have gone through it and recovered to know how long we got because people HAVE RECOVERED dont ignore the recovery stories! it kicks your ass for about 2 or 3 months with the 1st month being death on earth.. and by month 4 you feel functional... based on everything else I've heard from like a zillion of you on this site.. its gonna be pretty much the same for the next 4 months too... so I wanna say around Christmas New years time I should be well in terms of erections being more functional for use... because each week and each month that passes I have to wait less and less time in between sessions for when i get to masturbate and it be worth while... also the sensation of arousal is stronger than it was 4 months ago for sure and plus I can go longer than i used to and mores coming out (eat pineapples no joke) 
will it go away for good... thats tough to say... I have no idea... but what i do know is that Im pretty confident that it can go away enough to an extent to where it doesn't interfere with my daily life.. I'd say that turning point is subjective but to anyone new here... I would say pretty candidly thats its gonna be a long 8-12 months before you feel that super spark... minimum 4-5 months if your a beast and you don't eat un healthy food and push your self to exercise hydrate go on walks read and stay active with friends and NOOOOOO ALCOHOL.... I really think it moves in progressive waves of like 3-4 months and that is the true half life... at least for me I got 234 156 and 117 FEB MAR APR..
so honestly... Im gonna be here for a while... I think I'm gonna be here for another year to 20 months to where I can say it is 100 ABSOUTELY beyond belief gone... when that day comes... I'll let you guys know but figure around end of next summer.. my 28th birthday some where between 28 and 29 Im just gonna kinda one day be talking to a girl
and you know when she's obviously interested so your body gets this tingle and well.. she's smiles and her smile and her standing really close to you waiting for you to make a move gets you "excited" lol I miss that feeling... definitely not gonna take that for granted anymore.. that feelings gonna come back I KNOW ITS gonna come back it just has to!!!!
Koz 26.... it sounds to me like your able to achieve all your fitness goals almost like you could pre invega and your like 11 months off.. why are your suicidal thoughts coming back man
I know I still have mine but thats because I'm still having sexual dysfunction problems, but you said yours cleared up around 4.5 to 6 months in and considerably by 8 months... I hoping that my recovery is the same as yours, good luck to you man... hope your competing in competitive MMA by the new year again man.
will it go away for good... thats tough to say... I have no idea... but what i do know is that Im pretty confident that it can go away enough to an extent to where it doesn't interfere with my daily life.. I'd say that turning point is subjective but to anyone new here... I would say pretty candidly thats its gonna be a long 8-12 months before you feel that super spark... minimum 4-5 months if your a beast and you don't eat un healthy food and push your self to exercise hydrate go on walks read and stay active with friends and NOOOOOO ALCOHOL.... I really think it moves in progressive waves of like 3-4 months and that is the true half life... at least for me I got 234 156 and 117 FEB MAR APR..
so honestly... Im gonna be here for a while... I think I'm gonna be here for another year to 20 months to where I can say it is 100 ABSOUTELY beyond belief gone... when that day comes... I'll let you guys know but figure around end of next summer.. my 28th birthday some where between 28 and 29 Im just gonna kinda one day be talking to a girl
and you know when she's obviously interested so your body gets this tingle and well.. she's smiles and her smile and her standing really close to you waiting for you to make a move gets you "excited" lol I miss that feeling... definitely not gonna take that for granted anymore.. that feelings gonna come back I KNOW ITS gonna come back it just has to!!!!
Koz 26.... it sounds to me like your able to achieve all your fitness goals almost like you could pre invega and your like 11 months off.. why are your suicidal thoughts coming back man
I know I still have mine but thats because I'm still having sexual dysfunction problems, but you said yours cleared up around 4.5 to 6 months in and considerably by 8 months... I hoping that my recovery is the same as yours, good luck to you man... hope your competing in competitive MMA by the new year again man.Invegasucks
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How's everyone doing? Does anyone have a positive update? I am five months in sense I stopped taking invega sustenna and progress is extremely slow.. I'll admit that I do feel better sense the first month off but not much better.. I am doing all of the positive things one can do to get better, I am on a healthy diet, I am talking vitamins and omega 3's, I am getting sun light and exercising as much as I can. I am currently on no other shitty drugs prescribed by those quack doctors and i no longer drink alcohol or do any drugs. I just hate how this drug makes you feel like you cant feel any progress from living a healthy life style. I wish people from the first thread would give us an update sense they are a year removed from this horrible drug. Best wishes to everyone keep fighting the good fight.
Koz26
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Whats up boys and ladies, been gone for a couple of weeks.. been killing it in the gym.. well kind of lol.. yeh so its been about 4 and a half months for me and so far honestly, everything everyones been saying on here seems to be a correct time table... best to listen to the people that have gone through it and recovered to know how long we got because people HAVE RECOVERED dont ignore the recovery stories! it kicks your ass for about 2 or 3 months with the 1st month being death on earth.. and by month 4 you feel functional... based on everything else I've heard from like a zillion of you on this site.. its gonna be pretty much the same for the next 4 months too... so I wanna say around Christmas New years time I should be well in terms of erections being more functional for use... because each week and each month that passes I have to wait less and less time in between sessions for when i get to masturbate and it be worth while... also the sensation of arousal is stronger than it was 4 months ago for sure and plus I can go longer than i used to and mores coming out (eat pineapples no joke)
will it go away for good... thats tough to say... I have no idea... but what i do know is that Im pretty confident that it can go away enough to an extent to where it doesn't interfere with my daily life.. I'd say that turning point is subjective but to anyone new here... I would say pretty candidly thats its gonna be a long 8-12 months before you feel that super spark... minimum 4-5 months if your a beast and you don't eat un healthy food and push your self to exercise hydrate go on walks read and stay active with friends and NOOOOOO ALCOHOL.... I really think it moves in progressive waves of like 3-4 months and that is the true half life... at least for me I got 234 156 and 117 FEB MAR APR..
so honestly... Im gonna be here for a while... I think I'm gonna be here for another year to 20 months to where I can say it is 100 ABSOUTELY beyond belief gone... when that day comes... I'll let you guys know but figure around end of next summer.. my 28th birthday some where between 28 and 29 Im just gonna kinda one day be talking to a girl
and you know when she's obviously interested so your body gets this tingle and well.. she's smiles and her smile and her standing really close to you waiting for you to make a move gets you "excited" lol I miss that feeling... definitely not gonna take that for granted anymore.. that feelings gonna come back I KNOW ITS gonna come back it just has to!!!!
Koz 26.... it sounds to me like your able to achieve all your fitness goals almost like you could pre invega and your like 11 months off.. why are your suicidal thoughts coming back man
A part of the problem for me is that ever since I started training mma again I've been really missing my best friend who committed suicide back in 2013. He was my first training partner, coach and was like a brother to me. And I've been training on my own in my home gym I built so it's not like I'm training with other friends of mine just yet. Hopefully once I do it'll get easier. My physical health is good but it's just tough feeling so alone and missing your best friend when there's nothing you could do to change what happened. I want to train and I need to train, but it makes me depressed when I train by myself sometimes. It sucks.
Sobrietysucks
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6 months and my erection is semi hard at best.
Spiralspider
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I've read that invega helps to make easier the simptoms of deception, disappointment and unacomplishment about life. That's why that's a sign that you are almost without any of it in your blood. I know you are close to the 10months mark, and maybe what Invega was giving you some support in that field now you have to handle it on your own.
Maybe you should ask for some tablets to continue your treatment because I know that its not easy to have those feelings of longing while you want to run a full and complete life.
I saw the post you made about your story and you are a brave one, a warrior! even if you were completely blown out by your psychosis it takes a lot of courage to do what you did and all for the friendship you had. that means a lot.:D
those feelings of loss of a close person can take years to pass..and the physical work can help a lot but its not always enough. So my theory is that is worth to pass those years not griefing all the time. Some people handle it better than others, but others have so big connections with the person they loved that they always look at the side looking for him even if they know he is gone.
@spiralspider
I'm loosing my faith... and my hopes...just working with what I got in hand.... im unable to make jokes...im no longer funny.
my blank mind doesnt help too.
But on the brightside my head is calmer and I sometimes feel more sane than some healthy people. I have a lot of dissappointment about life and a girlfriend and if I did not take the meds maybe I would be far worse.
I dont have problems with erection...just some less pleasurebles orgasms
BOOOOOOM a year off the poison
Don't let it break you, you come back, maybe even better than before
@koz26
Your nearly there, I don't think the tablets will be helping your recovery, it's normal to be depressed some of the time, at least you've manned up and took over the baton
Don't let it break you, you come back, maybe even better than before
@koz26
Your nearly there, I don't think the tablets will be helping your recovery, it's normal to be depressed some of the time, at least you've manned up and took over the baton
Invegasucks
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It's nice to hear that you are doing better! So do you feel like you are 100 percent better? Or do you still feel like you have waves of the poison come and go? I am five months sense my last injection and i feel like i am making very slow progress, but progress non the less.
The waves are long gone, all side effects are gone and I'm thinking about this experience less and less each day, your through the worst, just try and chill for a couple more months and your recovery should begin. I'm probably about 95%, but it's enough and I'm living a normal life. I hope to be reading other people's recovery over the coming months, you do recover.
Lazar are you able to run? It's been 5 months for me and I still can't run.
iridescentblack
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It would appear after a while the windows and waves kind of cease, the medication evens out and you just... progressively get better.
Try and just chill for the first 7 months, switch off from the world and just get through each day. For the first 6 months all I could do was lie on the sofa for the first 3 hours of each day trying to come round, I only ate twice a day and just forgot about exercise and was just counting the days till I started to feel better.
That feeling of euphoria is a strange one, I sort of wanted that too, but when your brain starts rewiring you realise that's not a normal emotion to be in all the time. I've got that inner calm feeling back which is more important I think.
Sort of still in recovery mode whilst my brain 100% recovers, got to be careful of a relapse as your brain returns to poison free, but life's liveable and I'm getting those up and down feelings again, probably still got a bit of ptsd from this experience
A side effect you get from this poison if a detachment from humanity, what i mean by that is that you can no longer relate to other human beings because u cannot function like they do, u see a workout program online it claims that u will loose weight in 2 weeks, but u know that it wont work for u because of the poison, u watch tv and see a football game u see all the fans full of enthuisiasm and exitment, but u cannot share the eupheria that they have because ur happy hormones are destroyed, u change the channel to a movie were u see some poeple partying like animals, u cant do that because u have no enegry what so ever, ur friends want to watch a 3 hour movie in the cinema, u cant do that becuase the akathesia prevents u from sitting in a place for to long without driving u insane, ur friends invite u to go to a gym or a football field, u decline becuase u can barely stand up off the coach let alone do some sports.people see that u are overweight and give u fitness advice, but none of them will work becuase fatt loss while on invega is IMPOSSIBLE. As a conclusion on this poison u develop a gigantic inferiority complex becuase u r practically sub human. I cant even function on the level of a undead zombie. Forced phsyctric poisons is one of the worst form of torture a person can ever go through. antiphycotics torture u physically, mentally and spiritually in a way that no other torture method on earth can do.
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