I have been a longtime visitor here. buy just now joining. I'm addicted to painkillers and I have always love drugs. I have been on Norco 10's for the last 3-4 years due to my neuropathy and my pain management dr. Just can't get enough. Lucky for me i get over 100 every month. The downside of that is they are gone way before the following month. yea its getting worse but i have no desire to stop and it has occurred to me that i'm invisible, last month I took 80 within 48 hrs....I just love the stuff ya i know i need to get a grip on it but i #1 need them for my severe pain plus my tolerance has built up. Once they are gone i'm stuck to cope with the pain and yes I do this ever single month, i just love being high. Wish I could afford them on the street but i cant and this last month doing 80 in 2-3 days. only thing that scares me is the damage i'm doing to my liver and since i have been redflagged at all the hospitals around here i'm not willing to bring it up to my pain mgmt doc....just too risky

