Fair nuff Scotchy. I'm still in two minds at the moment. Feel pretty much right as reign after a decent meal, but I got a text from my dad asking if he could Skype at 5pm. I sort of didn't commit, saying "oh I was thinking of seeing if my friend was up for jamming as its day off, could you skype now instead", but no response. I dunno what the weathers like where everyone else is but it is gorgeous and we have a lovely garden that would be great for tripping in the sun, so I kind of want to make use of my opportunity. Plus if I wait till 5, I'll be up till all hours again and I'm back to work tomorrow. I've been thinking of maybe splitting the dose into 150 or 200 which is a pretty low dose. Then if I want to turn it up a notch later, I could always add some 2cb which I can only imagine synergises well. Problem with that is I'll be left with hardly anything left and will still not have had a proper mescaline trip experience. But alas, a stim/booze/opiate fuelled weekend perhaps isn't the best time to have my first proper trip anyway, regardless of the weather.
Or I could try and knock myself out with those diaz until 5, skype dad and then get on it proper. Would miss the best hours of the afternoon, but at least I'd get some kip, plus that way I wouldn't feel so conerned about staying up late on a worknight.
FFS I'm so conflicted please someone tell me what to do.
EDIT: I've also got a bit of nodding going on..... not majorly incapacitated but every so often I'll suddenly realise I've been sittin with my eyes shut in a daydream. I can see this having the potential to be either a good or a bad thing on mescaline..... which is not unlike phet, which could potentially get me in a buzzing and positive mood, yet also has the potential to cause anxiety.
just don't identify yourself or self incriminate as normal n you'd be fine x