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Well i am back. I am stuck with 5 tonnes of the finest Turkmenistanisn Mexedrone since FUBAR cornered the market by selling his for 8p a kilo. I will have to reassess my marketing strategy.

Oh and congratulations to Don and Stee on their modsticks. I promise to keep you busy in my normal manner ;)
 
Welcome back fuckface!
Your business is dead in the murky waters of contenders for Worst Drug Ever in the History of Everything since our NPS act passed....
 
Phew what a weekend :D - I know I was rambling more than usual in here so I apologize if I offended or confused anyone more than normal.

Have a great week everyone
 
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Phew what a weekend :D - I know I was rambling more than usual in here so I apologize if I offended or confused anyone more than normal.

Have a great week everyone
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I dont think you ever offend anyone Bear. Good to hear you had some fun. I am due some myself but my current situation does not lend itself to it. Maybe a good dose of psychedelics done solo or with a good mate for therapeutic reasons is on the cards but no partying. Too much real life stuff going on to be dealing with comedowns..and i dont get any kind of come down with psychedelics. Not the ones i have anyway.
 
I find acid a bit risky in difficult times.
Personally i know i'm either going to come away with revelations of wonder and fulfillment - or have a nightmare of regret and self-flaggelation (at least in my experience - and i'm talking about serious heavy times, rather than "i've been feeling a bit down lately).

As it seems to be much more the former for you, consumer....maybe not a good idea.
But you know your own psyche and mental fortitude when it comes to these things.


That philosopher's football monty python link above is a gem though. Thanks for that, dr.
 
spacejunk said:
I find acid a bit risky in difficult times.
Personally i know i'm either going to come away with revelations of wonder and fulfillment - or have a nightmare of regret and self-flaggelation (at least in my experience - and i'm talking about serious heavy times, rather than "i've been feeling a bit down lately).

As it seems to be much more the former for you, consumer....maybe not a good idea.
But you know your own psyche and mental fortitude when it comes to these things.


That philosopher's football monty python link above is a gem though. Thanks for that, dr.
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I am actually thinking about shrooms. Shorter duration and more therapeutic i think in general. I have never had a bad trip. Lots of fucking intense ones but i am good at letting go and going where it takes me. I am just thinking it will offer me a different perspective on my fathers health. I have used them in stressful times before and its always been a positive outcome. Sure sometimes it makes you face and deal with things you wouldn't otherwise but i am thinking thats exactly what i need. I also still have a DMT laced spliff lying around which would be a good addition during the trip. I am not 100% sure this is the course of action i will / should take but it has worked in the past for me. Especially the shroom DMT combo.
 
Yeah, shrooms can be dark...but therepeutic dark.
Or all light/enlightenment...
Plus, at the right dose you can come up and down within a reasonable time frame.
No 8 hour nightmare hell trips.

I often find myself thinking about loved ones - especially elderly friends and family - when i'm tripping. How much i love them, how much i miss them or will miss them. Certainly can help comprehending mortality and aging - subjects our culture still struggles so much with.
I can see how a moderate shroom trip could be beneficial.

And there is nothing i love more than DMT on the tail-end of a tryptmamine/LSD trip. My goodness.
Thinking of you mate <3
 
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and i'm talking about serious heavy times, rather than "i've been feeling a bit down lately)..
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You are right though. Current situation is fucking heavy. As heavy a situation as i have been in. So i will certainly take your wisdom and incorparate it into my decision making. I can get a bit blase with psychedelics sometimes and i should definitely not take on a trip atm lightly. But like i said it may be just what i need. Or maybe not...

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And there is nothing i love more than DMT on the tail-end of a tryptmamine/LSD trip. My goodness.
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Same here. Without doubt my most amazing experiences in my life involved that combo. Hard to explain to those that have not done it ( especially those that have never broken through on DMT ) but those who have know..pure magic.
 
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Yeah, look i just learned the hard way about a year and a half back.
Life was about to completely crumble into pieces, but i was somehow subconsciously denying it.
I had a bad rc benzo habit, was about to lose the flat i'd lived in for years, but nevertheless decided to drop a few very strong hits of acid to "celebrate" my birthday.
Ended up having my mental blocks shattered to the point that i spent a good deal of the trip bawling my eyes out (in a gold sequined dress...at my own birthday party).
It's my party and i'll....
It taught me to respect psychs in a whole new way. Used to be "respect giving other people huge doses is a bad idea" - but this showed me that i had to respect the power too...
Anyway, just food for thought. No right or wrong answers...
 
spacejunk said:
Yeah, look i just learned the hard way about a year and a half back.
Life was about to completely crumble into pieces, but i was somehow subconsciously denying it.
I had a bad rc benzo habit, was about to lose the flat i'd lived in for years, but nevertheless decided to drop a few very strong hits of acid to "celebrate" my birthday.
Ended up having my mental blocks shattered to the point that i spent a good deal of the trip bawling my eyes out (in a gold sequined dress...at my own birthday party).
It's my party and i'll....
It taught me to respect psychs in a whole new way. Used to be "respect giving other people huge doses is a bad idea" - but this showed me that i had to respect the power too...
Anyway, just food for thought. No right or wrong answers...
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Oh I have had my ass handed to me by psyches too...more than a few times but i always came out the other side better for it if that makes sense. With DMT especially. You are right...there is no right or wrong answer when it comes to psychedelics...just more questions! I had a friend who after i gave him DMT said " It shows you all the answers " ..I am like fuck it does but it sure poses some interesting questions. :)

Thanks for the words of support brother. I appreciate it.
 
I once did a terrible number on this poor girl by sharing 3 doses of shroom tea with her - because the third person didnt show up.
At the time all i thought was "all the more fun for us" - but she was anxious, terrified. It was horrible.
I had an incredible trip, in terms of visuals and synaesthesia - but i also had to baby-sit her, and feel like the reckless idiot that i am for inflicting such shit on her mind.
I was a bit naive of anxiety in those days (mid 20s). Learned a lot (generally) since then.

What i do remember most clearly about that trip though - not especially "difficult" a trip as far as im concerned....but i had this period of being struck by this enormous cavern of ambiguity that i became aware of having deep in my psyche.
Like you and i say above - there are no answers, there is no certainty. I just realised that even my strongest beliefs were (at least in part) an illusion.
This struck me as deeply, deeply sad - and i had this big full-bodied sobbing cry (no dount bought on by my trip buddy's troubles) - which actually felt amazing. Healing.
A bit like how the manic laughter of LSD can start getting confusing - even annoying - these tears felt...maybe not "good" - but such a release.
Whatever you choose, man - i dont need to tell you (!) - set and setting.
As a good, wise old-school head friend of mine likes to say (about anything vaguely or specifically related to psychedelics);

"It's all part of the trip"

Wise words, i think.
 
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I once did a terrible number on this poor girl by sharing 3 doses of shroom tea with her - because the third person didnt show up.
At the time all i thought was "all the more fun for us" - but she was anxious, terrified. It was horrible.
I had an incredible trip, in terms of visuals and synaesthesia - but i also had to baby-sit her, and feel like the reckless idiot that i am for inflicting such shit on her mind.
I was a bit naive of anxiety in those days (mid 20s). Learned a lot (generally) since then.

What i do remember most clearly about that trip though - not especially "difficult" a trip as far as im concerned....but i had this period of being struck by this enormous cavern of ambiguity that i became aware of having deep in my psyche.
Like you and i say above - there are no answers, there is no certainty. I just realised that even my strongest beliefs were (at least in part) an illusion.
This struck me as deeply, deeply sad - and i had this big full-bodied sobbing cry (no dount bought on by my trip buddy's troubles) - which actually felt amazing. Healing.
A bit like how the manic laughter of LSD can start getting confusing - even annoying - these tears felt...maybe not "good" - but such a release.
Whatever you choose, man - i dont need to tell you (!) - set and setting.
As a good, wise old-school head friend of mine likes to say (about anything vaguely or specifically related to psychedelics);

"It's all part of the trip"

Wise words, i think.
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I can relate to the above story. When i started exploring the DMT world i had to basically throw away my long held athiest / skeptic views and accept that there is much more going on than we percieve. Now i am a man of science but science has no idea about consciousness. The things i have experienced on DMT forced me to rethink just about everything i believed to be true. After many trips i came to the conclusion that we are in fact in some kind of simulation. I cant be bothered elaborating on why now as i am in bed typing on my phone but i am pretty convinced that this is the case. And some of the worlds leading scientists think so too...but not from having taken DMT. You look at the correspondence between nature and mathematics. It is everywhere. A wise head once said to me that Mathematics is the language the universe is written in. I believe he is right. This is just some freaky simulation. If you had told me twenty years ago i would even countenance such views i would have laughed at you. Not any more. It really is all just an illusion. Thats my opinion anyway. Weird shit DMT
 
Same here man.
Acid has always confirmed my atheist/agnostic views.
But....even though i believe that using DMT is a massive neurochemical shock to the brain - and i would be lying if i didnt still define myseld as a spiritual sceptic.
However, some of my DMT (and related tryptamine) experiences have broken down a great deal of my "certainty" about the nature of consciousness, reality, the universe.
Don't call myself an atheist anymore - which i attribute strictly to DMT (and huge doses of 4-AcO-DMT).

It's made me far more open minded to the idea of other realms/powers/beings - but conversely, i believe there are facinating scientific discoveries to be made from exploring DMT's effects on humans too.
I don't believe any of Strassman's hypotheses (like "it gets relseased in the pineal gland when you die" etc etc) - because he never pushed those ideas too forcefully himself - but DMT is magical stuff that has made thing happen that have left me speechless; jaw gaping in disbelief. Like "no way did that just happen".
Again, i wont elaborate here - but it's more than a trick of the lights/swirls/"elves". It's something pretty fucking mindblowing :)
 
Staunch atheist here until a humbling DMT experience - where I had to admit, you know what I haven't got a clue what the fuck I just saw, but it wasn't offensive in any way and if anything felt more loving and comforting, and that's fine by me.
 
Yep its totally mindblowing. What amazes me is how ubiquitous it is in nature. Its in so many plants, animals and we produce it ourselves. Why is this? No other "drug" is everywhere like DMT is. Like FUG i went from staunch athiest to WTF!! And i am still WTF every time i have it. Its beyond mindblowing...its mind shaping.




The psychoactive substances bill thread just got locked. Did you accidentally lock it [MENTION=193665]spacejunk[/MENTION] ?
 
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How dare you suggest such a thing?

It's these damn nails, and my phone.
Nothing to do with stims or me being a fucking moron; honest.
Thanks mate, i would've looked a right cunt if people knew i had a newly-acquired habit of doing that...<3
 
spacejunk said:
How dare you suggest such a thing?

It's these damn nails, and my phone.
Nothing to do with stims or me being a fucking moron; honest.
Thanks mate, i would've looked a right cunt if people knew i had a newly-acquired habit of doing that...<3
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Lol. This is why i will never apply to be a mod. I would find a way to accidently delete Bluelight
 
I once tried to quote a post by an admin (i was very stoned for the first time in ages) - but instead of hitting "quote", i hit "edit", thus mangling his post.

He was a good sport about it, but boy did i feel stupid.
I think EADD is testing me, by making me make lots of dumb mistakes. so long as it's silly shit like that...uh, its still annoying as fuck.
Thanks for the heads-up!
 
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