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[TheAppleCore]

Hi Delsyd!

I have played almost only FPS games my whole life, actually just one game: Counter-Strike. It's so competitive and after +10 000 hours I'm pretty fucking skilled in that but never made it to professional because I stopped playing so seriously when I was like 15-16 but I'm back to it at Counter-Strike: Global Offensive. There's huge money in that game nowadays, tournaments with million dollar prize pool. I don't really like singleplayer games or playing games casually, I need it to be competitive. Making it to the top takes all of your time tho so you need to sacrifice so much in life if you want to succeed.

Competitive gaming can be such a rush. Also extremely frustrating. Are you Global Elite?

For awhile I thought I wanted to get into the Hearthstone pro scene, because I did make it to Legend at one point, but I just don't have the motivation to put that many hours into a game.

Some people go completely crazy by gambling skins on pro matches in CS:GO, that pro scene is completely crazy.

From what I understand, some people are good enough at predicting match outcomes that they can consistently net profit from CS:GO gambling.

took 40 mg of 3-MeO-PCP around 2:30 pm yesterday orally along with about 50 mg 2-fluoroketamine. Had a nice free afternoon and decided I wanted to hole. High doses are required for me now to get effect with this even though I space my doses out by a week or so. Not bragging, just require more than the average guy to get to where I want to go. Right around 6 pm it starts coming on strong and I get an unannounced visit from my mother who was nearby and decided to drop by. I'm handling myself ok at this point. She invites me out to dinner and I reluctantly accept. The effects continue to intensify until I'm practically holing while having dinner conversation. I had to confess I took something. An awkward conversation cause its difficult to explain what dissociatives are in general to someone who knows nothing about this stuff, never mind to your mom when holing in public. I think I handle myself well in spite of all this. Knew the menu well enough to order my food cause I couldn't read it and could sustain short bursts of small talk. Anyways, I'm taking that as a gentle enough wake up call that its time to stop. From all the stories I've heard, it starts to go downhill when stuff like that starts happening. I was kinda fooling myself into thinking that since I've been really straight edge lately with exercise, diet and life in general that the occasional dissociative binge wasn't affecting me. Kinda feel a bit naked moving forward without it. Doesn't help that I got all these dissociatives in stock in multiple gram quantities.

This post made me LOL. I've so been there, holing on a dissociative at inappropriate times and places. I try to look at the bright side. It's a learning experience. If you survived holing while having dinner with your mom, that's a notch on your psychonautical belt. :D Now it'll be easy street to handle yourself while tripping with buddies.

I can also relate to feeling naked without dissos. I feel like I've just barely finished shaking off my MXE addiction, and it's been years. *shudders*




Coming up on my first-ever dose of 1P-LSD on this Good Friday of 2016. Jesus would approve. I'll be very interested to judge how it compares to the black market L I've been getting. The effects of street acid I've been sold lately have varied so widely that it's starting to make me wonder whether it's real acid I'm getting or not. I should really invest in a test kit.


[Edit a few hours later] Well, it didn't disappoint. I got exactly what I wanted today -- a mind analyzing its analysis of an analytical mind. :D

 

[Cream Gravy?]

The effects of street acid I've been sold lately have varied so widely that it's starting to make me wonder whether it's real acid I'm getting or not. I should really invest in a test kit.

I'm fairly certain that's just the nature of LSD. I've had the same sheet for over a year now, taken it 10+ times, and I can tell you each experience felt pretty unique. I can only attribute the differences in trips to set and setting. I've seen a guy piss on the floor then proceed to roll in it off two tabs of this sheet, while I've never come close to a break on it. We'll see about that after I make the jump to four tabs someday though hahah.

My point is, just because one acid trip is drastically different from another, doesn't mean it's not acid.

 

[TheAppleCore]

I'm fairly certain that's just the nature of LSD. I've had the same sheet for over a year now, taken it 10+ times, and I can tell you each experience felt pretty unique. I can only attribute the differences in trips to set and setting. I've seen a guy piss on the floor then proceed to roll in it off two tabs of this sheet, while I've never come close to a break on it. We'll see about that after I make the jump to four tabs someday though hahah.

My point is, just because one acid trip is drastically different from another, doesn't mean it's not acid.

Fair enough, but here's what really makes me start to wonder: the trips I get from a particular sheet of street L all seem very consistent and predictable in their effect. The only time I'm surprised is when I buy from a new sheet.

Could it be that my suspicions of being sold illegitimate product lead me to perceive these stark differences? Maybe, but I'm going to have the audacity to claim that the effects are too drastic to be mental trickery.



You know what's kinda weird? I went in a big circle. Almost a decade ago, when I first joined this forum, I was doing exactly what I'm doing right now. Tripping on lysergamides, listening to literally the same album, posting about it on the same website, pursuing the same general goals in life.

Over the past few years I've gone through a lot of phases, including one where I was abstaining from drugs completely, one where I thought I wanted to study chemistry, etc. And after all is said and done, I find that my groove is exactly where I started, as a naive fourteen year old kid.

These are the kinds of things that serve as evidence of an underlying spiritual force in the cosmos, to me.

[edit] To top it off, an old friend that I haven't heard from in years just contacted me tonight! Wild! Haha...

 

[Cream Gravy?]

^It has been quite a while since I've bought any L, since I've still got 60 or so hits of that sheet left. I wonder if I would find the same inconsistencies if I had to get new stuff. Perhaps it's a matter of different dosages on the new blotters?

 

[TheAppleCore]

^ Have you tried 1P-LSD, or any of the novel lysergamides on the market?

 

[Cream Gravy?]

I have not. Honestly they haven't drawn my interest much compared to other psych RCs, since I've got plentyof L. I do however have a ten strip of ALD-52 that I've been sitting on, just haven't found the right opportunity to try it. That one interested me much more due to its mythical status.

 

[kidklmx]

I dunno about this difference between L-trips. There's this distinct lysergamide feel to it at least. All from the same batch I've been having.

What does vary greatly for me is side effects. Tummy rumbles, g.i discomfort, vasoconstriction, all of these things vary greatly between trips making me suspect that diet is wholly important for consistent results with LSD. (I'm such a bad eater, lol) I used to think that it was a difference between sublingual and oral dosing but I found out it doesn't change much. Dosages might play a part in this as well.

Btw, I also have some 1p on the way to directly compare the difference between it and regular L. I suspect it might be more of a difference than we imagine. Will be hard to do it right though, since psychs are so weird anyways.

 

[Cream Gravy?]

^I agree about diet. I usually try to change my diet for at least a week prior to an L trip.

 

[xammy]

Competitive gaming can be such a rush. Also extremely frustrating. Are you Global Elite?

For awhile I thought I wanted to get into the Hearthstone pro scene, because I did make it to Legend at one point, but I just don't have the motivation to put that many hours into a game.

Yeah man I had 3 global elite accounts at some point, that doesn't really tell anything, most global elites are noobs when it comes to competitive CS really.

 

[TheAppleCore]

^ It means more than it used to. After Valve made the ranking system tougher, I dropped quite a few ranks.

all of these things vary greatly between trips making me suspect that diet is wholly important for consistent results with LSD.

Wouldn't surprise me. As they say, you are what you eat.

Btw, I also have some 1p on the way to directly compare the difference between it and regular L. I suspect it might be more of a difference than we imagine. Will be hard to do it right though, since psychs are so weird anyways.

I'm interested to hear any comparisons between 1P-LSD and LSD-25 from the PD crew. As I wrote in my recent TR, I felt that there were slight differences, but I think it's been awhile since I've had legit L, so I'm relying on old memories.

 

[kidklmx]

Yeah I need to find the time to do it properly though, so one week I take LSD-25 and the other I take 1P-LSD, randomized in some way.

Just ook 20mg of 2C-B-FLY to see if it becomes more interesting but this quote from Ann worries me:

In one recent case, I said often, too often, that something called 2CB Fly was absolutely great for me. To me, it’s the loveliest thing, especially for eroticism. But I found out that it’s not interesting to anybody else. I realized that having said that, I was putting things in motion. The Internet was full of 2CB Fly, and people were asking about it and I thought “uh-oh.” It turned out that it’s a disappoint- ment to most other people. So if I say what my favorite psychedelics are, it’s almost meaning- less for other people, because they have to find their allies very carefully

So I guess I will stop pushing after this dose. I found what she probably loved but it was a bore to me. Fell asleep while trying to potentiate with cannabis. Maybe if I have a girlfriend and its available I will try it again but eh.

EDIT: Wow, this is way better than my earlier trial. Some nausea but otherwise its glorious

 

[sigh-co-knot]

"buddy" mixed 300ug of 25i-nbome with 3/4 of a gram of dxm on a night after doing 250ug of nbome. the nbome was was riding strong as i took it 2 hours ahead of the orally administered dextromethorphan. the walls wear flashing in purple and green colours and buddy could see everyones veins pulsating through their skin in a dark faded colour, as buddy was just about to enjoy to nbome come-up he felt the dxm kick in and i felt i needed to go out for air and so i went for a walk to a friends to get pot. the entire walk felt as though the 2 psyches wear try to be the more dominate high. i was unable to think straight or consontrate. not sure how i made it to get pot. finally the 2 highs morphed into one cloud bubble headspace of lucid thought. very relaxed state of mind, with fractal like CEV's. i didnt feel as though i wanted to communicate with anyone at that point on. i listened to music and smoked weed for the remander of the night. and let the drugs wear off

 

[TheAppleCore]

Damn. Listening to music on 1P-LSD is absolutely electrifying. Easily ties, if not beats LSD there. Classic psychedelic synaesthesia in spades!

I want to say there's something "dry" or "sober" about the character of 1P-LSD, in relation to LSD-25. That's not necessarily negative or positive. Right now I'm enjoying it.

 

[Img_9999]

I had a VERY intense trip on 1P-LSD in a jazz rock music festival a while back. I absorbed the music using all my senses, and became one with sound. CEV were the most intense I've ever had, at times I would snap out of a trance-like state to find me between the crowd. Can't overstate the intensity of how music was felt. Every rhythm sounded like the craft of a genius. Every modal change was like a brilliant trick to be applauded. The irregular time signatures made me think the musicians were mischievously trying to play with my mind.

Yeah, the music enhancement of 1P rivals that of LSD

 

[TheAppleCore]

^ Sounds wonderful. What was your dose?


I feel like the euphoria of lysergamides is perpendicular to the ordinary sense of joy, as in to enjoy a good meal. It can exist simultaneously with pangs of ordinary frustration; and in fact, frustration itself can feel euphoric on trips. I have a sense that my whole organism, even with all its internal conflicts, is fundamentally composed of a loving, blissful energy.

I wonder if human life is like God's way of temporarily tricking himself into thinking that he is a helpless individual, at the mercy of a cruel impartial universe, so that he may experience the joy of waking up from this illusion, upon realizing that it was his own doing all along.


Also, the logo for PsychonautWiki is totally brilliant. Perfectly captures the essence of tripping:

 

[Help?!?!]

Yeah those lysergamides ana's are awesome, their pretty much LSD with a twinge, which is awesome to me!

 

[perpetualdawn]

What would you guys consider to be a lighter psychedelic, 2C-D or 2C-C?
I've never tried 2C-C, which I know people consider to be pretty light. I find 2C-D to be the lightest psychedelic that I know of.

 

[Xorkoth]

I haven't taken 2C-D to a full dose but I would guess 2C-D is lighter. 2C-C is like a heavier 2C-B for me, the visuals are more fractallized, the headspace is more psychedelic, the body feeling is a little more hectic. I prefer it over 2C-B but it's not the lightest of the 2C-Xs for me. Then again maybe a high dose of 2C-D would feel a lot less light too.

 

[perpetualdawn]

Oh that's neat you find 2C-C heavier than 2C-B. I never really got into 2C-B, it always seemed like too much of not enough if that makes any sense, kind of empty. So I'm curious about a heavier 2C-B.

 

[Img_9999]

^ Sounds wonderful. What was your dose?

It really was wonderful, one of my deepst trips to date. Actually the dose was quite low, I dropped only 75 ug. The intensity was completely unexpected, I thought I was in for some color and music enhancement, but got lost in a moment of eternity instead, lol. I still wonder if it was a hotspotted tab, or was more of a set and setting thing. It really felt stronger in many ways than my previous experiences at 150 ugs. I smoked cannabis at the peak, though, which most definitely played a part on that. That was something I haven't done before, I always wait until the comedown. But I reckon it was also a lesson on how the environment and activities in which you are engaged play a role as important as the dose. It was a three day festival in the middle of the woods, intense music playing all day, all night... It was very mentally and emotionally stimulating on it's own, so dropping the 1P sent me to wonderland. The peak of my experience was to this song :

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwiTlQ2TRZE


I thought time had stopped !

I haven't taken 2C-D to a full dose but I would guess 2C-D is lighter. 2C-C is like a heavier 2C-B for me, the visuals are more fractallized, the headspace is more psychedelic, the body feeling is a little more hectic. I prefer it over 2C-B but it's not the lightest of the 2C-Xs for me. Then again maybe a high dose of 2C-D would feel a lot less light too.

I've only had 2C-D twice, at 20 mgs and 25 mg combined with some 2-FA. At least at that dosage it doesn't really do much for me. The effects are subtle and there's minimal psychedelia. I've enjoyed both times though, but I was having fun anyway. The added flavor by the 2C-D fade away quickly, too.




I'm kind of new here at bluelight, but I have been browsing the forums since I got into RC's two years ago. I just want to say that I'm incredibly thankful for all the anecdotal data that's to be found here, and very impressed by the amount of knowledge that some of you guy share. I don't know why I started browsing and posting in this "social" threads also, but I just felt comfortable doing it as all of you guys strike me as smart and interesting people. I really value this place !

Maybe I'm just being cheesy because I'm in the afterglow of a very deep MXE experience which makes me feel very emotionally open. I guess I just wanted to gather here for swirly talk !