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Gibberings CCVIII V. Cephalopodia's Amphetamine Utopia

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I see Chris Eubanks Jr following in his dad's footsteps putting people in coma's , ref should have stopped the fight at 6 , Blackwell was a punchbag for the next 4 rounds. Was fucking brutal.
Hope Nick Blackwell pulls through.
 
SquidInSunglasses said:
To be utterly pedantic, if I close my dominant eye I can't even read the BL logo without getting up to about 15 cm from the screen, at which point I can vaguely discern it because I already know what it says. So yeah, been there done that, on a technicality (on a technicality because the dominant one's a goddamn trooper covering for the shitty one. The only noticable effect I've had from having an eye that is basically useless is I tend to design my WoW UIs to be more on the dominant side and middle, especially for things I need to react to quickly). All that said, typing on MongDMA eye-wiggles is a chore and a half, and at least with those you get time in between where you can actually tell what you're doing. So, I guess, ehh whatever everyone's got their problems and you just gotta deal as best as you can. Have you tried getting a spellchecker on your device of choice to catch most of the blatant errors as you go?
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Hiya, thanks for comment. You're right there are FAR worst problems n I'm nkt bothered about having am eyesight in the slightest bwhat bothers me is when I will literally spemd hours on a thread trying tonhelp people n then people make nasty comments when they know full well I've a disability. I literally have to multi-touch n look close to my phone producing a tgread is time-consuming. What would takr someome ten minutes would probanly take me an hour or more. Don't get me wrong I don't mind as I am used to it. But it is absolutely soul-destroying when I spend hours of my time (that I could spend with my girl, tidying or other responsibilities, making a post to try n help people n people shout me down.

I really felt good vrrsting that thread. I explain that ir's not finished n that I'm going to take time editing the first post so it's a helpful, useful n informative document.

As for 3-FPM when I took that it was a godsend for me reading. I anot resd large blocks of texts without feeling exhausted. I could probably read the texts but I'd be extremely tired / wiped out / headache (again I'm not feeling sorry for myselg n want no sympathy I am TRYING to explain). On 3-FPM I could read stuff - yes I still looked close n had font increased but I could read large text n not be zonked out. It was amazing. Almost as amazing as when I had a 9x magnification hand held magnifier in 2004, felt like Christmas.

I feel frustrated even trying to explain this to people as some will still think negatively of me. Although I am not sorry for having a disability I do feel disheartened when people have a go at me saying I'm not reading their stuff. I can't see someone having a go someone who's in a wherlchair n is unable to go to their friend's home cause there's a step in the way.

Anyway I've plans for that thread but spend some time with my daughter N had to stop it for awhile. I did say people can add to the first page. I need to see how busy the EADD mods are first as I'm gma ask if people want to add stuff would they past it in sinxe they're on comps etc but I don't want to do this if they're busy. This threads will hopefully be a team effort simce many of us have depression.

That's all <3

Evey
 
consumer said:
Yep useless fucking things. I am not sure how much they paid but it was not cheap and they are pensioners so it really was a waste of money. So many appliances these days fall into the total wank category. The only two that i rate highly are my rice cooker and coffee machine. I could not live without either of those.

Time for some valium and bed i think. I wonder if i am going to get the post ecstacy blues tomorrow..i hope not.
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managed to exercise a huge amount of self control and restraint last night and put the happy powder away before it turned into a sordid all nighter. Today im doing absolutely nothing except rest.
 
Eveleivibe said:
Hiya, thanks for comment. You're right there are FAR worst problems n I'm nkt bothered about having am eyesight in the slightest bwhat bothers me is when I will literally spemd hours on a thread trying tonhelp people n then people make nasty comments when they know full well I've a disability. I literally have to multi-touch n look close to my phone producing a tgread is time-consuming. What would takr someome ten minutes would probanly take me an hour or more. Don't get me wrong I don't mind as I am used to it. But it is absolutely soul-destroying when I spend hours of my time (that I could spend with my girl, tidying or other responsibilities, making a post to try n help people n people shout me down.

I really felt good vrrsting that thread. I explain that ir's not finished n that I'm going to take time editing the first post so it's a helpful, useful n informative document.

As for 3-FPM when I took that it was a godsend for me reading. I anot resd large blocks of texts without feeling exhausted. I could probably read the texts but I'd be extremely tired / wiped out / headache (again I'm not feeling sorry for myselg n want no sympathy I am TRYING to explain). On 3-FPM I could read stuff - yes I still looked close n had font increased but I could read large text n not be zonked out. It was amazing. Almost as amazing as when I had a 9x magnification hand held magnifier in 2004, felt like Christmas.

I feel frustrated even trying to explain this to people as some will still think negatively of me. Although I am not sorry for having a disability I do feel disheartened when people have a go at me saying I'm not reading their stuff. I can't see someone having a go someone who's in a wherlchair n is unable to go to their friend's home cause there's a step in the way.

Anyway I've plans for that thread but spend some time with my daughter N had to stop it for awhile. I did say people can add to the first page. I need to see how busy the EADD mods are first as I'm gma ask if people want to add stuff would they past it in sinxe they're on comps etc but I don't want to do this if they're busy. This threads will hopefully be a team effort simce many of us have depression.

That's all <3

Evey
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Neither I nor anyone else is having a go at you for your eyesight, its just that your posts have really deteriorated in legibility over the last few months. I realise it's difficult typing on a phone keypad - I do it all the time - but I'm finding that these days I have to decipher your posts as opposed to reading them. If I didn't know better, I would assume you were on heavy duty benzos.
 
No i am not. I'm not interested in touching them either. I tried diclazapam last November, didn't like them n haven't touched them since. Benzos scare me because I know that if you get addicted to them n have to stop suddenly you risk having a seizer or even death.
I struggle because I've a visual impairment n I am unable to use my laptop as the key has broke n my latest iPhone fell down the toilet a few months ago - this iPhone is four years old.

Evey
 
take your laptop to a local computer shop they will replace the key for you and it wont cost more than a couple of quid most likely.
 
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Ceres said:
take your laptop to a local computer shop they will replace the key for you and it wont cost more than a couple of quid most likely.
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Yea will fo but also the broadband keeps cutting out on it which is annoying. I was going to cancel EE broadband n go back with BT but EE phond me n manipulatef me back into another 12-contract before I realised what had happenef. BT are more expensive but were at least reliable n I now can't go back with BT until next August now.

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
Yea will fo but also the broadband keeps cutting out on it which is annoying. I was going to cancel EE broadband n go back with BT but EE phond me n manipulatef me back into another 12-contract before I realised what had happenef. BT are more expensive but were at least reliable n I now can't go back with BT until next August now.

Evey
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you can call EE and tell them you want to migrate your contract to another provider because EE service is bad, and they will give you a code you can give to BT to get switched over. They will try and persuade you not to but it is part of the terms and conditions.
 
4-MEC plus MDMA .....would i be be playing wit fire ...oh yeh and the litre of vodka I have consumed today..fuck it actually don't care...
 
Today I don't care if I live or die... i really have had enough. Kicked out at 15....I have lived my life, If I dont wake up tomorrow I am sorry N but you know why.
 
Inflorescence said:
Today I don't care if I live or die... i really have had enough. Kicked out at 15....I have lived my life, If I dont wake up tomorrow I am sorry N but you know why.
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Are you alone Inflo? Dont do anything stupid. Life can be cruel and shit sometimes. It can also be awesome and amazing. If you are alone perhaps go visit someone or ring someone. It sounds like you need company.
 
Is your partner with you, inflo? You may feel that way now but things will get better n foolsy wouldn't want you to kill yourself? He told mr off for trying it. Is there noy a friend you can talk to? A lot of people would be sad if you died starting with your partner I'd imagine. Pleade hang in there <3

Also pleade throw the alcohol away it's a depressant n will only enhance your low mood x

Evey
 
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