Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
this thread always makes me laugh.
god bless you so called "addicts" who have a "stash". what type of addicts are you!? lol.
aside from script drugs, which are scripted to keep me away from the "real" drugs, I could NEVER have a stash. you could give me all the dope in the world and ill sit here and shoot all day till its gone. right now my stash consists of:
gabapentin
keppra
suboxone
xanny
seroquel
all scripted to help w/ my "addiction" and other medical problems.
the drugs I'd actually liked to have stashed - DOPE! just dope, dope, dope and more dope. stash me that shit, ALL DAY, baby!
kinda funny cuz I consider myself a junkie but I hate all drugs but opiates; even when I am out and someone will offer me a bump of coke or something, I am disgusted and look at this person as as "eh, what a loser". meanwhile I will head back home and get a pin ready. ha. thats how whacky being an addiction to dope/opiates is. every other drug is bad but opiates/dope is just fine. even weed, man. weed FUCKS ME UP! seriously, if I smoke a few bowls, or a blunt passed around w/ friends, I CANNOT DRIVE HOME! I feel I will get pulled over and get arrested easily, and thats the last thing I need since I already have DUI's on record.
dope is the only thing that makes me feel normal and ready to rock; only time the dope will knock me on my ass is when I mix w/ benzo and then I get a serious NOD! yes, I know its a deadly combo but I've been using for a while. and yes, its been said by many and many have still dropped but I still go at it and can keep w/ it. or at least I seem to to think so. I wish I hated dope as much as I hate the rest of drugs nowadays.
back in the days I was a heavy drug user, between GHB, K, E, Tina (crystal), coke, etc. but those were all my "party" drugs and I'd ROCK OUT FOR DAYS on weekends/weeks at a time at concerts and parties/club/afterhours, etc. I was a rockstar for a long time, man. until I went away for selling 80's. in jail, met with all different people and most were dope fiends and that was kind the downfall for it all; I BLAME NO ONE BUT ME but the introduction to dope is what led me to my love for dope. which is why I could never have a stash; I cants top till its all gone. esp. the opiates I shoot are strong yet ill still blow threw a G which usually will last a normal usually a day or two but will only last me 2-4 hours and by hour 8 I need another Suboxone to hold me off or more which I just cant afford.
god bless you so called "addicts" who have a "stash". what type of addicts are you!? lol.
aside from script drugs, which are scripted to keep me away from the "real" drugs, I could NEVER have a stash. you could give me all the dope in the world and ill sit here and shoot all day till its gone. right now my stash consists of:
gabapentin
keppra
suboxone
xanny
seroquel
all scripted to help w/ my "addiction" and other medical problems.
the drugs I'd actually liked to have stashed - DOPE! just dope, dope, dope and more dope. stash me that shit, ALL DAY, baby!
kinda funny cuz I consider myself a junkie but I hate all drugs but opiates; even when I am out and someone will offer me a bump of coke or something, I am disgusted and look at this person as as "eh, what a loser". meanwhile I will head back home and get a pin ready. ha. thats how whacky being an addiction to dope/opiates is. every other drug is bad but opiates/dope is just fine. even weed, man. weed FUCKS ME UP! seriously, if I smoke a few bowls, or a blunt passed around w/ friends, I CANNOT DRIVE HOME! I feel I will get pulled over and get arrested easily, and thats the last thing I need since I already have DUI's on record.
dope is the only thing that makes me feel normal and ready to rock; only time the dope will knock me on my ass is when I mix w/ benzo and then I get a serious NOD! yes, I know its a deadly combo but I've been using for a while. and yes, its been said by many and many have still dropped but I still go at it and can keep w/ it. or at least I seem to to think so. I wish I hated dope as much as I hate the rest of drugs nowadays.
back in the days I was a heavy drug user, between GHB, K, E, Tina (crystal), coke, etc. but those were all my "party" drugs and I'd ROCK OUT FOR DAYS on weekends/weeks at a time at concerts and parties/club/afterhours, etc. I was a rockstar for a long time, man. until I went away for selling 80's. in jail, met with all different people and most were dope fiends and that was kind the downfall for it all; I BLAME NO ONE BUT ME but the introduction to dope is what led me to my love for dope. which is why I could never have a stash; I cants top till its all gone. esp. the opiates I shoot are strong yet ill still blow threw a G which usually will last a normal usually a day or two but will only last me 2-4 hours and by hour 8 I need another Suboxone to hold me off or more which I just cant afford.