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Opioids Chicago dope thread
- Thread starter drunkendJesus
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I feel for ya. It is an awful feeling. Make sure you stay hydrated cuz even though sometimes you don't feel like you want even the simple things like water, if you become dehydrated it'll make you feel that much worse.
Thanks. I know it. I can stand really really cold water but thats all. I couldn't eat to save my life right now. This is prob the sickest I've been in a very long time. Tried to quit cold a couple years ago. Got to the middle of the night on day 3 and broke. A "friend" stopped by cause we went missing to make sure we were ok.. Dropped 3 bags on my lap. I ran for the works
I regret that night often. Especially in times like now when everything in my life is in my head. This is just bullshit!Thanks. I know it. I can stand really really cold water but thats all. I couldn't eat to save my life right now. This is prob the sickest I've been in a very long time. Tried to quit cold a couple years ago. Got to the middle of the night on day 3 and broke. A "friend" stopped by cause we went missing to make sure we were ok.. Dropped 3 bags on my lap. I ran for the works I regret that night often. Especially in times like now when everything in my life is in my head. This is just bullshit!
Yea. I just got over being sick. Shit sucks. Our u out of money? Or u dont have a connect anymore?
It's complicated. I'm broke today but will be swimming in money on tuesday. My connect would front me but he is out of town on vacay. So I'm looking at zero until then, sadly. So if I'm gonna be sick till then, I'm just gonna quit
Hahahah. Yes tuesday direct deposit on the 15th! Lol. Damn tho i know now til tuesday is a fucking enternity and being sick?! Fuck. I feel u. Shit is awful.
If u can get any money go buy some kratom. Thatll help a little with the withdrawals
Yea buddy, but it's triple time for me. I get royalties on property I own. Plus pays for two of us. Hey nice way to spend my birthday week. Sick as shit. I hate everyone and everything equally right now. Lol. If I had the energy id go make some money, but I have none. Plus, I'm a chick so this sick shit is crazy worse on me..My guy is going.. He just told me so fingers crossed I am better soon. Fucker better, I saved his life. Now he can try n save mine....
Oh yea i remember. Ur the chick that posted that crazy ass story about ur man almost dying? Right? Well hopefully u get something today.
Yep, that was me. I've been having nightmares about it every fucking day. I really want to quit, but I really don't want to feel like this....musicinmyveins
Bluelighter
That's why I hate heroin. She's a BITCH! Everything is fine when you have some, but as soon as you run out the next few days will be miserable. Why does it have to be likethat? Why not other drugs ? Why opiates are so fu℃}!N bitch to deal with?
Haha she's a raging BITCH! I hate the cycle of everyday exhaustion. Even with proper money and whatever, it's still exhausting. The whole damn lifestyle. Its a love/hate relationship for me. I love when I'm good and I hate everything when I'm not. And I'm tired,, so sooooooo tired
Yup i know that. It so exhausting. Because u cant sleep for days and ur just so tired and completely drained mentally physically and emotionally. Thats the worst part. Its the enability to sleep. I swear to god a few years ago when i was withdrawing from roxies and xanax i didnt sleep for months!!! Fucking months!!!!!!
Right? I was talking to a buddy about this. Its like WTF why does it have to hurt soooo bad when u dont have any?! Why cant it just be like weed, or something? Fuck man
Yea, I know! Haha you are the first person out here I have heard call roxies, roxies! They were my shit and ultimate downfall. But whatever, who's pointing fingers? If I were to be asked to point fingers if have to point to myself.. No blame game here.. I know all about the sleep deprivation. I got popped the 2nd time and I spent a few weeks locked up. That was fun! No shit, and being a chick like me, trust me, if u knew me youd understand. I'm as street wise as they come but I don't look it lol
Agreed, even when money isn't an issue it's still so exhausting when you're stuck in that cycle of living your everyday life but having to make time to go cop. Especially when money isn't an issue you are most likely going to use more which in turn means more time spent going to cop.Factsjustfacts
Bluelighter
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You're so right. But just imagine what type of person do you have to be in order to sell dope? Knowing that it's destroyin that persons mind and life, knowing that they can die any day from it, knowing that all your money is going to them, and knowing that you'll do anything you possibly can in order to get that fix. I honestly feel like many dope dealers love the fact that people need them like that and how they basically have us by the balls. Go here go there, wait here wait there. It gives them a feeling of empowerment and being needed like that is something that is lacking in their lives outside of dope dealing. These people are also slaves..but it's for money not for dope. I guess they're in a better spot temporarily, but jail time is inevitable when you're selling something that can kill so easily. I remember my old guy burned me once for 60$. I was sick as fuck and this was the 2nd time dealing with him. We drove to the spot, I give him my money and he leaves. Never comes back. That was the worst feeling of my life. Sitting there knowing he wasn't going to come back and being in a place that's not safe and withdrawing. He called me the next day and said his buddy went on him but it was all bullshit. How soulless do you have to be in order to leave someone sick like that and take their money? At least give me 20$ worth you stupid motherfucker. I eventually cut him off and started going to his main guy and it felt so good. But how pathetic is that? He burned me and I still called him because I didn't have anyone else for raw. We let these people walk all over us, but don't even care because all we care about is dope. I'm like "I don't even care if you burned me, just answer your phone because I need something." That was after he went over on me and wouldn't answer his phone. Straight cunt shit.I fell asleep.. Wooo hooo.. Now I feel worse!! I got awakened by my phone ringing in my face. That's a reallllllllly good sound when it's who I wanted to see calling! Just called too soon! But I feel better knowing im gonna be straight in about an hour and a half! Hope sooner. I have the cinder block in my belly now and I hattttttee it!!!!!
