Thank you, Burnt Offerings!
I have to tell you, my church had put together a cook book and no one could come up with a name. Someone suggested Burnt Offerings and it stuck. Just cute to me.

OKAY. I'm a very, very new drug user. I've always been a very good girl, I was the cheer leading captain three years in a row, president of everything, ect. I'd never done any drug ever, not even smoked a cigarette (still not planning to) until I decided to take up meth. Isn't that crazy? Well, I've gained 50+ pounds in two years. I'm 5'3 so that's a real problem. My doctor prescribed me phentermine. I took it for six months and didn't lose a single pound. My five older sisters are all IV users, all homeless, jobless, toothless, ect. Probably why I never did drugs. My mom is too. I asked momma one day if I could get a quarter from her for a friend of mine and of course she said yes. I know my momma would protect me so I don't think I have bad dope. Here's what I do and experience and tell me if this is normal.
I take an itty bitty bump orally every morning. Just lick my finger, stick it in the bag and pop it in my mouth. I don't measure it or anything so I don't know how much I'm doing but probably basically nothing. I've never felt a "rush" as other folks say they have. Except the top of my head and my cheeks tingle for just like 30 seconds but that's not a rush. I don't think I experience "euphoria." As said, I don't have any drug experience but I'm guessing I'd know if I were euphoric. Okay. So I just have a lot of energy all day long and get stuff done. I clean luxury cabins so I stay on my feet all the time. My mouth gets super tacky so I just drink water but I don't know if I should do anything else. I sleep for about three hours a night and get up and continue. Should I be able to sleep while using? I could sleep longer, but I go to bed around four, mostly out of boredom and sleep solidly until my alarm goes off at 7. I think if my alarm didn't go off, I would continue sleeping. BUT. One night I slept 9 hours. I woke up and felt utterly drunk. I couldn't stand up straight and my mind couldn't get clear. I was dizzy and couldn't see straight or think. Is that normal? It scared me. I didn't do any until that afternoon because I wanted to make sure my mind would clear itself without stimulation. It did. Additionally, I was reading that you lose nutrients while on meth so I started taking a vitamin. Do you think that could prevent hair and tooth loss? When does that sort of thing start to happen? I've lost roughly 8 pounds in a month and I like that. I don't want to instantly lose 40 pounds like my friend did. It was kind of gross. Will I continue to slowly lose weight? That's the goal here. I'm sorry this is so long. I'm an incredibly chatty person even without drugs.
Also, I got a fever blister the week I started using. It cleared up though. Is that a side effect or just a coincidence?