So I will be posting daily to hopefully get some help and support and help others. I'll give you a quick background on my drug history..
2010 - 2013 Started taking perk 30s. I eventually ended up taking 10 a day if not more. I could easily snort 4-5 at a time and it would just make me feel normal.
2013 - I started taking subs when they were easily accessible for me, but was also taking perks. Still craved the perks Baldy tho. And would take a perk over a sub if available.
2014 - I finally got my perk cravings down. I could finally say no if they were in front of me, only because I was taking Subutex. At this point I would get perks once a month. I'd snort 5 feel high and happy, until it got old. Wasting so much money to feel good for a few hours. Never touched heroin, I knew if I did there was no going back.
2015 - No more perks, I was taking Subutex everyday and needed it everyday. If I didn't have one I would withdrawl. I would take at least 4-8mgs a day I tried kicking them in the summer but couldn't make it past day 3.
I Partied new years eve and day on coke, after I crashed and slept I realized I didn't even do a sub nor need one. So I thought maybe this is my way. I do coke maybe 3 times a year, because I prefer downers.
Jan 1st-5th no subs. No sleeping issues thank god. I wake up take 1 Gabapentin, do a line of coke to get me going. I do half a piece daily, but not past 3pm. When I get home from work I smoke a little and pass out by 9pm
Today I woke up took a Gabapentin, did a Small line like I have been for 5 days and was fine. Around 11am I felt tacky, lazy for the first time so I did a tiny piece of sub. I'd say 1mg if that. immediately felt better.
I have never gone this long with such minimal sub. I am NOT saying my method is going to work I am just sharing how I am trying..And so far it is. like I said I don't do the coke past 3 p.m. And doing Half a piece of coke.
And so far so good...I will let you know how tomorrow is.
2010 - 2013 Started taking perk 30s. I eventually ended up taking 10 a day if not more. I could easily snort 4-5 at a time and it would just make me feel normal.
2013 - I started taking subs when they were easily accessible for me, but was also taking perks. Still craved the perks Baldy tho. And would take a perk over a sub if available.
2014 - I finally got my perk cravings down. I could finally say no if they were in front of me, only because I was taking Subutex. At this point I would get perks once a month. I'd snort 5 feel high and happy, until it got old. Wasting so much money to feel good for a few hours. Never touched heroin, I knew if I did there was no going back.
2015 - No more perks, I was taking Subutex everyday and needed it everyday. If I didn't have one I would withdrawl. I would take at least 4-8mgs a day I tried kicking them in the summer but couldn't make it past day 3.
I Partied new years eve and day on coke, after I crashed and slept I realized I didn't even do a sub nor need one. So I thought maybe this is my way. I do coke maybe 3 times a year, because I prefer downers.
Jan 1st-5th no subs. No sleeping issues thank god. I wake up take 1 Gabapentin, do a line of coke to get me going. I do half a piece daily, but not past 3pm. When I get home from work I smoke a little and pass out by 9pm
Today I woke up took a Gabapentin, did a Small line like I have been for 5 days and was fine. Around 11am I felt tacky, lazy for the first time so I did a tiny piece of sub. I'd say 1mg if that. immediately felt better.
I have never gone this long with such minimal sub. I am NOT saying my method is going to work I am just sharing how I am trying..And so far it is. like I said I don't do the coke past 3 p.m. And doing Half a piece of coke.
And so far so good...I will let you know how tomorrow is.

