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It must be very stressing to work looking for the weekend everyday. And boring.
 
^ I know. I deeply need to get myself re-motivated and feel like that again.
 
My regret, & what I should have said to the cops, was "yes, I'll lay charges".

A nasty human who hurt me until he no longer could for fear of going too far & killing me.

Drugs weren't even a factor back then...unless he was doing something I didn't know about.

Rtp
 
zombywoof said:
well you know the old saying out with the old and in with the new and today is the first day of the rest of our lives. I try and keep that thought at times as it does help a little my friend
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Thanks. I get that life is a learning experience every day is a chance to make a change.
It's good to be reminded of that. Although I tend to rationalize it so that makes me value/enrich my work.

Sometimes when you are too stressed, and not being able rely on medication to feel better things can be very tricky. When that happens, our emotion tends to play a major role in the decision making process.
 
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I want to trust you, believe me I do. But there are always those things that you do and lie about it.
This is not family this is work. Ethics play an important role if you want to replace me someday.
 
You say you "have depression."
When you are unaware of what is making you unhappy, it's easy to call it "depression," as if it is this outside force happening to you.
Explore yourself.
 
Please understand that here it doesn't matter where you've come from. You are a dedicated, hard working and perceptive.
Don't let them put you down.
 
Dear cute girl at the doctors clinic today,

You looked like you might have been underage and i didnt wanna be a creep, but i couldnt help noticing you look at me while i was looking at my phone. Then i caught your eye a few more times and when i heard you and your mum arguing over something i eventually picked up that you thought i was hot. I couldnt help smiling and you both eventually noticed i knew which made it even more awkward for you im sure. We exchanged smiles as you walked past me, twice, and the second time you smiled so hard and i thought it was the cutest thing.

I gotta admit, when i got out of the doctors and sat down outside looking at my phone for no reason, i kinda hoped you'd wait for me, even if just to talk for a few minutes. I saw you walk past me again and i tried to catch your eye but you didnt, or couldn't look at me. I really hoped you'd sit down and talked, and i blame myself for not being more forthcoming and stopping you or staying there a little longer in the hopes you'd work up the courage to walk past again, but please understand i have ridiculous social anxiety which fucks up my behaviour and makes me incredibly self conscious when i think im under investigation.

I wish i could tell you how much this silly little thing meant to me, as i have not ever felt whatever it is people call love. This whole thing made me smile in a way i have rarely experienced. As per usual ive picked apart the whole thing a bunch of times, but i would have welcomed more than you'll ever know even a brief conversation with you. All the best.
 
They say never quit one job until you've found another. Thanks a ton for fucking up my new serious relationship. You're a vengeful person and I should've known. We were all done yet you couldn't leave well enough alone. I loved that girl and you fucked me. Couldn't you just let me go and find somebody new insted of one last fuck you to me?
 
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